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May Year Five Bring a Way Forward?

A year ago, I was saying that things were looking grim, for Ukraine and not only. And this winter in particular was definitely grim over there, with Russia destroying the energy infrastructure and using the weather to try to freeze Ukraine into submission. But, just like their previous attempts, this one also failed, and winter is almost over. Admittedly, Russians continue to make gains, but recently it seems that Ukraine has obtained some small victories as well, and the very fact that Russia continues to demand the territory that they’re yet to obtain through war in those so-called negotiations that are nothing but a show set up for Trump proves that they’re frustrated with the failure and know that military action won’t bring actual success anytime soon. That doesn’t mean that they won’t win that territory if things continue as they are, but the only way they can conquer something is to turn it into a ruined wasteland first, slowly and with losses and expenses that they won’t be able to sustain forever, meaning that they only gain the results of their destruction, not anything actually valuable, while Ukraine has the time to build new lines of defenses behind the destroyed ones, continuing to be able to hope to hold on until Russia will no longer be able to continue attacking.
Of course, Russia is working through its European allies as well, the most notable being the Hungarian regime, though it’s far from the only one that continues to collaborate with Russia and block the still feeble attempts to truly support Ukraine, not to mention strike back. And now you also have lesser but nevertheless relevant things like Russia and Belarus being allowed to compete under their own flags in the Paralympics that show that the situation is increasingly normalized in the minds of many, Russia once again edging closer to being allowed to get away with it, as it has done each time before.
What’s going to happen in the end is anyone’s guess, but despite the fact that the situation in the US is pretty much as bad as could be expected, Trump slamming a wrecking ball into everything he can, I’d actually dare to say that things don’t look quite as grim as they did a year ago. Europe seems to finally start waking up when it comes to defense, albeit very slowly and unwillingly, and the very fact that they made it through this terrible winter may give Ukraine renewed hope in the coming months, regardless of the scars they carry. But, of course, the only way to end this war, and to ensure that another won’t start as soon as Russia will recover its strength, is for them to need to recognize defeat, and while the US could swiftly ensure that, they won’t, so I’m still waiting for the moment when European support and action will be expressed as “whatever it takes” instead of “for however long it takes”. If that day will come in the near future, there is still hope for all of us, when it comes to this and many other issues. If not, so much will have been lost and sacrificed for nothing…

Written by Cavalary on February 24, 2026 at 11:48 PM in Politics | 0 Comments

Good Results in the EHF Champions’ League, Poor and Strange in the European League

In the Champions’ League, things sure went well for CSM Bucharest this time around, their easy victory against Ikast coupled with Ferencvaros winning against Odense meaning that they clinched second spot and advance straight to the quarter-finals. And to think that CSM had started the season by losing against Ikast and after six rounds had only two wins and four losses, which seemed to make obtaining one of the first two spot all but impossible. But then they turned their form around, won all of the following eight matches, and some other results played in their favor as well, leading to this… The problem being that it’s almost certain that they’ll end up facing Esbjerg, who should have no problems against Podravka, and this same duel took place in the quarter-finals in 2022, 2023 and 2025 as well, CSM losing each time.
On the other hand, the final round’s results had no relevance for Gloria Bistrita, who were already certain of the fourth spot in their group and therefore of facing Ikast, the winner facing Brest in the quarter-finals. So the two Romanian teams won’t be facing each other, but while that offers a theoretical chance of both of them making it through, seeing who their opponents are set to be makes it far more probable that we’ll once again have no team in the Final Four. But, of course, it remains to be seen what will happen then, and if we’ll even have two in the quarter-finals in the first place, since Gloria is unlikely to find Ikast as easy of an opponent as CSM found them this time around.

On the other hand, in the European League we had three teams and a single one made it past the group stage, actually winning the group with one round to go, so the last round didn’t matter for them either. And what’s strange is that we’re talking of Rapid Bucharest, who’re only seventh in the national league at the moment, while Minaur Baia Mare are eighth but tied on points with them and with one match less and Corona Brasov are third, but both Minaur and Corona ended up third in their respective groups, surprisingly so in case of Minaur, who were almost qualified after four rounds but then “managed” to lose the last two matches, the first one being against Larvik, who lost all of their other matches. And now Rapid will play Viborg in the quarter-finals and it won’t be easy to get past them, so I wonder if we’ll even have one team in the Final Four here… Or in either competition, considering what I said above.

Written by Cavalary on February 22, 2026 at 11:59 PM in Sports | 0 Comments

A Crying Dog and Starting a Long Book

On February 10, I woke up to pee a few minutes before 8:30 AM and heard some noises that seemed to be from the workers, but dad was also getting ready to leave, so that might have also been the reason, especially since those other noises were faint. But they did get somewhat louder after that, so it took me a little while to get back to sleep, and later I woke up a few more times even if it seemed pretty quiet, so I basically got a series of naps, until a little after 12:50 PM, when some hammering started and I initially decided to get up. But after checking the time I got back in bed, thinking that it was too early, yet I couldn’t get back to sleep even if the hammering stopped after a while, so I eventually cut my losses and got up just before 1:40 PM. And then I did the day’s squats and went out at 5:10 PM, wearing a mask and taking the recyclables with the deposit symbol.
Since I had dad’s card, I took the metro to Obor, having a look through the farmers’ market, then grabbing another recyclable and putting all of them in the machine from Carrefour. And it seems like I got there just when more expiring products were being brought, since an employee brought two carts and it’s possible that he might have had even more to bring, but I couldn’t stay longer, so I grabbed a few, plus a bag of spoiling oranges, and then also used the voucher received for the recyclables at the self-checkout. And after taking the metro back I made a detour to also check the nearest Penny, which proved to be a complete waste of time, since I put the two recyclables picked up by then in the machine, entered with the purchases, saw that they were out of the cat food that was on sale as well as of the cheap buns, couldn’t find anything else to get either, and then I waited in line for a little while but eventually decided that I wasn’t going to wait even longer just to cash in so little, so I kept the voucher for another time and walked back out, jogging almost all the way back, though when I got here I also had a very quick look in the nearby Mega Image, once again entering with everything. And after getting back, a little after 7:15 PM, I ate one of those oranges, cleaned the litter box and went to drop a bag of trash down the chute, and then rushed to take a quick shower. And at night I made mamaliga.

Since I woke up a few times, and after dad got up I probably didn’t get back to sleep right away either, I only got some four hours of sleep by 10:25 AM, when I got up after he left and spent some time on the computer, and while I got back in bed after a little less than half an hour, there didn’t seem to be any chance of getting back to sleep again, so at 12:10 PM I finally cut my losses and got back up… Which also resulted in giving up on the plan to go out again that day. And while I did get back in bed one more time, just after 3:20 PM, it still took me quite a while to fall asleep again, Liza having quite a “concert”, I have no idea why, and the loud voices of the workers also having much to do with that, and I didn’t stay asleep even after that, so I just managed to take a few short naps before getting up again, a little before 5:20 PM. But I did manage to nap some more late in the evening.

That nap led to getting to the kitchen around 1:15 AM, and then I peeled and boiled carrots, once again had no green onions and used a red one, also moved something into a jar, and struggled to slice the packaged and sliced gluten-free bread which I had bought from the expiring products from Carrefour, wanting to see whether it made any difference in how I felt. And I also cleaned the litter box before instead of after eating. So I started eating dinner at 3:40 AM and only finished at 4:35 AM, in part because that bread got really stuck to the plate after I microwaved it, and struggling to get it off in my room eventually resulted in breadcrumbs on my desk and floor, so I cleaned up and then went back to the kitchen to scrape it off, which I should have done from the beginning.
After getting up after the alarm rang, at 1:30 PM, I had the usual stuff, everything being expired except some of the cereals, since I mixed two kinds in that bag, and I guess the apple and the honey, but the yogurt was a small but really nice one made from buffalo milk, the almonds some of those baked and salted ones, and the sweet thing two of those nicer biscuits, with added honey. I also cleaned the litter box before leaving, just after 4:20 PM, and wore the full running gear, that thing that goes on my neck, and the old gloves, plus the jacket on the way, tied around my waist while I ran. And I had some things in the pocket of the tights. The reported temperature was 8°C, but it had rained and there were still a few occasional drops. And while I couldn’t actually check what it was when I finished the run, what I see on sites showing past weather seems to indicate 6°C, and I know that it was 5-6°C at 7 PM.
The time was 1:20:47, with sector times of 4:20.42, 5:14 (5:13.85), 6:10.15, 4:40 (4:39.69), 5:19.47, 6:05 (6:04.47), 4:39.03, 5:18 (5:17.97), 6:14.68, 4:44, 5:29, 6:15, 4:50, 5:26 and 6:04, making for lap times of 15:44.42, 16:04 (16:03.63), 16:11.68, 16:28 and 16:20. Even if I still checked the exact times on the first three laps, I meant to go for 16 km from the beginning, hoping to somehow squeeze under 1:20 but wondering if I’ll at least manage to get under 1:21, and after a decent first sector the rest of the first lap made me question that. And then the first two sectors of lap two made me wonder if I wasn’t heading for something similar to the previous time, so I tried to do somewhat better on sector three and I guess I did just enough to give myself some hope, which remained despite all of lap three being at the level of the first two sectors of lap two. Still, I was only pretty certain of squeezing under 1:22, since that only required 17 minutes on each of the last two laps, but that original realistic target of getting under 1:21 seemed possible, so I tried to see what I could do, what pace I could sustain on lap four and then whether I could do better on lap five, thinking to push on the first sector, let myself recover a little on the second, and then give everything on the third, but apparently not doing much of anything on the first sector and then having to push more on the second instead. But, despite stopping for several seconds on that sector, at the end of it I was pretty sure that I was going to get under 1:21, and the last sector ensured that it was by a very safe margin. Not that it’s not still a bad time, but it was a definite improvement compared to the previous one, so I had to be content with that.
It was wet and there were some puddles, but that wasn’t a notable issue, and the quite few people really caused no problems. On the other hand, the feeling that I hadn’t left everything in the toilet appeared quickly, possibly even before the end of the first sector, and it was definitely there on the second, and at a later point, I think of lap four, if not even on lap three, it got worse and seemed like it could become a problem, but then it faded to some extent and it was fine. As for other physical issues, I was occasionally getting lightheaded and something seemed to be a little wrong with my right leg, the sensation worsening after I felt some pain in my back at one point, though at least it wasn’t long before both that pain and that worse feeling passed. Otherwise, I stopped to check the time three times, briefly on sector three of lap three, maybe for a little longer on sector one of lap five, and for several seconds on sector two of lap five. But by the end of that sector I was catching another runner who was just a little slower, and after I passed him he seemed to want to stay behind me, so he might have helped me push just a little harder on the last sector. Not that I didn’t mean to push on that sector anyway, and it wasn’t long before I put some distance between us, but my lungs were definitely straining for air on that sector, so I might have played it a little safer otherwise.

After the run, I checked Carrefour and then continued to Penny Titan, picking up a recyclable on the way and putting it in the machine, then putting on a glove and taking two cheap buns and two sweet pastries, with the 30% evening discount, and using the voucher received for that recyclable and the one remaining from two days earlier when I paid. And then I jogged most of the way back, being at the door at 7:40 PM and then going to wash quickly, since I wanted to watch a match, after which I had a pretty normal evening, so I’ll just add that I rubbed some cream on my feet before going to bed in the morning.

Liza woke me with a “concert” just before 8:20 AM, and then she went to the litter box twice and meowed some more, but since I noticed the workers when I went to pee, it’s likely that they had woken her, and then the noise made by them definitely kept me awake for quite a while. But the noises weren’t exactly loud, so I eventually managed to get back to sleep and I think that I pretty much stayed asleep until 1 PM, when they woke me again and I guess that I wasn’t that exhausted anymore, because the one brief moment of drilling had been in the morning and the voices, hammering and scraping weren’t exactly loud in themselves, but after that point I could just catch a few brief naps and otherwise drifted in and out, at times not knowing whether I was asleep or awake. And I had definitely been awake for a while when I finally got up, just before 4:15 PM. And then I had lunch and did 200 squats, since I hadn’t done them the previous day, and because dad got home just as I was doing the squats I could take the metro card and go to Obor, leaving a few minutes after 8:30 PM, wearing a mask and taking the recyclables with the deposit symbol.
Since I wasn’t going straight to that Carrefour, it was really late, so I jogged to the metro station, and after getting off at Obor I picked up a recyclable, put all of them in the machine from Auchan, and got most of what I wanted from there, being unable to find the chips that I’d have also wanted to get for dad, but on the other hand I noticed that those corn puffs with powdered milk, which had increased in price before, were marginally cheaper than they used to be before that increase, so I took some of those as well.
After quickly arranging the purchases, I continued to Carrefour, picking up two more recyclables, putting them in a cabinet along with the purchases and the gloves, and entering the store at 9:20 PM. Then I grabbed a bunch of bakery products that had the 50% evening discount, including two breads and an apple circle, plus a piece of some dessert that dad likes and which had that same discount and a carton of expiring eggs, also at half price. However, once again a single self-checkout that accepted cash was still working and it was used by two people with an overflowing cart, and when I went to stand behind them the woman told me that it’ll take quite a while, and someone with a cart was in line at that slow but particularly careful cashier as well, so I yet again looked for another, and it yet again proved to be a bad choice, since that one kept looking at me oddly and eventually asked whether I had a cold, obviously because of the mask, and then she charged me for the plastic box that what I had bought for dad was in, so the total was more than I gave her but I expected it to be less, so when I saw that she wasn’t giving me any change I asked for it, at which point she told me that I should be giving her a little more and to check the receipt, asking whether I had that change and then saying that it apparently doesn’t matter if it’s the other way around when I just walked away, though I then turned around to say that I had looked at the prices listed on the products and she said that she had done the same, though that obviously wasn’t the case.
After retrieving what I had in the cabinet and arranging everything as quickly as possible, I rushed to Kaufland, putting those recyclables in the machine and everything else in a cabinet, peeing and washing my hands, entering the store when it was past 10:05 PM, and getting beer for dad and roes. As I was looking around for something else, I think that an employee faked sneezing multiple times when I walked past her, probably also because of the mask. Either way, since I noticed some evening discounts for beets and those Moldovan grapes, I added some of each before getting to the self-checkout just before the closing announcement. And the employee from that area came to approve the sale of the beer just as I finished scanning, without me having to ask, so I then used the voucher received for the recyclables, retrieved my things, arranged everything just enough to be able to walk out, and then I took my time to actually arrange properly, so it was close to 10:50 PM when I walked away.
After wasting some time by going to the Mega Image that closes at midnight, putting the bags into two cabinets that I didn’t lock, entering with the backpack, and then retrieving the bags on my way out, I picked up a recyclable and reached the metro station just when both trains were there. And the one going in the other direction was the last one, so the guard asked which way I wanted to go, and then I had to wait for the next one going in this direction, picking up another recyclable during that time. And after getting off here I checked the non-stop Mega Image, leaving the bags next to the cabinets, entering with the backpack, and just buying the one cheap bun that was left, with the 50% evening discount, without waiting for the receipt or stepping back to ask for it when I saw that it was printed and the cashier was crumpling it, so I just retrieved the bags and picked up another recyclable on the way back.
It was past 11:50 AM when I got back, with 18.5 kg. Then I cleaned the litter box, but I set the bag of trash down for a little while and it fell over and spilled, so I had to gather things up before taking the trash and dropping it down the chute. Either way, I then put most of the purchases in their place, ate an orange, and went to wash just before 1:15 AM. I was done just under 40 minutes later, but then I spent some time in my room and sorted some things out, only getting back in the kitchen at 2:40 AM. And then I had some things to wash, also put the remaining purchases in their place, dealt with one of my breads, ate the apple circle, cleaned the litter box yet again, and finally ate dinner between 4:45 AM and 5:30 AM. I got in bed at 7:05 AM, after rubbing cream on my hands and feet.

It actually took me a while to fall asleep, and the same thing happened after waking up at 10:40 AM and going to pee, but at least I did get right back to sleep the next few times I woke up, until a little after 2:35 PM, when I didn’t feel that tired anymore and decided to pee again, just in case, after which I stayed in bed for almost two more hours and sort of drifted off a few times, but I’m not sure if I even caught another actual nap. And the following morning I once again had a pretty hard time falling asleep. At least that was no longer the case after I got up to pee at one point, but then the upstairs neighbor’s dogs woke me and kept me up for quite a while, and while I did get back to sleep after they finally went quiet, I didn’t stay asleep for long and it seemed that I’ll just waste even more time if I’ll keep trying, so I decided to start reading Capital and Ideology, spending almost an hour doing that before trying to get back to sleep yet again just before 2:20 PM. However, the alarm was set to ring at 2:55 PM, for the day’s first handball match, and if I managed to fall asleep at all by then, it couldn’t have been for more than mere moments.

Those dogs were an even worse problem on the morning of February 16, when they woke me a little after 8:50 AM and basically kept crying, since that was what it was, until noon or so, meaning that for some three hours I’m not even sure if I managed to catch a few very brief naps. And dad stayed home that day and went to the kitchen at 2:25 PM, so I decided to get up at that point, since I really needed to pee and then it seemed like there would be another source of noise if I’d try to get back to bed. And he later told me that he had talked to that neighbor and she said that she won’t leave her dogs with her parents anymore since she cut contact with them, which must be really weird after recently moving right next door to them, and they keep crying, or at least one of them does, over being left alone, and the situation is likely to continue. Either way, I then ate lunch, shaved, did the day’s squats, and left at 8:45 PM, taking the plastic and metal and the recyclables with the deposit symbol but not wearing a mask.
After occasionally jogging on the way, I managed to enter the Mega Image that closes at 10 PM just before 9 PM, and since it seemed that I was going to have enough time, I then put the recyclables in the machine. However, the belt wasn’t working properly, one side was hardly pulling, and I had two heavier glass bottles that it apparently couldn’t pull quickly enough, so it kept returning them, and refusing them if I tried to place them deeper inside, and I had to try several times until it finally took one. That meant that the 50% discount labels were placed on the bakery products and the cart with the products that are discounted by 90% was brought while I was still struggling to get it to accept the second one and other people got a few things before the voucher was printed and I could get there as well, but it didn’t seem like there had been anything particularly interesting. So I just took some cheap buns and a pretzel from the bakery area, and then I tried to get the machine to accept that bottle again, an employee coming to try to help after a while. But she had no luck either, so I kept it, bought those things, and cashed in the voucher. The cashier was new and the other one came to help when one of those discount labels wouldn’t scan, tearing the bag a little while peeling it off, and then one of the coins that I used to pay fell inside the register, around the scales, but she said that it was fine, though she crumpled the receipt as soon as it was printed and I didn’t ask for it.
I occasionally jogged on my way to Kaufland as well, and after putting that bottle in the machine from there, I entered the store, with those purchases, just after 9:30 PM, seeing an evening discount for red cabbage and that one of those that were left seemed acceptable, so I took it. And then I dug through the crates that were set aside, getting another handful of those Moldovan grapes, which also had an evening discount, and a bag of spoiling lemons that had a deep discount. And I got some more roes as well, also using the voucher received for that recyclable when I paid. And, since there had once again been no green onions and the total was just over 10 RON, I asked for another one of those 10 RON vouchers, receiving it, though that cashier did mention that I needed a receipt for at least 10 RON when I asked.
After continuing to that Mega Image, I put my things into a cabinet… And found that they were cleaning the refrigerators again, with the expiring products piled up in carts along with others, so while I couldn’t spot anything discounted by 90% when I tried to have a look, that doesn’t mean that nothing was left. But I saw some spoiling carrots and needed something for the salad that I was going to make before the next run, so I bought those, along with another pretzel and a bread that I initially meant to be for dad, everything being at half price, though the cashier also charged me for the bag that those carrots were in. However, after retrieving my things, going to that bench, and arranging everything, I realized that dad would probably have problems with that bread’s harder crust, since he recently had some teeth pulled out some time needs to pass before the rest of the work can be done. So I decided to keep it for myself and continued to the non-stop Mega Image that’s near the metro station, picking up some recyclables on the way, putting my things into two cabinets that I didn’t lock when I got there, and getting two regular breads for dad, those being discounted by 70% between 8 PM and midnight. I had to wait for a cashier to come, since none of the checkouts were manned and in fact the only visible employee when I got there was the guard, and the one who did show up after a little while didn’t give me the receipt, but I just shrugged it off, retrieved my things, and picked up some more recyclables on the way back.
I was back at 12:05 AM. Then I cleaned the litter box and went to drop some trash down the chute, after which I ate a banana and a sweet pastry, put most of the purchases in their place, and washed what was in the kitchen, during which time I noticed that the water temperature was dropping, so by 1:30 AM, when I went to the bathroom, it was only good enough for a shower and I was done in less than half an hour. And then I put the remaining purchases in their place, also dealt with that bread that I ended up keeping for myself, took another kind of supplement for immunity that wasn’t expired for a change, and ate dinner between 4:55 AM and 5:35 AM. I went to bed at 7:05 AM.

That dog continued to cry, but the sound was far quieter and I also kept hearing something like furniture or a door being bumped against, so I wonder if the neighbor put it in another room and closed the door that day. Either way, with muffled voices being the only sounds from the workers as well, I could sleep, waking up multiple times but getting right back to sleep until the afternoon, when I started sort of drifting in and out and only taking a few more brief naps by the time I got up, just after 4:35 PM. And then, since dad’s computer had once again stopped working the previous evening, I turned my old one on again to confirm that it still worked just fine and do the updates.
On the other hand, the following day the noise made by the dog was louder again, and after being woken up multiple times, a little after 11:30 AM I decided to get up… Only to get back to bed after a little while, since dad said that he wasn’t leaving the following day anymore, so he didn’t need what I had meant to go out to get. But, even though the dog seemed to go quiet, it took me a very long time to get back to sleep, and while it was a couple of minutes after 4 PM when I got up again, I had been awake for some time by that point, once again because of that dog.

The plan for this post was to also include this week’s run, and in fact get up to date, since I went out again yesterday. But those parts aren’t written yet and in fact I ended up having to initially post this at 11:59 PM with one of the above paragraphs still in the form of notes, so I decided to leave the rest for another time, editing the post in order to sort that out and add this paragraph a little after midnight and also changing the title as a result, since this week’s run would have otherwise been the relevant part… And now the title really doesn’t seem to fit, because I just read a little more of that book after starting it, but I didn’t want to say that it’s about that dog and some wandering around and it is accurate, in the sense that I did start to read it…

Written by Cavalary on February 21, 2026 at 11:59 PM in Personal | 0 Comments

The Remaining Odds and Ends from the Spring of 2025

Since I obviously didn’t even touch that game review again and today I even started reading a long book that I wonder if I’ll even finish next month, I’ll sort out the problem of the week’s second post with some more odds and ends that are already written, this time covering what was left of the spring of 2025, starting with March 7, when I was once again woken up by a neighbor’s drilling, and while for quite some time I was just too exhausted to crawl out of bed and caught a few more brief and agitated naps, I eventually got up and, several minutes after 1:30 PM, I went out, taking the recyclables with the deposit symbol and picking up some more on the way to Obor. And, since I walked there at an early hour, I also passed by that recycling center that I knew offered something for glass while it was open, but I no longer saw glass listed and couldn’t get myself to walk in and ask.
Either way, I then went straight to Kaufland and put the recyclables in the machine, but I had one more of the kind that was “eaten” the previous time and the same thing happened that day. On the other hand, after I was done I noticed that one of the recyclables which had been left right in front of that machine also had the deposit symbol and it was accepted right away, so I ended up with a second voucher. Then I washed my hands, using the room for disabled people, since both sinks from the men’s were in use at that moment, and looked for green onions as soon as I entered the store… Only to not even find any at that hour, and they were even supposed to be on sale those days. So I asked the employee from that area and he confirmed that they didn’t have any, saying that there are supply problems, and when I pointed out that they’re guaranteed to be available he said that there’s no guarantee, as proven by the very fact that they don’t have them, but when I said that in that case I’ll ask for that 10 RON voucher he said that, as far as he’s concerned, I’m welcome to get one for each product on the list, since it’s not taken out of his money. So, after seeing that I shouldn’t have already bought the expiring sour cream and the things that I meant to put on the pizza that I wanted to make that evening, since cheaper or better options were among the expiring products from there at that point, I just bought two more of those cheap yogurts, cashed in the vouchers… And stole some biscuits, to make up for that “eaten” recyclable and what little I was yet to recover from the past. And then I asked for that 10 RON voucher, but was told that I needed to have made purchases of at least 10 RON in order to receive it, so I walked away, meaning to get back there later.
Green onions were also on sale at Carrefour those days, and while I knew that they were small and the price was slightly higher than what they should have had at Kaufland, I went there next, entering with everything and getting a bundle that at least looked fresh, plus some more cat food. And then I continued to Auchan, picking up a few more recyclables, including a crushed can that I managed to straighten surprisingly well on the way, once again entering with everything, putting those recyclables in the machine, and getting an expiring bread and some biscuits for dad, also using the voucher received for those recyclables when I paid.
After putting everything in the backpack, I went back to Kaufland, picking up two more recyclables on the way and finding three more discarded next to the machine, one of which was accepted right away, along with those which I had found. But the other two should have been accepted as well, the only potential issue being that they had no caps, and when I put a cap that I spotted there on one of them it was indeed accepted, so I ended up with a second voucher, but I couldn’t spot a second discarded cap, so I put that last recyclable in a cabinet, along with the purchases, before washing my hands again and buying a 5 kg bag of salt for dad and some expiring cookies, so the total would be over 10 RON and allow me to ask for that 10 RON voucher again. However, a different employee was at the information desk at that point and at first she said that green onions weren’t among the products that are guaranteed to be available, but after I pointed them out on the list she called for an employee from the vegetable area, so I retrieved my things from the cabinet while waiting and then the same guy whom I had asked earlier showed up and confirmed that they hadn’t had green onions at least since his shift had started… But then she didn’t seem to know what to do next, another employee coming and teaching her, and eventually handing me the voucher.
After arranging my things, I decided to use another route to get back, picking up some more recyclables but taking longer, both because I walked at least half a kilometer more and because I stopped and looked around when I reached a few intersections, trying to get my bearings. Either way, I also quickly checked the nearby Mega Image when I got here, just putting the bag with some of the purchases in a cabinet and going to glance at the expiring products, but since I didn’t see anything interesting and the recycling machine was in use, I didn’t wait, just retrieving that bag and walking back out.
I was finally at the door at 6:20 PM, then cleaned the litter box and went to drop a bag of trash down the chute, put most of the purchases in their place, and washed a few things in the kitchen, after dad had cooked. But he also wanted to take a bath that evening, so I went to shower first, then put the remaining purchases in their place, ate an orange and a lollipop, washed what was left in the kitchen and cleaned up a little, and eventually made a sort of pizza for both of us, starting with his, so he’ll be able to eat it before going to bed, eating a yogurt with cereals while working on that, finally eating mine, as lunch, between 12:50 AM and 1:10 AM, and then I still managing to stick to the dinner schedule… Yet I ended up getting in bed at 5:20 AM.

On March 12 I confirmed that my door started opening on its own… But I couldn’t do much about that at that point, so I did the day’s squats, ate lunch, and eventually went out, at 8 PM, with the recyclables with the deposit symbol. And I had dad’s metro card, so I took the metro to Kaufland Basarab, but the recycling machine wasn’t working when I got there, so I left those recyclables in a cabinet and grabbed the yogurt and biscuits that I had gone there for before the evening discounts appeared for vegetables. Then I grabbed the last two bundles of radishes that were left, or more exactly one bundle and a part of another plus some scattered radishes that probably added up to a little more than a second bundle, a lettuce and some potatoes, and after wandering around, also taking some bread for my parents, at full price, and waiting to see whether more discounts would appear or increase, which happened in case of the lettuce, I added two small peppers for dad, albeit also at full price. Then, after a woman asked me to scan my store card for her as well and I used the physical one, the closing announcement came just as I was about to finish using the self-checkout machine, but I still took my time to arrange the purchases before retrieving those recyclables and going to put them in the machine, which was working again at that point. And, after splitting those few on two vouchers, to know which were dad’s, I noticed another recyclable as I walked away, so I picked it up and went back to put that one in as well, ending up with a third voucher. And then I took the metro back, picking up some more recyclables on the way and deciding to also check the nearby Mega Image when I got here, putting just a bag in a cabinet, without locking, but having the guard ask me to hurry up as I checked the expiring products, so I just retrieved that bag and walked out.
I got back a couple of minutes before 11 PM, then selected the radish leaves that still seemed usable, put the purchases in their place, ate an apple and a sweet pastry that I already had, washed what was in the kitchen, and at 1 AM I went to wash myself, being done a few minutes after 1:30 AM. And then I talked to dad for a while, eventually also tried to clean something in the bathroom, and ate dinner between 3:40 AM and 4:15 AM. And, after cleaning the litter box and feeling a bitter taste in my mouth when I rinsed it after washing my hands and face, which made me worry that I hadn’t washed them properly, and then also killing a large cockroach in the kitchen, it was 5:25 AM when I went to bed.

After getting up I tried to work out a way to at least temporarily fix my door, while later I cooked, ending up eating a late lunch and, in part because of that and in part because shortly before midnight I noticed that my Internet access was down while dad’s, as in the new one, still worked just fine and after he went to bed I plugged my computer into the other router and checked some things, I started eating dinner at 3:15 AM, but I still managed to finish at 3:40 AM, though I then got in bed at 5:20 AM. And I’ll also mention here that no visits were recorded on March 13… And that the reason why my Internet access was down was that dad hadn’t paid it, and it’s connected to one of his mobile numbers and when I asked he said that the number still worked, so that couldn’t be the reason. But he apparently hadn’t even checked, telling me after he paid it that he just thought that it worked, only actually trying to use it in the morning, at which point he found that the number was also blocked and realized what the problem was. But at least he did pay it early in the afternoon and by the time I got up it worked normally again.

On March 26, after doing the day’s squats, I went out at 7 PM, dropping off a small bag of trash on the way, since I had also cleaned the litter box, and taking the recyclables with the deposit symbol to the nearby Mega Image. The machine was full before I was done, but the guy who was there emptied it right away and I could continue, being left with three that weren’t accepted and one that I didn’t even try at that point. Then I cashed in that voucher and continued to Titan, also quickly checking the nearby Shop & Go and picking up another recyclable on the way, putting it, that one which I hadn’t tried at the other location and one of those which had been refused in the machine from the Mega Image from there, though the other two still weren’t accepted, so I entered with them and bought some of the cat food that was on sale. And then I continued to that Penny, the recycling machine from there stating that it had no container for that type of recyclable when I tried one of those remaining two there as well, so I put my things in a cabinet and just got some salty pretzels and three buns. I used a glove to take those buns, since I had nowhere to wash my hands first, and I’m pretty sure that it was the first time when I made use of their evening discounts for bakery products, which are only of 30% but became a good option for cheap buns since Kaufland stopped discounting them.
After retrieving my things and putting the new purchases in the backpack, I continued to Kaufland Basarabia, walking in the rain, dad calling at one point while I was on the way, and then trying one of those remaining recyclables there as well, not being surprised when it didn’t work, since it was one that I picked up on the day when I pissed myself after someone else had discarded it there because it wasn’t being accepted. So I put my things in a cabinet, peed and washed my hands, entered the store at 8:55 PM, and got a lettuce and a bundle of green garlic, both having evening discounts, albeit not really great ones. Then I added an expiring yogurt that really was deeply discounted and some olives and beeped dad to ask him about another expiring product, taking one of those as well after he called back and said that he would want it. And then I waited to see whether the evening discounts would increase, but they didn’t, so I just wasted some time and ended up still using the self-checkout when the closing announcement came, meaning that I had to leave by the emergency exit after retrieving what I had in the cabinet and arranging everything. And then I tried to put those remaining recyclables in the machine again, still without success, but at that point I also realized that the label from that other plastic bottle had been glued on. It had been glued very well, but it was obviously loose otherwise and at that point I finally realized why, the brand matching the bottle and the cap, but the label being for 2.5 liters and the bottle definitely being much smaller, maybe 1.5 liters if I’d try to guess. So I removed the label and kept it, discarding the bottle.
On the way back, I also went to that Mega Image, which also offered me another break from being in the rain, which was even worse at that point. And, after putting my things in a cabinet, I reached the expiring products area just when those discounted by 90% were being placed there, so I grabbed the one box of salad leftovers, even though they just dump whatever’s left in the self-serve trays at that hour, often mixed together, in those boxes, so it’s impossible to really know the ingredients. And several pretty nice breads had that same discount, so I took most of those as well, for dad, calculating how much room we had in the freezer and leaving a couple… And at the checkout I was surprised to be told a lower total than what I had calculated, so I wondered whether there had been an additional discount, but when I checked the receipt I realized that the cashier hadn’t added one of the breads, or hadn’t realized that the machine hadn’t done so, since there were two of that kind and I saw her scan one and then touch the screen the same way she had in order to add more of the other kind, of which I had taken four. But I wasn’t going to let her know, so I arranged the new purchases, retrieved what I had in the cabinet and made my way back, picking up a few more recyclables. And at one point I passed by an old woman with bandaged hands who was sitting in that rain, but I unfortunately only thought to at least give her that bread which hadn’t been paid for several minutes later and I didn’t go back to do so. And, in fact, I could have bought those remaining breads as well, specifically in order to give them away, since there is that amount that I want to give away and this would have been a particularly effective way to do it, but that didn’t cross my mind at the time either.
It was almost 11:25 PM when I got back, then I put the purchases, except the bread and buns, in their place, also checked what dad had brought and arranged those things as well, ate an orange and something sweet, washed what was in the kitchen, and it was 2 AM when I finally went to wash myself, being done a little more than 40 minutes later. Then I put the buns in the fridge as well, took some more of that medicine that’s expired for over a year, just in case, dealt with most of those salad leftovers to some extent, took a first bite of lunch at 3:40 AM but only actually started eating, on and off, around 4 AM, finished lunch at 4:30 AM, and then ate dinner between 4:35 AM and 5:15 AM. I got in bed at 6:55 AM.

On March 28, I went out at 2:55 PM, going to the nearest Penny, dropping a small bag with what I had cleaned from the litter box down the chute and the regular recyclables in a recycling bin on the way and putting those with the deposit symbol, including one which I had picked up on the way, in the machine from there, even that one which hadn’t been accepted elsewhere being accepted. However, they were already out of the cooking oil which had gone on sale that day that I had mainly gone there for, and I even asked an employee and she said that none was left, but also that they don’t have sales starting on Friday and I must be confusing the store, so I grabbed a catalog from the entrance and when I saw her again I showed it to her… By which point I had also asked another employee, who started laughing before saying that it must have been bought early and told me to come back in the morning, in case they’ll get more then. But I had two of those 3 RON vouchers that required a total of 30 RON and had to be used by March 31, and there were other things that I could get, so I grabbed some that put the total just over 30 RON and used one, along with the one received for the recyclables. The cashier asked how long had I been holding on to that voucher and initially read January 31 on it and said that it should have been used by then, but that was the date by which one could be obtained, so I showed her that on the back it said that it could be used until March 31, yet even after confirming that it worked she still asked why had I held on to it so long and said that if I waited a little longer it’d have expired, so I said that I usually buy few things from Penny, not adding up to 30 RON, and asked why not hold on to it when I still had a few more days.
I got back the first time at 3:55 PM, then put most of the purchases in their place, ate lunch, did the day’s squats, and later, a couple of minutes after 7 PM, I left again, going to Penny Titan, where I did find that cooking oil, and in order to once again get the total just over 30 RON and use the last of those 3 RON vouchers, I added a bun, which at that point had the 30% evening discount and which I picked up with one of those tongs, since I didn’t take a glove, though those tongs are probably dirtier than anything. Either way, that cashier also took a long look at that voucher, turned it over, since I had placed it with the back on top, and pointed out the January 31 date written on the front, so I once again pointed to the actual date that it had to be used by and she saw with what seemed to be some surprise that it did work, though at least she didn’t make any other comments… But the guard did, stopping me and asking to see what I had in my pockets, so I took out the empty bags that I had there and he quickly patted my jacket as well, asking whether I had anything in it while asking me to not get upset, and repeating that after he was done and even picking up my purchases and those empty bags, since I had dropped everything, and offering to place them somewhere, so I could arrange them, but I just told him that I wasn’t upset and took everything back.
Since I had dad’s metro card, even if it was no longer read and needed to be shown in order to be allowed in, I then took the metro to Obor, picking up a recyclable before entering the station and two more while waiting for the metro, and trying but failing to put the purchases in the backpack, so I eventually just put them in a bag. And then I put the recyclables in the machine from Carrefour, washed my hands, put the purchases in a cabinet, and got a carton of expiring eggs, replacing a few cracked ones with others from another of the same kind, and a little garlic, by which point I was relieved to see that the bakery discounts had already been made, so I added two breads and two of those apple pastries, which I was really surprised to find. And I also used the remaining voucher received for previous purchases when I paid, and then retrieved my things and arranged everything a little.
I then continued to Kaufland, picking up another recyclable from one of the bins from the entrance and putting it in the machine, though another one which had been discarded there wouldn’t be accepted, even though it should have been, so I kept it, adding it in a cabinet, along with the purchases, before entering the store a couple of minutes before 9:30 PM, and getting a few bundles of wild garlic, carrots, potatoes, and some bananas, all of these having evening discounts. And the closing announcement came while I was using the self-checkout, but then I retrieved my things and took my time to arrange everything properly, walking out when it was almost 10:10 PM, spotting a cart with the coin in it and connecting it to another and retrieving the coin, and taking the metro back, picking up a few more recyclables after walking out of the metro station here.
I got back just before 10:40 PM, with 14 kg. Then I cleaned up a little after dad in the kitchen, also cleaned the litter box and went to drop another small bag of trash down the chute, and noticed that dad had splashed the kitchen TV with something and took out the screen cleaning spray, after who knows how long, to clean it, after which I also cleaned dad’s monitor to some extent, though some of the dirt wouldn’t come off easily and I didn’t want to press on it, and then cleaned my monitor as well. Then I ate a banana and one of the apple pastries, washed the few things that were in the kitchen, put most of the purchases in their place, and it was past 1:40 AM when I finally went to take a shower, the water being rather uncomfortable even for that. It was close to 2:10 AM when I was done, and then I also dealt with one of my breads, selected the wild garlic, using the worse leaves for the salad, and finally ate dinner between 4:15 AM and 4:50 AM and got in bed at 6:30 AM.

On the morning of April 7, I got in bed at 5:20 AM… And a little before 8:10 AM I woke up with quite a cramp in my right thigh. Either way, after doing the day’s squats, eating lunch and killing a few more ants which had appeared again around the door to dad’s bedroom, I went out a little after 6:20 PM, with the recyclables with the deposit symbol, after also straightening a rather crushed one which I had picked up. And, while I rushed to Obor, I still picked up a few more, though two were crushed and one didn’t seem like it could be straightened, so I didn’t even try, thinking that I’ll place its label on one without the symbol which I had also happened to pick up and held on to.
The reason for rushing, however, was that I wanted to reach the farmers’ market before it closed, at 7 PM, and I managed that, being there at 6:10 PM and getting apples. I first got some from the same place as before, saying that I wanted two kilograms of that same kind that’s sold at 2.5 RON / kg and the guy initially asking whether I wanted him to give me some from a crate from another stall, at 2 RON / kg, which I guess meant that he sold there as well, but after I agreed he ended up just discounting the ones that I had asked for and giving me 2.5 kg of those for 5 RON. And then I spotted another place with similar apples at 2 RON / kg and asked for 2.5 kg from there as well, the fact that they looked better likely meaning that they were treated with something, but also that they were going to last longer, so I could get more at once. And then, after using the control scales and seeing that the second person had given me just a little more, almost 2.6 kg, I took some time to move the apples into different bags, still keeping them separate but freeing those with handles.
I then wanted to go to Penny, but stopped at the recycling machine from Kaufland first, putting in the recyclables and being surprised when even those crushed ones were accepted, so I discarded that one without the symbol, and while the machine stopped as I was almost halfway through, the person who was there immediately went in and sorted out the issue within seconds, so I could continue, ending up with two vouchers. And then I made my way to Penny, under something that looked more like hail than snow, which had just started falling… And when I got there I realized that I had forgotten to take any coins, so when I saw that the lock from one cabinet had been removed, I put the apples in that one, since it was less likely to be opened than one with a key in it, and just took three buns that by then had the 30% evening discount, using a glove, and then retrieving the apples… By which time the hail had turned into quite a snowfall, with huge snowflakes.
Either way, I picked up another recyclable on the way back to Kaufland, so I put that in the machine as well before putting the purchases into a cabinet from there, but then I turned around and went to Carrefour and, after spending some time looking through the expiring products and also for the frozen beans that were on sale, finding that they were out of those beans, I saw that they had already started making the evening discounts for bakery products, so I took two of those apple pastries and a bread, and then went back and also got some expiring roes and just a little bit of garlic.
I then returned to Kaufland, with the roes and garlic in one hand, and I picked up another recyclable on the way and one more from the bin that was next to the machine that I put it in, though I did that after getting the voucher for that one, so I ended up with a total of five vouchers. Then I added the new purchases and the gloves in that cabinet and entered the store at 9:10 PM, finding not just that they finally had green onions again, but also that they had a good evening discount, so I took three bundles, and a little later a good evening discount appeared for carrots as well, so I also took some of those, plus an expiring bread for dad. Then I used the three vouchers which had been received for a single recyclable each at the self-checkout and cashed in the other two, and the closing announcement came while I arranged those purchases a little, before retrieving what I had in the cabinet, arranging everything better, and walking out a little after 10:05 PM. And on the way back I picked up some more recyclables, and I’ll also mention that the snowfall had lessened and turned into something that was more like sleet, and relatively light at that.
I got back at 11:05 PM, then cleaned the litter box and went to drop what I gathered down the chute, picking up another recyclable from the garbage room. Then I put a few of the purchases in their place, sorted those apples that looked better, ate one of them and one of the apple pastries, and went to wash at 12:35 AM, being done a little after 1:20 AM. But then I talked to dad for a while, and got annoyed because he once again said, in his typical aggressive way, that the litter box was stinking of pee and that from then on he meant to clean it and throw everything out whenever he’ll see anything there. And then I peeled and boiled carrots for the salad, sorted the other apples as well, put the remaining purchases in their place, washed what was in the kitchen, took some more of that medicine expired for over a year, still just in case, put what was left from something in one jar on top of what was in a second one that was nearly full, spotted and killed a few more ants, and ate dinner between 4:15 AM and 4:45 AM. I got in bed at 6:05 AM.

When I woke up after dad got up, a little after 11 AM, I initially went to pee and then got back in bed, but it didn’t seem like I was going to get back to sleep quickly and, despite planning to run the following day, I was also thinking to go out again that day, earlier, and look for those frozen beans again, so I eventually got up and asked dad whether I should, and also whether I should look for some cat food that was on sale, and he said yes… And also let me know that he was coming down with something, which was a serious reason for concern, if I was going to catch it as well. Either way, I did the day’s squats and left just after 1:30 PM, with the recyclables with the deposit symbol, including one which hadn’t been accepted before and which I decided to try again that day. But it still wasn’t accepted by the machine from Carrefour Mega Mall, though all of the others were, so I entered the store with it and found those beans, also taking two breads and a sweet pastry that had the 50% discount and using that voucher when I paid.
Then I continued to Kaufland, putting the purchases in a cabinet but only wasting some time, so I retrieved them on the way out and continued to that Mega Image, picking up another recyclable from the trash can from the entrance and putting it in the machine from there, though that other one wasn’t accepted there either, so I put it and the purchases in a cabinet and just got three cans of that cat food, since the deal was three for the price of two and there were only four left of that kind and none of the one which I’d have preferred to get, and I didn’t care for the handful of others that were still there. But, when I gave exact change when I paid, the cashier told me to take back the 0.08 RON in coins, just keeping the bills and the voucher received for that recyclable. And that made up for the one from the next location that I checked, on the way back, after retrieving my things from the cabinet and leaving them next to the cabinets in that other place, since the guard told me to do so when I was about to set them down in front of the cabinets in order to open one. She probably thought that I meant to leave them right there, but I didn’t care to explain, just walking in and finding plenty of cans of the kind of cat food that I was actually looking for, so I took nine of those as well… And the cashier rounded down the change, giving me 0.06 RON less, which tends to be what I expect from Mega Image. Either way, I then retrieved my things and put the cat food in another bag and got back just before 4:10 PM.

I’ll just mention here that no visits were recorded on April 20. Then, in the early hours of April 22, I ate dinner between 3:30 AM and 4:20 AM… And after no more than three and a half hours of sleep, maybe closer to three hours, I got up to pee and couldn’t get back to sleep in the half an hour or so before dad got up, at which point Liza also went to the litter box again, so I got up to clean it one more time and ask dad about his schedule, to see whether there would be time for me to use his metro card while he’ll be back here, setting the alarm to ring at noon and getting back in bed after we worked something out… But I still couldn’t get back to sleep, so I eventually decided to stop wasting time, got up at 10:45 AM, and left just before 12:20 PM.
I jogged to Carrefour and got some discounted products, including bread, even though two of the three were poking through the plastic wrapping. Since dad called while I was there and I couldn’t get to the metro station in time to meet him there as planned, I told him that we’ll meet at home instead, completely forgetting that he had somewhere else to go from there and therefore thinking that I had to rush back, take the card, and then go out again… And that also led to leaving my backpack behind, since I had just taken the bags out of it when I got that call and forgot about it in that rush, but at least I realized that I was missing it right after using the self-checkout, before leaving the checkout area, so I rushed back and found it just where I had left it, then jogged back, getting here a little after 1:20 PM… And wondering where dad was before finally remembering that he wasn’t supposed to come back at that point.
At least that gave me time to put the purchases in their place and get the recyclables with the deposit symbol and the plastic and metal ready… And then, just after 2 PM, I dashed to the nearby Mega Image to put the recyclables with the deposit symbol, except that one that still wasn’t accepted, in the machine and get some cat food that was on sale with that voucher, though I wasn’t given the receipt. And after walking out I took a 2.5-liter plastic bottle without the symbol from the trash can, replacing its label with the one with the symbol that I had after getting back, since it was for a bottle of the same size, even if of a different brand.
Then I started to make the mamaliga that dad had said he wanted to make before leaving again at 5 PM, ate some salty snacks, and kept waiting for him, since he had said that he’ll try to be back at 2 PM, or at least before 3 PM… But a couple of minutes after 3 PM I beeped him and when he called back he said that he was still at that guy and will only be back about an hour later. If I’d have known that, and of course if I’d have remembered that he still had to go there right away, I’d have gone straight from Carrefour to Auchan Titan, since in that case I’d have been back around that time, with or without that really nice high protein yogurt that had a really good discount until that day, since on the site it had reappeared as in stock in that location in the morning, though by then it was listed as out of stock everywhere again. But that was no longer an option, and I couldn’t even leave again right away, since I couldn’t just stop the mamaliga, so I kept making it, and then stayed to scrape the large pot that I made it in and eat lunch as well, by which time a bit of a storm had started, and I had given up on the idea of getting to Auchan Titan early enough to give myself time to also rush to Auchan Vitan if I won’t find that yogurt there, so I took it easy and only left again at 7:10 PM, at which point only some occasional drops were still falling.
I took the plastic and metal, which I dropped off in a recycling bin on the way, and some more recyclables with the deposit symbol, dad having had more emptied ones in the living room and on the balcony. And I picked up two more on the way and put all of them with the exception of that one which hadn’t been accepted anywhere else and wasn’t accepted there either in the machine from Auchan, that one on which I had placed that label also being accepted right away. So I entered the store with that remaining one… And, unsurprisingly, couldn’t find that yogurt. But quite a lot of that nice bread that I prefer to eat on the night before important runs was left, and after weighing all of it and finding that a few loaves had almost enough to allow me to cut them in four, I decided that it was close enough and picked one of those to buy.
Well, the problem was that the bread’s price was less than the value of the voucher received for the recyclables and at Auchan there’s usually a single machine that allows cashing those in, but I couldn’t see any sign stating which that was. So I meant to just use one to buy the bread at first, but it accidentally scanned twice and I had to call an employee to fix the problem, and when she came and I also asked where to cash in that voucher, saying that I hadn’t been in that location in a while, she insisted to see it and I couldn’t seem to dig it out of my pocket, taking out pretty much anything else, and even when I took everything out I still couldn’t see it, needing to look more carefully through the money and store cards… And the situation was making me panic, I was starting to shake, and I ended up dropping everything, so I then had to pick everything back up, and she was also dealing with another customer and had butted in to enter the amount that was on the store card when I said that I wanted to use that as well, which only made me panic even more… And then, after I handed her that voucher and she told me which machine allowed cashing it in, she told me to follow her there and just canceled that transaction despite my attempt to protest, saying that we’ll do everything again there and that she didn’t want to have to come twice for the same thing, even if I was just about to pay and get it over with… And she had my voucher, so I hesitantly followed her, but I was pretty much in shock, managing to take the money after she cashed in that voucher but shaking too badly and losing coordination while she also scanned my bread and entered the amount from the store card again, so I was moving erratically and she snapped at me to be patient, at which point I said that my social anxiety makes that rather hard when she’s standing next to me.
Somewhat surprisingly, she seemed to get that, immediately walking away and saying just one word but in a manner that seemed soothing. But I was barely hanging on by a thread and spent what must have looked like an impossibly long time to anyone who was watching basically just focusing on breathing, fumbling to pay and then trying quite unsuccessfully to check that I still had everything. So, when I trusted myself enough to take a few more steps, I walked out of the checkout area, sat on a bench, and took more time to recover, eventually counting the money, calculating and confirming with some relief that I hadn’t lost any, nor any of the store cards for that matter. And when I finally stood up again, I noticed that I was right next to another location of the store that should have had those bio (organic) cloves that I had asked about, in another location, at the start of the month, and somehow managed to get myself to ask about them there as well, after being unable to spot them as I glanced around the place. And the person who was there was more helpful than the other one had been, showing me what they did have and then checking in the system and telling me which locations carried what I had asked about… However, those were in other cities, none even being in Bucharest, so we both had a little laugh about it and I walked away.
To make things worse, by the time I stepped outside again, it was raining quite hard, so I got pretty soaked on the way to Kaufland Basarabia, then I washed my hands and entered the store, with that bread, just before 9:20 PM, making use of a good evening discount to grab the few parsnip roots that seemed to still be usable and then seeing another such discount for some packaged tomatoes, and dad had told me previously to look for some cheap ones, even if they’d be from Turkey, like those were, so I beeped him and when he called back I asked whether he was still interested, taking a box when he confirmed. And then, after looking around for a while, I saw that germinated wheat had a good evening discount as well and took some before making my way to the self-checkout and being just about to finish using the machine when the closing announcement came. And then, even if the guard said loudly that customers should leave and I’m pretty sure that I was the last one left, I did take some time to arrange the purchases, walking out, through the emergency exit, a few minutes later, at which point I found that the rain had lessened significantly.
I also stopped at that Mega Image on the way back, entering with everything, grabbing a little more of that cat food, and being there just when the products discounted by 90% were placed, so I took a few things… But the bio (organic) “Greek” yogurt wouldn’t scan and the single cashier was getting really frustrated and there was a line as well, so she asked me to wait until the line would clear, stressing that she’ll try again at that point when I said that I’ll just leave it if it won’t work. Not that it shouldn’t have been clear that it couldn’t work, with the label being wrapped around on the cup, so it should have been peeled off and scanned directly, and she did try that, but she was already annoyed with it at that point, was rather rough, and ended up tearing off a corner and stopping before she did even more damage. If I had a clearer head, I should have noticed, peeled it off, and placed it in a better position myself before getting there or, failing that, I should have asked to try to do so while I waited, but instead I just arranged the other purchases, being surprised when I noticed her trying at another checkout just moments later, apparently because another customer had told her to go ahead. And when, even though it was probably the product that I wanted the most out of what I had picked, I once again said that I’ll just leave it if it won’t work, that other customer said that she’ll get it for me, which I assumed meant that she’d pay for it, possibly at full price, since the regular bar code did keep scanning by accident, so I once again said that I’ll leave it and dashed away to avoid further awkwardness. And I picked up just one more recyclable on the way back.
I got back at 11:10 PM, put the purchases in their place, ate an apple and the sweet pastry from Carrefour, washed what was in the kitchen, and went to wash myself at 1 AM. I was done at 1:50 AM, but I was still messed up after that panic attack and wanted to make sure that everything was right, so I spent some time on the computer before getting back to the kitchen, then also dealt with one of my breads, took some more of that medicine expired for a year, moved something into a jar, and finally ate dinner between 4:20 AM and 5:05 AM. I got in bed at 6:40 AM… But I slept straight until 2:30 PM, without waking up at all, and then I spent some more time in bed, getting up when it was almost 3:20 PM.

Written by Cavalary on February 15, 2026 at 8:59 PM in Personal | 0 Comments

New Finds – LXXII

Yes, this is another awfully rushed post from this series, but the bands included in it are actual new finds that I just searched for today, because ski jumping made me wonder how many bands from Slovenia were on the list and I was surprised to find a single one, ShadowIcon, which I included in a post way back in 2013. So I had a look on Metal Archives… And, judging by the listed genres, I found basically nothing from there that I’d particularly care to include in such a post and was still active. Still, out of the few bands that I decided to check out and found to be all right, there is one with actual new material, and then there’s one that I wanted to include even if it’s no longer active, because I actually did like what I heard. That still left the issue of the third one, but after actually listening to a few other bands that at least had new material released during the past few years, the choice proved to be less difficult than I thought.

That band that actually has new material is Hellcats, and that new song is Spiderweb, while the older song that will be my second pick is Steelrider. As the name suggests, this is an all-female band and I’m tempted to say that it’s more rock than metal, not that the difference is that clear when it comes to what’s labeled as heavy metal. Either way, the sound is powerful and confident even on those much earlier songs, so they’re definitely something you can listen to if you like the genre.

Moving on to Aperion, they unfortunately seem to no longer be active, and in fact their only album was released back in 2010, but judging by Black Flies and Fairytale Mind that’s quite a pity. Often originality doesn’t work out well, but in this case it does add to the value, the instruments used actually making the overall sound stand out, while the vocals are great and the performance is polished, so I really wish they’d have released much more.

And I’ll go with SkyEye as the third band. It’s an all-male group, so no female vocals here, and their most recent album, from which I’ll pick Nightfall, is from 2024. And in order to make it easier for myself, but also to illustrate their improvement, I’ll go way back and pick Jerusalem as the second song. I guess you could say that their newer songs are more commercial, but they also gained in polish and it is something that you can listen to without problems.

Written by Cavalary on February 14, 2026 at 11:59 PM in Music | 0 Comments