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Running, Reading… And Playing a Porn Game…

The gas still being off meant that I couldn’t boil carrots for the salad made in the early hours of August 19, but I only had a few anyway, so I made do without them. And then it took me quite a while to get to sleep, and it wasn’t even 7:30 AM when Liza woke me by spending minutes scraping around in the litter box, and she had left some awfully stinky shit there, so after peeing I changed and cleaned it again, after having also done so just before getting in bed, and then changed back. And after that I was waking up and going to pee at intervals of just under an hour and a half, and the dermatitis was also acting up again, the last time I got up in such a manner being just before 11:55 AM, so I then just caught another brief nap before 12:25 PM, when dad got back and I got up. And he was going to leave again a little after 2 PM, so there was no way to get back to sleep and I stayed up, shaving as well, the water being at least warm again, and then using the microwave to boil, or just about boil, water for the tea. And then I had the usual stuff, the apple being another one of those imported bio (organic) ones, and everything except, I guess, the apple and the honey added on two more of those nicer biscuits being expired… And the quantity of yogurt being reduced, since when I wanted to pour the little whey gathered on top into the sink, a good part of the yogurt came loose and fell along with it. Either way, I left at 4:25 PM, wearing the full running gear and one armband and with some things in the pocket of my tights. The reported temperature was about 28°C, and it should have pretty much held steady, but I couldn’t actually check and the sites that show past temperature disagree, displaying between 26°C and 30°C at 6 PM. Then again, that may also be seen as “about 28°C”, albeit with a larger margin.
The time was 1:19:41, with sector times of 4:33.14, 5:02.56, 5:56.15, 4:38 (4:37.16), 5:11.31, 6:07 (6:06.88), 4:38.75, 5:14.03, 6:12 (6:11.75), 4:42.12, 5:24.00, 6:17, 4:37, 5:10 and 6:00, making for lap times of 15:31.85, 15:56 (15:55.35), 16:04.53, 16:23 and 15:47. I once again checked the exact times for as long as they were displayed, but I seem to have gotten a little confused when it comes to sector three of lap three, which was a second faster in my mind. There is also a chance that the issue is with sector two, but I clearly remember being pleased that I covered that sector in less than the 5:15 that’s the target for a 16-minute lap, while in case of sector three I remember making a correction to the initial calculation, so while the possibility of wishful thinking causing me to make a mistake in case of sector two does exist, it seems more likely that the issue is with sector three and I’ll list the times accordingly, without even adding a question mark.
I just aimed to stay under 1:20, but that first sector was concerning, so I tried to make up for it over the next two, hoping to still cover the first lap in less than 15:30, and when I failed I thought I’ll have to settle for 1:21, if not even 1:22. That became even clearer when it seemed that I may already go over 16 minutes on lap two, and the fact that I eventually did enough to avoid that didn’t seem to change things too much. At least lap three wasn’t that much slower, which made me pretty confident that I’ll at least stay under 1:21 and think that I should actually aim for 1:20:30, but even though lap four’s sector times looked bad on their own, at the end of it I saw that if I could somehow manage to pretty much match lap three’s time on lap five, I’d squeeze under 1:20 after all. It seemed highly unlikely, but I once again wanted to at least know that I did my best, so I really went for it, the fact that the first sector wasn’t exactly promising making me give up on the idea of taking it just a little easier on the second in order to be able to push even harder on the third and just continuing to push as much as I still could. And that led to feeling that I was almost safe before the last sector, though being so exhausted meant that it was far from certain that I’ll make it. But I did, and by a huge margin, lap five ending up being less slow than any except the first.
The right hip bothered me at the beginning, though not for long, and it was also on the first sector when I slowed and stepped off the path because of a cyclist who came from the opposite direction through what was the only way through a roadblock. Then, at the start of the long straight of sector two, the irrigation system created a small stream that flowed across the path, and on the first lap I went through it and got a little wet, so on the next laps I tried to sort of hop over it. Back to physical issues, on sector one of lap two I had something of a headache, and while that passed, things got worse from the start of lap three, pain being reflected from my back, in my chest on sector one and in my shoulder on sectors two and three. And a pressing need also appeared on sector two of lap three, though it wasn’t a notable issue. But things got even worse on lap four, since on the first two sectors I felt some pain around my appendix and the warnings from the right knee also became notable. And on sector three of lap four I hesitated because of a cyclist and then had the one particularly notable problem caused by people, when a kid came running down the slope and only managed to stop right in front of me, forcing me to stop for what might have even been a couple of seconds. And on sector three of lap five, when I was giving everything, I had that feeling that my legs were being flooded, my body obviously wanting me to stop.

After the run, I sat on a bench and wrote the times and a few quick notes about the run on a slip of paper, and then used a drinking fountain to wash my hands and splash some water on my face and neck before making my way to Supeco, grabbing a few recyclables and a carton on the way. Then I put the recyclables in the machine from there, entered with the carton, and got something for dad, plus some potatoes, and also saw that the discounted price was still listed for some bagels, and while none of that specific kind seemed to still be available at first glance, there was an unopened box behind and under others and when I looked in it I found that it contained just that kind, so I took a bag… Only to be charged the full price at checkout, so after initially paying it I checked the receipt and told the guard about the problem, and after insisting that I had taken the correct product she asked me to come with her and saw that it was indeed the case, though she was quite surprised that I had managed to find that specific kind and dug around until she pulled out a bag as well. So she took the price label and the receipt to the cashier, who marked something on the receipt and gave me back the difference, though she then kept the receipt and I didn’t ask for it back.
After arranging the purchases, I made my way to Auchan Vitan, quickly checking two Profi locations for the bug spray that mother had asked me to look for, putting my things in cabinets that didn’t lock and then just retrieving them. However, since I also passed by Senic on the way and dad had just reminded me of that place by asking whether it really had good discounts, I decided to have a look, since I had never been there before, just knowing that it existed. But it closed at 9 PM, so I didn’t have much time, and as I rushed inside with everything, the guard told me to leave my things behind the checkouts, saying that most stores don’t have cabinets when I said that it was my first time there and I had looked for some and couldn’t see any. So, after another little exchange, I did as she said… And then I found that bug spray with a discount if you bought at least three, and while the price was still a little higher than it’d have been in other stores, I either couldn’t find that specific kind or needed an app for the discount to apply, so it was the best deal I could actually access and I took three. And then I also found that the fact that Supeco had been out of the carpet shampoo that mother had also asked me to look for was a really good thing, since it was much cheaper there, and the discount increased further if you took three, so I did. And then I meant to explore the place a little and see if I’ll find anything else, but it was barely 8:35 PM when an employee told me to hurry because they were closing, so I didn’t take much longer. And after I paid the cashier wondered out loud which receipt was mine, since the person who had been ahead of me hadn’t taken hers, seemed to find it, actually saying the total… But apparently gave me the other one, and I didn’t notice even when I retrieved my things and arranged the purchases.
I only had one recyclable and I think two cartons by the time I reached Auchan, so I put everything in a cabinet before peeing and washing my hands, and it was close to 9:10 PM when I entered the store, finding several of those whole wheat breads left, but they were all sliced, so I just got an expiring sweet thing, even if it was only discounted by 45%. And then I retrieved my things and continued to Kaufland, grabbing a few more recyclables and cartons, putting the recyclables in the machine and everything else in a cabinet, washing my hands, entering the store just after 10 PM, and making use of good evening discounts for a few bakery products, after asking what one of them was and then checking the ingredients on a price checker. I also took some expiring packaged breads, green onions with a great evening discount, and another expiring product with a good discount. I also took some supposedly spoiling packaged garlic, with a great discount, and reached the self-checkout several minutes before closing time, but the green onions weren’t accepted and the employee was helping everyone but me, and as I waited the coins which I had in a little bag got drawn to that magnet that’s there, so when she finally came I asked her to help with that as well, and she eventually managed to get the coins free, but tore the bag in the process. At least she also cleared the error, and she came faster when I needed her again, when two of the regular breads bought for dad weren’t accepted either. But that garlic wouldn’t scan and she said that it couldn’t be bought in that case, both of us exchanging a few words about it with the employee from fruits and vegetables, who was using the next machine. So I had to leave it there, and then I typed the code for the store card, retrieved my things, and arranged everything, both before walking out and after, so it was close to 10:50 PM when I walked away, gathering a few more recyclables on the way back.
I got back at 11:25 PM, seeing that I had carried just about 13 kg, but only having the bags which I had taken with me had made it seem so much worse. Either way, I had something to do that night, so I just put a few things in the fridge and then rushed to take a quick shower, the fact that one of my eyes really stung when I washed it making me even more convinced that there had really been an accidental puff of bug spray that got right in my face as I arranged the purchases before walking out of Kaufland. But something had also gotten in that eye while running, so there is a chance that the issue had been caused by that, and I couldn’t spend much time on it anyway, being done in about 20 minutes and then spending some time in my room… And also noticing that the tip of the pen which I had taken with me had slid out and poked at least one little hole in the pocket of my tights. But what was done was done, so I then went back and eventually put the purchases in their place, after also washing the bug sprays and the bottles of carpet shampoo, since I had placed them in the bag with the gathered recyclables. And then I ate a lot of watermelon and part of that sweet thing bought from Auchan and finished that bio (organic) milk before eating lunch, on and off, between 3:10 AM and 3:45 AM, and dinner between 5 AM and 5:35 AM. And then I went to the toilet, and it was 7:05 AM when I got in bed.

I got woken up by dad clinking Liza’s plate when he fed her at 10:30 AM, and after standing around a little I checked and saw that we had gas again, and then got on the computer until dad left, getting back in bed at 11:20 AM. And, while I did wake up a few more times and also went to pee once, I always got right back to sleep until just after 4:20 PM, when I checked the time, meant to do so again, and had probably just done it, or was at least just about to, when something falling upstairs woke me with a start, and apparently also caused me to move in a way that irritated that bite on my leg, which started itching badly, and I found myself unable to get back to sleep, so I eventually got up for good a couple of minutes before 5 PM. And when I checked I saw that the bite had also swollen in a manner that seemed rather concerning, so I put quite a lot of medicinal alcohol there and things eventually got better.

The following day I did wake up a few times before then as well, but always got right back to sleep until I got woken up again as dad was getting ready to leave, at which point I got up, just before 10:25 AM, and after exchanging a few words with him I got on the computer until after he left, getting back in bed at 11:20 AM. And when I woke up and saw that it was just before 2 PM I decided that I had just enough time to see whether I’ll find that bread if I go to Auchan earlier and still get back for the sprint qualifying, so I got up… And then I got worried, thinking that I felt the smell of something overheating around the fridge, and it was a hot day, so while I had that impression before and it was never an issue, I still turned it down until it stopped running, to give it a break, and it was 3:40 PM when I left, with the recyclables with the deposit symbol and the cartons.
I was going to Auchan, but after grabbing one more carton on the way I stopped at that Mega Image and split them on four vouchers as I put them in the machine, eventually giving up on the one that wasn’t accepted throwing in the bin, along with one of the bags used to carry the cartons. And then I grabbed a recyclable that didn’t have the symbol but which I thought would be right for a label that I had, yet after putting in all of the others I couldn’t get the machine from Auchan to accept it, so I removed that label again and dropped it in a bin. And then I washed my hands and went to check whether I could find any of that whole wheat bread unsliced at that earlier hour… But I still didn’t, and I even asked an employee whether any of it was left unsliced and she said no, since all of it had been sliced. So I was annoyed, but there was some with whole wheat and seeds left, and when I found that, even though the listed weight is 400 grams, two of those actually had about 500 grams, I bought them, along with a pumpkin, also using the voucher received for the recyclables. And then I arranged those purchases a little and walked out just before 5 PM, so I really had to hurry and mostly jogged back, albeit lightly and with a number of stops to switch things around, that pumpkin complicating matters and the fact that I picked up a few recyclables along the way making it even worse.
Still, I did just enough, getting back right at 5:30 PM. And then I put the few purchases in their place, cleaned the litter box and went to drop a small bag of trash down the chute, ate a lot of watermelon and a piece of that ice cream made by mother… And unsurprisingly had to rush to the toilet after that combination, so I did the day’s squats in the bathroom, between taking care of that issue and washing. And at night I made mamaliga. And after eating I noticed that I had left the paragraph about the issues I had during the August 3 run in the form of notes in that post, so I sorted out the matter, and before going to bed I used cream on my feet.

The mamaliga meant that I had to keep getting up to pee, but I always got right back to sleep, until 12:50 PM, when I moved the alarm which had been set to 1 PM and got up to watch the sprint race. And at 1:50 PM I got back in bed, leaving the alarm set to ring at 3:55 PM despite realizing that I had accidentally moved it there even though the qualifying for the main race started at 5 PM… And that probably played a part in having a harder time getting back to sleep and only catching a couple of naps that lasted mere moments before eventually getting up and moving the alarm to 4:55 PM, since I could take a longer nap after that, and after peeing once more there was one more shorter one before remaining awake for a while and eventually turning off the alarm and getting up at 4:50 PM. And later I did what I could to get the rust off the dish drying rack… And also installed and started Fetish Locator Week One, since it was part of that bundle of “adult” games given away by GOG.com and I knew it really wouldn’t be my thing, but now that it received a patch that added AI-generated voices and animations, greatly increasing the size, I didn’t want to end up deciding to give it a go after all at a later time and forget that I didn’t care for that new version and download it again.

On the morning of August 23, I was waking up every 1.5 to two hours, peeing and getting right back to sleep the first two times, but the third time there was some hammering and I remained awake for a while, lost in thoughts connected to the last dream I had, before deciding to pee again and then check something on the computer, getting back in bed right at noon. But it was harder to get back to sleep after that, I drifted in and out, and the dreams and thoughts made it hard to really know when I was asleep and when I was awake, and I only checked the time again at 2:48 PM, when it seemed that I had to go to the toilet for the other thing… Only for the feeling to pass as soon as I sat down, so after a few minutes I gave up and got back in bed a little. But it was clear that I was just wasting time, so it wasn’t even 3:25 PM when I got up for good. And then I ate lunch and left at 6:50 PM, with a small bag containing what I had gathered from the litter box that I dropped down the chute and the recyclables with the deposit symbol.
The machine from Penny wasn’t working, stating that no container was available, so I entered the store with the recyclables and bought what I wanted and an expiring product for dad, then arranged the purchases and continued to Kaufland, putting the recyclables, which by then included a few more picked up on the way, in the machine from there. And then I put the purchases in a cabinet, washed my hands just with water, since there was no soap in the men’s, a cleaner was in the women’s, and door to the room for disabled people was locked, and it was several minutes after 8 PM when I entered the store, rushing to the bakery area and just getting a cheap bun, at half price, that was actually two of them joined together, and I weighed it and found that it actually weighed even more than two should, so I decided to be fair and enter that as two when I’ll reach the self-checkout. And then I made use of great evening discounts for two bundles of green onions, also grabbing a bunch of torn tops that were in the crate, and some radishes that were mostly scattered in the crate, which I thought should be two bundles. And, while those evening discounts were lower, I also got three bananas and two tomatoes that looked almost ripe but which were among the green ones before grabbing two bags of cat food and eventually making my way to the self-checkouts, standing in line when the closing announcement came. And the odd thing was that I had to call over an employee to override the error when the machine didn’t accept the green tomatoes as the correct product, though I had placed the two bundles on the scales, keeping the torn tops in the bag, but it accepted that double bun just fine when I entered it as two, as well as the scattered radishes when I entered them as two bundles. And then the 50 RON voucher obtained from their most recent campaign that doubled the deposit applied, and I also used the one received for recyclables that day.
After retrieving what I had in the cabinet, I went outside and used one of the tables to arrange everything, which took quite a while, so it was almost 8:50 PM when I walked away, rushing to the Mega Image that closes at 10 PM, which I reached just after 9 PM. But the cart with the products discounted by 90% wasn’t brought out yet, and that annoying guard wasn’t there either, so I put my things into two cabinets, without locking them, and in fact without even closing the door properly in case of one of them, since the green onions wouldn’t fit, and then managed to grab a number of products when that cart was brought. And I had taken the four vouchers received from that machine that accepts cartons two days earlier with me, since they no longer had that different header and a note that they should be used at the store that they were obtained from, and a message on the machine actually stated that they could be used in any Mega Image store, so I handed three of them to the cashier and they seemed to work. And then I retrieved what I had in the cabinets, and after stepping out I added the new purchases into the bags and rearranged a little.
On the way back I left one of those deeply discounted products next to a man who was sleeping on a bench and grabbed some more recyclables, plus one that had no label but which was just right for a label that I had, so I also entered this Carrefour Express, leaving the bags with purchases on and next to the cabinets, putting the recyclables, including that one on which I placed that label, in the machine, and then just cashing in the voucher before retrieving the purchases. And by the time I got here I grabbed one more recyclable.
I got back just before 9:45 PM… And I saw a small bag in which dad had gathered more from the litter box, and he had also poured quite a pile of new “sand” in it, without handling that bag properly, since there’s a tear in it and it had spilled all over, so I had to clean up. And then I went to drop that bag down the chute, ate a lot of watermelon and a large doughnut brought by dad, putting jam on it, also put the purchases in their place, did the day’s squats, and it was several minutes after 12:30 AM when I went to the bathroom, ending up wasting some more time on the toilet before washing. I was done a little after 1:30 AM, and then I got on the computer a little, going back to the kitchen at 1:50 AM. But, after once again “cheating” in order to be able to say that I took a first bite of dinner in my room before 3 AM and actually starting to eat at 3:15 AM, it wasn’t even 3:40 AM when I finished.

It wasn’t even 9 AM when I got woken up, when dad fed Liza, and he said that he was changing his schedule, no longer rushing to leave so soon after getting up, and it was almost 10:30 AM when I got back in bed, after he left, though at least I started Servant of the Empire and spent most of that time reading. It took me quite a while to get back to sleep, however, and I woke up a few more times after that, but at least I did get back to sleep quickly on those occasions, though I was once again awake for a while when I decided to get up, at 3:05 PM. And some time later I rebooted the computer, noticing that the higher power use and temperatures which I had been noticing recently continued and wondering whether that would change things, but nothing seemed to change, the CPU still being reported as using around 50W even though it should be limited to 45W, the voltages per core varying just marginally, and the total power use also being some 5W higher, as you’d expect. But I’ve noticed the temperatures staying pretty high before and the higher power use might have also been there for a while, so I wonder if the current version of MilkyWay@home is the culprit, and at that point the window was closed and my room was rather hot and stuffy, and I didn’t have the headphones on either, so it was easier to notice the fans spinning up, which made me check more carefully. Either way, since dad had moved most of the mostly dead plants from the living room back to the balcony, even if the work still hasn’t been done there, later I pruned them, trying to see what little might still be saved.

The dermatitis was acting up again on the morning of August 25, and after needing some time to fall asleep, at 6:45 AM I found myself awake again and went to pee and wash that area a little at the sink, which did enough to allow me to get back to sleep quickly, and then do so again when Liza woke me by going to the litter box. But a little before 10 AM I got woken up again after dad got up, at which point I changed and cleaned the litter box, and it was almost 11:25 AM, some time after dad left, when I changed back into pajamas and got back under the sheet, since I read some more. But I did get more sleep after that, waking up a few times but usually getting right back to sleep, though I was awake for a while when I checked the time again, saw 4:16 PM, and decided to get up. I took it easy, however, and then I read some more. And, after doing the day’s squats, at 9:15 PM I went out, with the recyclables with the deposit symbol.
Since I had dad’s metro card, I had decided to go to Kaufland Basarab if it’ll work, but the magnetic tape had started to peel off again and he glued it back on before giving me the card, and I didn’t feel like showing it and asking to be allowed through if it won’t work, being ready to walk to Kaufland Popa Nan instead in that case… And I should have just done that to begin with, but since the card did work here, I ended up at Basarab, with one more recyclable picked up on the way and putting all of them in the machine from there before grabbing a receipt from a bin, since there’s that silly gate at the bathrooms from there, but not needing it since another guy scanned his to go in and I just followed him to wash my hands. And then I entered the store, a little after 9:50 PM, heading straight to the bakery area and managing to grab a sweet pastry, albeit only discounted by 50%, before the employee cleared them away. And then I made use of good evening discounts for a handful of cucumbers and three rather green Moldovan apricots, added two of those cheap yogurts, and was at the self-checkout when the closing announcement came, also using the voucher received for the recyclables.
Well, the problem appeared when I got back to the metro station, since the card readers from there are an old model and after putting the metro card in one, it displayed an error, then said that I was cleared, but didn’t release the card. The guard ushered me through, and I did pass the turnstile, but then I obviously stopped and said that I needed my card back, and after initially saying that it will be released and hitting the reader a couple of times, he went to tell the cashier what happened and she came over and said that nobody was going to come and retrieve it at that hour but she will give me a two-trip card, writing my name and the date on it, and that I should return the following day and hand in that card in exchange for recovering the one which had been “eaten”… Which was a serious issue, since dad had to leave in the morning. But it didn’t seem like I had any other options, so I took that card and walked away… Only to just miss the metro and then wait for 12 minutes for the next one. And then I wasted some more time by checking the non-stop Mega Image that’s close to the metro station and the nearby one, putting my things into a cabinet that I didn’t lock in the first one and then just retrieving them and entering with everything in the second. But at least I gathered some more recyclables, and also washed my hands a little at a drinking fountain.
I got back a little after 11:40 PM. And, after telling dad what happened and learning that he could go and try to pick up the card himself in the morning, though it’d mean going two more stops and then going back to where he had to be, I cleaned up a little after him in the kitchen, since he had cooked something and spilled stuff all over the stove, also cleaned the litter box, ate those three apricots, went to drop a bag of trash down the chute, put the few purchases in their place, and then also ate a piece of a sweet thing and a small lunch. It was a few minutes before 2 AM when I went to the bathroom, to use the toilet and shower with water that was barely around body temperature, and 2:35 AM when I was done. And then I had a lot to wash in the kitchen, finally ate dinner between 5 AM and 5:35 AM, and got in bed at 6:55 AM.

I did manage to fall asleep, but I was thinking that I really should go and get that metro card back myself, before dad had to leave, so the second time I woke up, just after 8:45 AM, I decided to get up, quickly eating a crushed oat bar, leaving just before 9:25 AM, with the recyclables with the deposit symbol, in case I’ll stop at a Mega Image to use a machine, and getting back just under one hour later, still with them, plus one more and two cartons grabbed on the way. But I had recovered the metro card, and it’s a good thing I went myself, since I was asked for my ID card. I hadn’t been asked for it in the evening, but I had given my name, so it’d have been obvious that it wasn’t the same person if dad would have gone to recover it. Either way, that magnetic strip was coming off from both ends at that point, so the card definitely wasn’t usable normally anymore, but the expiration date was visible on it.
After I got back, dad asked me to check those really cheap headphones which I had ordered for him only three months before, since the sound was really bad, and that was clearly the case, so I guess they’re worth even less than they cost. But they are under warranty, so I’ll have to see how that goes. Either way, after he left I ate a little watermelon, a large doughnut, with added jam, and a yogurt with cereals, spent quite some time on the computer, and left again at 1:35 PM, once again taking the recyclables with the deposit symbol, along with those two cartons.
The machine from the nearest Penny didn’t accept one of the recyclables, so I put it and the cartons in a cabinet and bought what I wanted, for dad. But that got a little awkward, since the person who was ahead of me at the checkout dashed back, saying that she had forgotten something, the cashier told me to go ahead, I told him that the products were two and two, since two similar products were two for the price of one and I had taken a pair of each, but he entered them as four of the more expensive kind, and when I pointed that out he needed someone else to come over and authorize the change, and it was a few minutes before she got there, and he was the only cashier at that point, so everyone had to wait, including the person who had actually been ahead of me. But at least it was eventually sorted out, and I also used the voucher received for the recyclables.
After retrieving what I had in the cabinet, I continued to that Mega Image, to put those two cartons in that machine. And then I put my things, which by then included some more recyclables, in a cabinet, and got a little garlic, initially meaning to use the scales from there but seeing that no garlic was listed normally, while if I searched the one with the price listed at the shelf was shown as being imported, though both the price label and the label from the crate stated that it was Romanian, while the scales had Romanian garlic listed at a much lower price. But I wanted to get just enough to use the voucher received for those two recyclables, didn’t think that I could actually get that lower price if I handed that printed label to the cashier, and really didn’t want to deal with another issue, so I discarded that label and let the cashier weigh the garlic and select what it was, being charged the price listed at the shelf and paying for it with that voucher.
After once again retrieving my things from the cabinet, I initially meant to continue to Kaufland, but after grabbing another carton from that parking lot I stopped to consider turning around to put that in that machine as well and ended up turning around for good. That carton wasn’t accepted, so I dropped it in the bin, but then I made my way back, having a quick look in another store, entering with everything, and then checking the nearby Mega Image as well, entering with everything, putting all but one of the recyclables gathered by then and that one that still wasn’t accepted in the machine before it reported that the bin was full, and then adding that remaining one that was accepted and getting a second voucher after an employee dealt with it. And then I bought an expiring bio (organic) “creamy” yogurt, even if it’s the kind with 10% fat and only 4.5% protein, and it being at half price there meant that a much better kind was only 20% more with the regular discount in Kaufland. But I wasn’t going to Kaufland, so at least I had something nicer for that week’s run, and I also cashed in those vouchers, receiving the difference, since their value was higher than the price of that yogurt. I didn’t receive a receipt, however.
I guess the fact that I don’t recall what time I got back for good at is a symptom of the lack of sleep, and the fact that I didn’t get that receipt means that I don’t have anything to jog my memory, but it was definitely past 3 PM, yet probably not by that much. And then I put the purchases in their place, ate a banana, saw that there was just a little pee in the litter box and didn’t bother to clean it just then but still went to drop a small bag of trash down the chute, and it was a few minutes after 4 PM when I went to the bathroom, to use the toilet and shower with pretty cold water. There was a noticeable difference compared to what came out of the cold water pipe, but it was still well below body temperature. Either way, I was done just before 4:40 PM, and after spending some more time on the computer, I got in bed just after 5:30 PM, the initial impression being that I was too exhausted to sleep, since the first two times I just about drifted off, I immediately found myself awake again with a start. But then I could fall asleep… Only for dad to call at 6:10 PM, to say that he wasn’t coming back that evening. And I woke up some more times after that, and usually also went to pee whenever that happened, but I also kept getting right back to sleep and only got up for good at 10:45 PM, after which I made mamaliga, and also did the day’s squats while I was in the kitchen.

After getting to sleep right away, which also happened after the first two times I got up to pee, it must have been around noon when I woke up the third time, and then I remained awake for a while before deciding to pee again, which helped, since I did get back to sleep again after that. It was close to two hours later when I decided to pee again, being fully awake once more, though it’s possible that I briefly woke up once or twice during that time as well. And almost two more hours passed until I got up for good, when it was almost 4:15 PM, but I had been fully awake for a long time at that point, so I only managed another brief nap or two in the first part of that period. Still, that meant a total of at least seven and a half hours, and maybe more like eight, and a better quality of sleep than what I usually get. On the other hand, later the landline rang while I was in the kitchen and I thought that I hadn’t heard my phone and it was dad, yet when I picked up a woman’s voice said that her name was Ana, so I hung up. And in the evening I went to pay the maintenance bill, and after getting back I cleaned the litter box and also went to drop a bag of trash down the chute… Only for Liza to poop again right after I got back, so I gathered it and went to drop that down the chute as well.

In the early hours of August 28, as I started to work on dinner, there was a loud sound that quite clearly came from somewhere else in the apartment, but I couldn’t find anything fallen or broken, so I kept wondering what that was. Either way, I put peanut butter on all of the bread when I ate that dinner. And then I just slept, getting up to pee a few times but always getting right back to sleep, and the last thing I dreamed was that I had five minutes until the alarm rang, so I waited what I thought were five minutes and then checked the time, seeing 1:59 PM, just managing to turn off the alarm before it rang, and then getting up and eating another one of those imported bio (organic) apples and a mix of the usual cereals and some fried, slightly sweetened and “smoke-flavored” almonds from an expired snack put into that yogurt bought two days earlier. On the other hand, I only left a little in the toilet, despite spending a lot of time there and feeling that there should be more. And then I also ate two more of those nicer biscuits that expired so long ago, with added honey, and left at 4:35 PM, wearing the full running gear and one armband. The reported temperature was about 26°C, holding steady.
The time was 1:46:40, with sector times of 4:29, 5:08, 5:58, 4:29, 5:06, 5:53, 4:34, 5:08, 6:05, 4:48, 5:18, 6:10, 4:51, 5:27, 6:24, 4:43, 5:37, 6:29, 1:51, 6:17 and 1:55, making for lap times of 15:35, 15:28, 15:47, 16:16, 16:42 and 16:49, plus 10:03 for the final portion. I wondered if I’ll get under 1:48 again and rather doubted it, and going over 15:30 on the first lap increased my concerns, but getting under 15:30 on lap two gave me hope and staying well under 16 minutes on lap three made things seem even better. And I had actually miscalculated and thought that I had just managed to create enough of a buffer to afford those target times which I had calculated before, 16:25, 16:40, 16:55 and 10:15, while in fact I needed five more seconds to afford those times and get 1:47, not 1:48. And over the course of lap four I realized that I was five seconds behind the target instead of ahead, but when I gained nine over the course of that lap I still thought that I could afford those times in order to squeeze under 1:48, not 1:47, and I had already been pushing quite hard, so when I thought that on lap five I had lost two of the four seconds that I could afford to lose, things seemed pretty bad again and I pushed harder. And, while I later did correct the calculation, realizing that I had a chance to get under 1:47 obviously made me want to do it, the problem being that another runner had tried to keep up over part of sector one of lap six and I had pushed too hard to keep him behind, the next two sectors showing that I had exhausted myself in order to do so. But when I really went for it from the start of the final portion, I found that I still had enough in me, the first sector already making me quite confident that I’ll make it, which I did by a large margin.
I remember that there was an issue caused by people on the first sector and that I did more than hesitate, so I probably slowed, but I can’t remember why. Either way, on the long straight of sector one of lap two I hesitated when a poplar fluff almost got in my eye, on sector one of lap three, just before the bridge, I got startled when a cyclist that I didn’t know was coming squeezed past me, and on sector one of lap four I slowed to wait for a way through a roadblock just before the long straight, while another roadblock made me slow and also go all the way on the outside of a turn later on that same sector. And then there were some issues on sector three on three consecutive laps, and while the last one was just a hesitation that I can’t recall the cause of, the first two were when I briefly stopped when a kid on a bicycle stopped in front of me to wait for another, and when I hesitated and might have also briefly stopped when two cyclists turned towards another path when I thought that they’ll keep going straight, so they ended up cutting me off. I’m pretty sure of the order of those two and that they were on laps three and four, because I’m also pretty sure that there was nothing on lap six, so the third one had to be on lap five, but there might be a small chance that they were actually on laps four, five and six, and/or that the first two were reversed. As for what I already mentioned about sector one of lap six, on the long straight I overtook another runner who might have actually been the same one who also kept me pushing at one point back in May, and then he once again tried to keep up, making me push harder. But he was breathing heavily from the beginning and stopped just before the end of the sector, maybe at the drinking fountain.
Otherwise, the forecast made me expect some serious gusts, but I only had to really fight the wind around the boat dock on sector one, and even there I didn’t really notice it anymore on laps five and six, and on much of sector three of a single lap, which I’m pretty sure was the fourth, the few other moments being much less notable. As for physical issues, I felt that I hadn’t left everything in the toilet pretty much right away, but then the feeling faded, returning a few times over the first few laps but remaining faint until what I think was sector three of lap five, and while it was more notable from then on, and didn’t go away again, it was never a serious problem in itself. On the other hand, the right knee gave a first warning on sector two of lap two, then it got better until sector two of lap three, when the warnings became more notable, and on the next sector that hip joined the knee. At least the hip issue was brief, but the knee got gradually worse as time passed. And, while I think that the first moment when I felt rather out of it was as early as sector two of lap three, it was on sector three of lap five when my hands started tingling and plenty more things started hurting, including multiple parts of my right leg, some part of my left one, and parts of my abdomen. But the worst part was on sector two of the final portion, when pain was reflected from my back in multiple areas, the worst being towards the right shoulder, and I had to just grit my teeth and bear it.

After checking the nearby Mega Image on the way back, I cleaned the litter box, ate plenty of watermelon and a lunch consisting of some slices brought by dad that made up about three quarters of a pizza, and then went to the bathroom, to use the toilet and wash with water that was similar to what I had two days earlier, if not slightly colder, the concern that it’ll be even worse later being the reason why I didn’t go out again, especially since the last two nights what came from the hot water pipe had low pressure and it was brownish and had a smell, so I didn’t want to risk getting in that situation again. Either way, after that I did the day’s squats, to warm up a little, and then ate some nicer bagels and a large doughnut, with added jam. And after dinner I finished Fetish Locator Week One. With a bad ending, since I didn’t care to play it as intended, but I had gotten a game over at the first point as well, so it’s good that you’re allowed to continue anyway. And before getting in bed I used cream on my feet.

Unsurprisingly, after the effort of the run, I couldn’t sleep, wasting over an hour before deciding to read and doing that for another hour before peeing again and getting back under the sheet when it was almost 7:25 AM. And I least I could sleep after that, and also got right back to sleep after waking up at one point and deciding to pee again. Then I got up when I got woken up again, after dad got up, just before 11 AM, but after standing around for a while and moving something for him into jars, I got back to reading, continuing to do so for a while after he left and getting back under the sheet just after 12:15 PM. And when, a little after 2:20 PM, I woke up again, I read some more, until 3:05 PM, after which I slept until close to 5 PM. It’s possible that I woke up a few more times during these periods, but if so then I got back to sleep immediately, and the dreams and thoughts made it difficult to really know. Either way, it was almost 5:20 PM when I got up for good, and I should have gotten a total of about six and a half hours of sleep.

Written by Cavalary on August 30, 2026 at 11:59 PM in Personal | 0 Comments

eYou for the Web and Listening to Users… But Still Having No Messaging

Back in May, I was complaining that eYou had only been launched as an app, not being accessible at all on PCs, which went against what it claimed to aim to be. So the good news is that the situation changed and the web version was launched last month, even if the layout still follows the infuriating current design norms, catering to mobiles regardless of the device it’s actually displayed on and making for a lot of empty space on a monitor. Either way, I only learned of it some two weeks later, but I did actually start using the place once I did.
Things were rather tense at that point, because of the update that followed the launch of the web version, which allowed post authors to delete comments at will. But they actually listened to the complaints and even offered a compromise, asking the community what to do. The problem with that poll was that the options were biased, the votes against deletion splitting between removing it entirely and the suggested compromise, to replace it with hiding, which resulted in a clear win for those who wanted to keep the option to delete. But that option received 44% of the votes, while the total of the two options against deletion was 51%, and they actually took that into account and created another poll, getting rid of the idea of removing any control and asking people whether to keep the option to delete or replace it with hiding. And hiding actually obtained even more than the previous total, winning by 54% to 40%, and they listened, the most recent update replacing deletion with hiding… Though at the moment it seems that such comments are hidden from everyone except the post’s author, which strikes me as the opposite of what was intended. And this update also gamified things by adding streaks and weekly “quests”, which will admittedly boost engagement but at the cost of quality.
The main feature that’s still bafflingly missing are private messages. I was so sure that there couldn’t possibly be anything that’d call itself a social network without messaging that I thought I was being dumb and somehow couldn’t figure out how to access them, but they really don’t exist, and they’re well aware that they’re requested but say that they only want to implement them when they can do it right and that’s not easy, so there doesn’t seem to be much hope of the feature being introduced quickly. On the other hand, groups are coming soon, so there will be a way for those who care to interact with more people at once to do so. But I don’t really care about that, and even when it does come to implementing something for that purpose, I wonder if they couldn’t find a way to have forums instead of groups.

While I’m at it, I’ll also mention here that I just updated the Who the Heck Is Cavalary? page, to add not just my eYou profile, but also those I have on The StoryGraph and HonestGamers, while removing the mention of Patook, which no longer exists, and leaving less about my presence on OkCupid than I had before, since I haven’t checked the place in so long and see little reason to do so again.

Written by Cavalary on August 29, 2026 at 9:14 PM in IT & Copyright | 0 Comments

A Rather Tough Half Marathon Run and New Site Records, Likely By Bots

On August 5, after getting up to pee a little after 9:20 AM but then managing another brief nap before 9:50 AM, when dad got up and Liza went to the litter box and I was woken up again, I ended up deciding to go to the Treasury and withdraw the interest from some state bonds, since it was available as of that day, even if it meant sticking to four hours of sleep at best when I could have slept more after dad left. So I took it easy, shaved as well, and left at 1:50 PM, with just a flimsy bag that I cared to use for recyclables, since I didn’t mean to look for any… But I ended up filling that bag on the way, so I left it outside the Treasury when I got there, just before 2:15 PM, hoping that I’ll still find it after withdrawing that interest. And I did, and I even added another recyclable picked up from the bin from the room where the money are handed out. And then there was one more before reaching the machine from that Kaufland, where I put all of them in.
After washing my hands, I had a look in the store, just meaning to perhaps get some mozzarella and have a look at the expiring and spoiling products… But I ended up staying there for quite a while, getting a few such products at first, including some cakes, but then seeing an employee bring stacks of crates of spoiling products that he discounted by 80%, so I waited around him and took many more things until he seemed done and I selected everything I could be interested in. I accidentally scanned the full price of one expiring product at the self-checkout, needing to call over an employee to remove it, but everything else went well… Including the fact that among the expiring products I had found a croissant that was squashed and already expired, actually since August 2, so I just kept it in the bag, without anybody saying anything. At Mega Image there are messages that if you find an expired product you’re entitled to a new one for free, but I recall at least one moment at Kaufland when the employee just took away a product that was already expired, saying that it couldn’t be sold anymore, so I didn’t say anything and just took it, in case it’d still be usable.
After taking quite some time to arrange the purchases, I went to those three stores from Decebal that are close to each other, once again filling that flimsy bag with recyclables, plus one carton, by the time I got there. But I entered Profi first, with everything, looking at the expiring and spoiling products but then just walking out and continuing to Penny, where I put the recyclables in the machine and the bags in a cabinet that didn’t lock, entering with the backpack and getting cat food and some canned fish, also using the voucher received for the recyclables. And then I retrieved my things from the cabinet, arranged the new purchases, and continued to that Mega Image, putting the bags into two cabinets that I didn’t lock, entering with the backpack, and buying some expiring sour cream and bio (organic) milk, both being at half price even if the milk expired that day and the sour cream the following one, so in those “good” locations they might have been discounted by 90%, or would have been if closing time approached, at least. But I took them like that, also grabbed a recyclable which had been left next to the machine from there, and then returned to Profi, grabbing another recyclable from the bin from the entrance and then buying those squashes, which were still there, without being charged for the bag that they were in and handing in those two recyclables, the deposit being deducted from the total, since there’s no machine in that location… And the cashier had been sitting on a bench in front of the store and had seen me taking that one from the bin. And she didn’t seem to care to give me a receipt and I didn’t ask for it. Either way, I grabbed some more recyclables on the way back.
It was just after 6:05 PM when I got back for the first time, with almost 18 kg… And then I noticed that my t-shirt was dirty on the back, and if at first I thought that it was just dirt from the backpack, transferred because of my sweat, I then realized that the bag of plums and apricots, which had a lot of holes for air in it, had been pressed against my back and the huge bio (organic) plums, which I had also added into it, and one of the apricots had gotten squashed, which was quite a pity in itself. So I tried to quickly rinse some of that juice off the t-shirt and backpack, hanging them both to dry and then putting the purchases in their place, eating what was still usable out of two of those bio (organic) plums and one of the cakes and drinking some of that bio (organic) milk, and eventually putting that t-shirt back on and leaving again a few minutes before 8:30 PM, with all of the recyclables with the deposit symbol, dad having brought plenty again, plus the paper and cardboard, which I dropped off in a recycling bin, at which point I grabbed a carton.
I was going to the nearest Penny, but before getting there a guy who was drinking a beer stopped me, moving to keep standing in my way when I tried to get around him while the several other people who were in front of that building, apparently having a family gathering, seemed amused, and when he finished the beer he shoved the bottle in one of my bags, saying that 0.50 RON is 0.50 RON and then letting me keep going, shouting after I had taken a few steps that he liked beauty and he liked men. So I turned around and said that it was good for him, and then kept going, mentally adding half of that amount to what I mean to give away and putting all of those recyclables in the machine from Penny, which even accepted one of those which hadn’t been accepted before. The other two still weren’t accepted, however, and after taking the label off a crushed recyclable which had been left there, I initially threw one of them in the bin before entering the store with the other and just cashing in the voucher. But, a little after walking away, I realized that I wanted to try that one at Carrefour as well, so I went back and retrieved it.
I finally gave up on that recyclable for good and left it in the bin after the machine from Carrefour didn’t accept it either, but at least it accepted the two I had grabbed on the way, including one which had been crushed and which I had struggled to straighten to some extent. And, while that other one still wasn’t accepted either, I kept it and entered the store with it, mainly looking for the watermelons that had a good regular discount until that evening… But they were utterly huge, I didn’t think that I could even carry one, and someone even said that they exceeded the maximum weight of the scales and couldn’t be bought for that reason, so I gave up on that idea and just bought a piece of some processed meat product, at half price, and some frozen peas, using the voucher received for those recyclables when I paid… And also taking a recyclable found in the store, which had a sticker on it, so I guess somebody had entered with it and then left it there. And on the way back I grabbed a few more recyclables and also checked the nearby Mega Image, entering with everything, spending quite some time looking for the ingredients of a new bakery product before finally finding them in those papers that are there, but then just buying another one, with the 50% evening discount. That one which I had checked was more interesting, but there were four in the bag.
I got back for good a few minutes after 10:30 PM. Then I cleaned the litter box and went to drop some trash down the chute, put the few new purchases in their place, ate some nicer bagels while spending some time on the computer, and it was just after 12:40 AM when I went to the bathroom, to use the toilet and wash. I was done at 1:35 AM, and then I rearranged some things in the fridge, fixed something that I ate as lunch, on and off, between 2:55 AM and 3:55 AM, and I ate dinner between 4:50 AM and 5:30 AM. I got in bed at 7:05 AM.

I got up to six and a half hours of sleep with just one interruption, when I got up to pee and then got right back to sleep, but after that I started drifting in and out. I was probably mostly asleep for another hour or so, but then I’d say I only caught a couple of very brief naps over the next half an hour, after which I was fully awake, though I took it easy and only got up a couple of minutes after 4:30 PM. So I got at least seven hours of sleep, which would be more or less fine in itself, the only issue being how interrupted the last part was, but I really should have taken advantage of being alone that day to recover some of that serious sleep debt that I had and apparently I just couldn’t. And I wanted to also clean my room a little that day, and change the sheets and flip over the mattress as well, but then I saw an e-mail from dad saying that the plan changed and the next day he’ll just come in the evening instead of both of them in the afternoon, so I moved that plan for said next day. On the other hand, at night explorer.exe once again crashed while I had Edge open, though not immediately after opening it. But I didn’t reboot again. And I had to go to the toilet even before dinner, but instead of at least going right after eating, I played Heartlight until I should have started getting ready for bed, so I went to the toilet after that and ended up getting in bed at 6 AM.

I once again got some six and a half hours of sleep with a single brief interruption, when I got up to pee and then got right back to sleep, the difference being that the moment came about an hour earlier. And then I caught a few more naps, though they were short, and at one point that pain that radiates from my back also appeared, though I immediately got in the position that makes it go away and it didn’t even get to be bad. Either way, when it seemed that I was pretty much fully awake for a while, I decided to get up, doing so at 3:25 PM. And then I did clean my room, just over a month after the previous time, and I also quickly vacuumed most of the hallway and in the bathrooms, and turned the mattress around, since I had moved the bed a little in order to vacuum around the walls and it was much easier to do that at that point. I left changing the sheets and turning over the mattress for the following day, however.

Dad had said that people were going to come over at 10 AM, one of them with a truck, and help him take a lot of things to grandmother’s, so the plan was to rush out if I’ll wake up when he’ll get up… But Liza seemed to just wait for me to fall asleep and go to the litter box, scraping around no less than four times, with brief pauses between them, until I angrily walked out of my room, at 6:15 AM, and she ran away from there. So I changed and cleaned the litter box, then changed back, set my phone to charge, since the battery was running low and I didn’t want it to start beeping, and got back in bed. But there’s the beep that announces that it’s fully charged, and that came just before 8:30 AM and woke me again, so I peed one more time and then managed to catch another nap until dad got up and I got woken up yet again. And, while I initially thought that I still had some time, since it was 9:15 AM when I got up, dad said that everybody was going to be here in no more than half an hour, and minutes later the guy with the truck called to say that he was a couple of minutes away, so I quickly changed, grabbed an expired bar and ate it, and it wasn’t even 9:30 AM when I left, with the recyclables with the deposit symbol and using the back exit, since I saw a truck parked right in front of the building’s front door when I went down the stairs and assumed that it was that guy. And that also meant that I couldn’t rush back up to grab the store cards after realizing that I had forgotten them, and the plan was to go to Penny and look for things that required the store card in order to be discounted, so I could only hope that, if I’ll find something, somebody’ll let me use theirs.
Since I passed by that Profi where I was told that vouchers couldn’t be cashed in, I entered and asked whether that had changed, but the same cashier was there and she remembered me, saying that she had told me before that it wasn’t possible, and when I said that I doubted that was legal she said that it had nothing to do with the law, but with the fact that the software was still an old version that didn’t allow that option. So I once again left angrily, noticing just as I turned away that there was a large sign with a slogan saying that you could recycle however you wanted, for either a voucher or cash, but not stopping to point it out. And checking that Penny and the one from Titan proved to be a waste of time as well, so I just put the recyclables in a cabinet, without locking, and then retrieved them.
Admittedly, I did need to waste that time, dad calling to let me know that they had left while I was in Penny Titan, but after once again putting the recyclables in a cabinet that I didn’t lock and then retrieving them after checking that Mega Image as well, I decided against coming straight back, going to Carrefour instead. And, after washing my hands, I ended up putting my things, which by then included some more recyclables and a carton, in a cabinet there as well, since the machine didn’t work. But I entered the store just as a lot of expiring products were being brought, including chicken breast, which was just what I was looking for, so I took some of that, along with other things, at half price. And I also saw somebody putting unusually large samples out and not caring to stay to engage those taking them, so I was among those who moved in. I also showed interest, sticking around and reading the ingredients of the actual products that were for sale, but in the end I took and ate two pieces of cozonac, two small pretzels, and maybe one piece of each of the other things, though I meant to avoid one and might have taken two pieces of another. The issue was that my hands weren’t clean, so I used napkins to take those things, but I did accidentally touch at least two things with my hand, and there was also an odd aftertaste at the end. Either way, after retrieving my things and arranging the purchases, I grabbed a few more recyclables on the way back and put almost all of them in the machine from the nearby Mega Image, being left with two when it reported that it was full and buying an expiring sandwich for dad and some more spoiling squashes for mother and cashing in the voucher received for those recyclables.
I got back a few minutes before 1:30 PM, and after cleaning the litter box again I went to stuff a small bag of trash into the full chute and grabbed another bag of recyclables from there, going back to throw away the bag after taking the recyclables in. And then I put the purchases in their place, ate a few plums and a yogurt with cereals, flipped over the mattress and changed the sheets, started the washing machine on a load of laundry, went to the bathroom, to use the toilet and wash, took one of those supplements for immunity which expired back in October, since the way my throat felt was concerning, took the rack to my room and hung the laundry to dry, unfortunately having to leave that stained t-shirt in the bathroom, since the stain was untouched even though I had tried to wash it a little and even pour stain remover on the area before putting it in the machine, and finally crawled back in bed for a nap… Which ended after what were probably some 40 minutes of sleep, when Liza once again started scraping around in the litter box. But at least that time she just did her business and moved on, and I could catch another brief nap or two, probably getting the total to about an hour. And then I ate an orange and cooked, munching on part of a large bag of corn puffs at one point, and also dealt with my bread, eating lunch, with the rest of that bag of corn puffs instead of bread, between 1:30 AM and 1:55 AM, but still managing to finish dinner at 3:40 AM, despite only “cheating” in order to be able to say that I took a first bite in my room before 3 AM and actually starting to eat it at 3:20 AM. And after dinner I sent an e-mail about the issue with that Profi to the company managing the deposit return scheme. And then I did the day’s squats as well, since I hadn’t until then.

At least I could sleep the next day, getting up to pee multiple times but always getting right back to sleep until late in the afternoon, when I suddenly found myself needing to do the other thing as well. But I had gotten a total of some eight hours by then, and napped for probably another half an hour or so after that as well, until dad called and woke me up again, a little after 4 PM, to say that they won’t be coming that day after all. So I tried to get back in bed after that, but while I only got up for good at 5:05 PM, I couldn’t get back to sleep. But the more concerning thing was that my digestive system was definitely dealing with something, since late in the evening I had to rush to the bathroom again, and what came out was mostly fluid. So I took a Smecta while working on dinner, but things started bubbling around in my abdomen again as I ate. And explorer.exe crashed again when I had Edge open, but I didn’t bother to reboot that time either. On the other hand, before going to bed I finished Heartlight.

Between things bubbling around in my abdomen and various noises, most of them made by Liza, on the morning of August 10 I was kept awake until past 6:30 AM, since that was when I decided to pee again, and it took a while longer before I finally fell asleep. And I got up to pee twice more after that, before dad got back and woke me up again, at 10:50 AM. So I changed, cleaned the litter box, made the tea, and stayed up until he left, only changing back into pajamas and getting back in bed at 12:45 AM, meaning that I only added about another hour of sleep before the alarm rang, at 2 PM, and I got up for good, the plan being to run a half marathon distance, despite all of the issues, the digestive ones remaining concerning, since something still didn’t feel right. So I had the usual stuff, once again the apple and the yogurt being bio (organic), though the apple was imported and the yogurt had just expired, and the sweet thing still consisting of two of those nicer but expired biscuits, with added honey. And what I left in the toilet was still really soft, albeit no longer fluid, so I took another Smecta while drinking most of the tea. I left a little after 4:20 PM, wearing the full running gear, still with the t-shirt from this year’s half marathon, and one armband. The reported temperature was about 31°C, and about 32°C when I finished.
The time was 1:47:52, with sector times of 4:25, 5:04, 5:59, 4:33, 5:12, 6:01, 4:38, 5:20, 6:09, 4:43, 5:23, 6:22, 4:50, 5:27, 6:28, 4:54, 5:34, 6:25, 2:01, 6:22 and 2:02, making for lap times of 15:28.42, 15:46.00, 16:07 (16:06.85), 16:28, 16:45 and 16:53, plus 10:25 for the final portion. So I didn’t look at the exact sector times, but after seeing that I stayed under 15:30 on the first lap, I made a point of checking the exact lap times while they were displayed, so for the first three laps. But I was still wondering whether I’ll even finish and thought that staying under 1:50 would be great, so I expected to get much slower and staying clearly under 16 minutes on lap two as well was required to try to build a little buffer. And I managed that, but it was still very early in the run, and that concerning sector two of lap three and the way I felt by the end of the lap seemed to prove that it’ll get a lot worse… Yet at the same time I was starting to wonder whether I might just squeeze under 1:48 after all, realizing that I just needed to gain a few seconds compared to targets of 16:30, 16:45, 17:00 and 10:30, and on lap four I gained just a little bit. But I needed more, and on lap five I had to push towards the end to even just hit that target, so things didn’t look good. Still, I just about kept the loss of time in check on the first two sectors of lap six, and then I pushed more on the last one, gaining enough to actually afford that 10:30 on the last portion… Only to go over two minutes on its first sector and once again worry that I’ll fail. So I really went for it on the next sector, wanting to afford about 2:05 on the last one, managing that and then getting myself to the end. So I was three minutes slower than the previous time, but much better than I thought I’d be under those circumstances and quite pleased.
The expected pressing need first appeared on sector two of lap two, fading after that but returning with a vengeance, and cramps, on the long straight of sector two of lap three. But it was probably gas that rearranged itself, as it then went away again, and while it reappeared at the end of the long straight of sector two of lap four, it was fainter and brief, and the occasional moments when I felt it again after that weren’t that concerning anymore. On the other hand, I first felt a little lightheaded on sector two of lap two, while from sector three of lap three I started feeling more out of it, and I think that was also when my hands started tingling. And on sector three of lap five my legs were also getting heavy and burning, and the numbness was going up my arms, albeit faintly. And by the end it was creeping into my abdomen as well.
At least the park was pretty clear during the first part of the run, the first notable problem caused by people only appearing on the long straight of sector two of lap five, when I hesitated because of a kid on a bicycle who was coming from the opposite direction. Then, on sector one of lap six, I hesitated and slowed twice because of a little girl and her mother, and I did so once more on the following sector, when another little girl on a tricycle cut me off, suddenly appearing as I was going around another girl and her mother… Unless those two were actually the same ones, since I remember wondering about it at the time. Either way, at the end of that lap was the one moment when I briefly stopped, when another girl, I think on roller skates, cut me off.

I was so exhausted that I had to be careful while walking back, sometimes finding that I wasn’t walking straight and needing to pay attention to breathing. But I also picked up a recyclable and checked the nearby Mega Image. And after getting back I changed and left again a little before 7:15 PM, without the headphones and taking “my” recyclables with the deposit symbol and only a part of those from my parents. And I picked up a few more on the way to the nearest Penny, putting all of them in the machine except the one picked up on the way back from the park, which wasn’t accepted and which I entered with. And after buying a watermelon and a couple of other things, also using the voucher received for the recyclables, I realized that I had dropped the bag with that recyclable while trying to pick a watermelon and had forgotten it there, so I set the purchases down and dashed back to retrieve it, using the entrance gate to walk back out when a kid walked in. And then I struggled to make my way back, having to carry that large watermelon in my arms leading to needing to stop multiple times.
I got back for good just after 8:05 PM, having carried almost 13.5 kg, and I barely had 45 kg. Then I drank the rest of the expired bio (organic) milk, ate a bag of peanuts that was also expired, getting some 950 calories just from that, and a sweet pastry that I already had, put the purchases in their place, though dealing with the watermelon took a while, did the day’s squats, fixed something that I ate as lunch, also ate plenty of watermelon, and then went to the bathroom, to use the toilet, things being solid again, and wash. And then I fixed something similar to what I had made for lunch and ate it as dinner, along with a salad, sticking to the schedule, in the sense of finishing at 3:40 AM, though it was almost 3:15 AM when I started eating, after just “cheating” in order to be say that I took a first bite in my room before 3 AM. And then I made another tea and took it to my room and used cream on my feet.

I was wondering whether I’ll manage to sleep at all, but I caught a few naps, though they were pretty short, so I got a total of some two hours of sleep, I’d say, before Liza woke me again by going to the litter box, a little after 9:10 AM, and I decided to change and then read for a while, until some time after dad also got up. And then I cleaned the litter box, exchanged a few words with him, washed a few things in the kitchen, and got on the computer, only changing back into pajamas and returning to bed at 11:40 AM. At least I then got four hours of sleep before getting up to pee, but after that I just managed another brief nap and then remained in bed for a long time, only getting up for good when it was past 5:15 PM, but despite being so awfully exhausted I kept finding myself fully awake again whenever I started to drift off. Either way, I then did the day’s squats, and just before 8:50 PM I went out again, with the recyclables with the deposit symbol.
I grabbed a few more recyclables and a carton on the way to Carrefour, though one recyclable was crushed and trying to use a stick to straighten it didn’t work, so I put the rest in the machine and then that one and two others which weren’t accepted either in a cabinet. And then I just cashed in the voucher and bought a cabbage, not finding the thing for dad which I had actually gone there for. And, after retrieving those recyclables, I continued to Kaufland with the cabbage in one hand and put everything in a cabinet, being unable to try the machines from there as well since they weren’t working, and I was rushing anyway. So I washed my hands and it was past 10:05 PM when I entered the store, not seeing anything interesting among the few things left in the bakery area or among the fruits and vegetables, though an employee was just moving two tall stacks of crates away, so much had been cleared by them, not bought by customers. Either way, at least I found two small pieces of processed meat products that had deep discounts, getting them for dad, mainly so going there won’t be a complete waste of time. And then I retrieved what I had in the cabinet, arranged a little, walked out right at 10:30 PM, and also checked that Mega Image, putting everything in a cabinet that didn’t lock and getting a few bakery products with the 50% discount before retrieving my things from the cabinet and grabbing some more recyclables and a carton on the way back. And I checked the nearby Mega Image as well, leaving my things next to the door and then just retrieving them.
I got back at 11:30 PM. Then, after cleaning the litter box and going to drop a bag of trash down the chute, I helped dad with something, which took quite a while. And then I straightened that recyclable, put the few purchases in their place, moved what dad had cooked into a jar and another pot, washed what was in the kitchen and cleaned up a little, ate lunch between 2 AM and 2:30 AM, and it was almost 2:50 AM when I went to the bathroom, to use the toilet and shower with water that was below body temperature. I was done a little after 3:20 AM, and then I swept a little in the kitchen as well, rearranged some things in the fridge, moved something which I had split into two jars some time ago into a single one, and finally ate dinner between 4:55 AM and 5:40 AM. I got in bed at 7:05 AM.

Liza woke me by going to the litter box at one point, but I was barely aware of it, getting back to sleep pretty much instantly. Yet it wasn’t even 10:25 AM when dad got up and fed her, waking me again, at which point I changed, cleaned the litter box, and then got on the computer for a while, changing back to pajamas and getting back in bed at 11:40 AM. And it took me a while to get back to sleep, and I still woke up a couple of time after that, though at least I got back to sleep right away, until almost 4:20 PM, when I went to pee, after which I just sort of drifted in and out, so I caught at least a couple more naps by the time I got up for good, a little after 5:40 PM, but I couldn’t say how much more sleep I got during that time.

On the morning of August 13, I had a hard time falling asleep, and just when I was about to, or might have just drifted off, dad woke up coughing and went to the bathroom and also spat crap out. And the next time I was about to fall asleep, Liza started meowing. And then it seemed like my chances of sleeping were gone, so after trying for a while longer I cut my losses and read for close to an hour, getting back under the blanket just after 7:35 AM. And it still took me quite a while to fall asleep, but I eventually did, and then I did so right away after getting up to pee at one point. But at 10:40 AM I was woken up again as dad was getting ready to leave, so I stood around until he did, getting back in bed just before 11 AM, but setting the alarm to ring at noon, and since it once again took me a while to fall asleep, I just caught another pretty short nap. But I some more interest from state bonds became available that day, so I left at 2 PM to withdraw it, also taking the recyclables with the deposit symbol and grabbing some more, plus at least one carton, on the way to the Sector 3 Treasury.
After adding the bag with the recyclables and carton in the large backpack, I walked in just before 2:25 PM, withdrawing the money and then grabbing a couple more recyclables on the way to Kaufland, being left with two after using the machine, which became three by the time I put them and that large backpack in a cabinet. And then I washed my hands and bought what I had gone there for and some other things, needing to call over an employee to override the error when one of the spoiling kohlrabies wasn’t accepted by the self-checkout machine and then also using the voucher received for the recyclables. And then I initially left the purchases on that table where you can arrange them and dashed to retrieve what I had in the cabinet, to be able to put the heavier things in that backpack. And after washing my hands one more time I made my way to Decebal, entering with everything when I quickly checked that Profi, then putting the two recyclables picked up on the way in the machine from Penny, which didn’t accept those other two either, putting the bags in a cabinet that didn’t lock, entering with the large backpack, and getting some onions and an expiring mozzarella, also using the voucher received for the recyclables. And then I retrieved the bags from the cabinet and put them in one from that Mega Image, once again entering with the backpack and buying another expiring bio (organic) yogurt, at half price. Then I retrieved the bags, grabbed some more recyclables, left just the bag where I had some purchases on the cabinets while I checked this Carrefour Express, then put those new recyclables in the machine from the nearby Mega Image, those other two still not being accepted. And I left the bags next to the door while I bought an expiring sandwich for dad, at half price, using the voucher received for the recyclables to cover the entire amount and then retrieving the bags. And along the way I had added something to the cartons as well.
I got back a few minutes before 6 PM, with over 14 kg… And there was no hot water, and when I checked the site I saw that there was some scheduled work, so I knew that it won’t get any better and, after cleaning the litter box, putting most of the purchases in their place, and eating what was still usable out of a spoiling orange and an almond snack, I went to the bathroom, wasting some time on the toilet and then showering with cold water, at least managing to do so before the pressure dropped as well. So I only did the day’s squats after that, to warm up a little, then put the rest of the purchases in their place, ate lunch, with some expired bagels instead of bread, and late in the evening I managed to nap for about half an hour or so. And the spike in visits which had started a few days before, most probably caused by some scraper or AI that appears to use a different IP for each visit, led to new records for recorded visits and visitors, 245 each, though the latter is quite obviously false… And in fact nearly all of it is quite clearly false, since it’s not a matter of actual people visiting. But I’ll consider these to be the new records anyway.

After getting right back to sleep after the two times I got up to pee, I think I even caught another very brief nap after Liza woke me by going to the litter box, before waking up again as dad was getting ready to leave, a little after 11:20 AM. And then I changed, cleaned the litter box, went to the toilet after dad left, and then spent some more time on the computer, so it was past 1:30 PM when I changed changing back into pajamas and got back in bed… And I was either about to fall asleep or had just done so when I got woken up by a scam call, so I then needed some more time to actually get back to sleep. And if I initially only stayed asleep for a little over an hour before getting up to pee again, that was actually more than what followed, since after that I kept waking up at shorter intervals, even if I also kept getting back to sleep quickly. Still, by the time I got up for good, close to 5:45 PM, I must have gotten a total of seven and a half hours, perhaps even up to eight. And in the evening I spent almost another hour in bed, adding half an hour or so of sleep.

The following day, I went to pee and got right back to sleep after the first two times I woke up, but on the latter occasion I only got a few minutes before the fridge started again and cracked as the temperature changed, waking me once more, at which point I decided to check something on the computer, only getting back in bed after half an hour. And after the next time I woke up I decided to read for quite a while, continuing to do so after another nap, since I wanted to finish the book that day… Which I did in the evening, and then I also wrote the quick review, though I didn’t finish it before midnight, so I initially posted an incomplete form and edited it in order to add the rest a little later. And part of the reason for that was that something seemed to have messed up on my computer, though in the end I don’t know if it messed up or I did without realizing it, the latter option obviously being preferred.

On August 16, I got right back to sleep after getting up to pee a little after 7 AM, but when I got woken up again as dad was getting ready to leave, just after 9:20 AM, I changed and got up to clean the litter box, and then I stayed on the computer until dad left, changing back and returning to bed just after 10:10 AM. But then I could sleep well, getting right back to it after the one time I got up to pee again and only getting up for good just after 3:40 PM. And then I ate lunch, posted something, and left at 6:40 PM, with the recyclables with the deposit symbol.
The first destination was a Profi Super, since those are supposed to have all the products and I saw that the brand of mosquito spray that mom asked me to look for was discounted at Profi, but on the way there I also had a look in that one where I can’t cash in the voucher received for recyclables. But this smaller store didn’t seem to have any bug sprays, and the larger one had a good price for the regular size, but none of the larger size, so I just looked around for a while, having entered with the recyclables, and then I made my way to Kaufland.
After getting there, I put the recyclables, which by then included some more picked up on the way and yet more which had been left around there, in the machine. Since some weren’t accepted and I thought that some of them should be, and around the machine I had also found a crushed bottle which had the symbol and one of the same size that didn’t, I then moved that label to that other bottle and put that in as well, and also tried those remaining recyclables at the other machine, one of them being accepted, so I ended up with two more vouchers. And then I put the remaining recyclables in a cabinet, washed my hands and face, since when I had removed the cap from one of the found Coca Cola bottles that wasn’t quite empty I got sprayed a little, and it was almost 8:05 PM when I entered the store, getting a few cheap buns at half price and a bread that had no evening discount but had a regular discount those days. And then I made use of evening discounts for a bundle of green onions and some packaged radishes. I had initially taken a handful of Moldovan plums as well, but they were pretty bad and, after making my way to the self-checkout after the closing announcement, I ended up leaving them there, though that meant that I couldn’t use the larger voucher, so I used the other two and cashed in that one.
After retrieving what I had in the cabinet, I continued to Carrefour, managing to put two of the recyclables which hadn’t been accepted at Kaufland in the machine from there and then going to the information desk to cash in two which hadn’t been accepted there either. And then I put my things in a cabinet and bought some things for my parents and two of those really nice high-protein yogurts for myself… And as I was looking for something else for mother, a guy asked whether I knew English and then talked awfully quickly, saying that he was from Ukraine and won’t ask me for money but just for some food… Which was awfully similar to what happened in January of 2025. Either way, once I figured out what he wanted, I turned my back and asked him to not beg in there. On the other hand, I also meant to get another watermelon, since they were particularly cheap, but they were also particularly large and few of them seemed good, so I eventually gave up on the regular ones… And then also on the bio (organic) ones, though the price those had those days had made me interested and I had initially picked one. Either way, at the end I added an expiring product, at half price, and then I also used the voucher received for the recyclables when I paid.
After retrieving what I had in the cabinet and arranging things a little, I grabbed a couple more recyclables, washed my hands again, and continued to that Mega Image, wanting to lock the cabinet that I put my things in but finding that the lock only worked when the door was open, so I even asked the guard if it was going to work and, after asking whether I had put in a coin and I showed him, he said that they’re just messed up. So I left it unlocked, took two bakery products that had the 50% evening discount, and once the cart was brought I added a whole lot of products that had the 90% discount… Which included something that was similar to what I had bought at half price from Carrefour, and there was one more of those things there, so I shouldn’t have bought that one, not that I could have known that.
After retrieving what I had in the cabinet and walking out, I spread everything on a bench and arranged the purchases, most of them going in the large backpack. But when I passed by that non-stop Shop & Go on the way back, I decided to have a look at the watermelons from there as well, since those also had a nice discount until that day and they looked promising when I glanced at them from the window. And I did find one that seemed good, so I bought it, entering with everything but leaving the bags around the watermelons until I made the purchase, and then struggling to carry that watermelon in my hands until I reached a bench and could once again spread everything out and add it at the bottom of the large backpack, rearranging everything else around it. And a guy was sitting on a nearby bench as I did that and, while he looked like he might have been stoned, he also seemed homeless, and the behavior might have been due to some mental illness, so I left one of the products purchased with the 90% discount, which I had actually bought just in case I’ll find a homeless person to give it to, next to him before walking away. And then I grabbed a few more recyclables and a carton, and also checked the nearby Mega Image, leaving the bags close to the door, entering with the backpack, and buying one more thing that had a regular discount those days before retrieving the bags.
I was at the door at 11:45 PM, having carried almost 16 kg. And then I cleaned the litter box and went to drop a bag of trash down the chute, ate an orange, moved something into a jar for dad, put the purchases in their place, and it was 1:35 AM when I went to take a shower that, just like last August, was with actual cold water, since what came out of the hot water pipe might have had just a few degrees more because those pipes are insulated, but it had very low pressure and was rather brown. I was done a little after 1:50 AM, and then I did the day’s squats, to warm up a little, put together something sweet and ate it, took another one of those immunity supplements expired in October, washed what was in the kitchen, dealt with my bread, and ate dinner between 4:20 AM and 5 AM. And that likely bot traffic took the new records to 516 pageviews and 509 visits and visitors. Either way, I got in bed at 6:50 AM, after noticing what’s quite clearly another bug bite on my leg and putting some medicinal alcohol on it… And feeling something in my chest.

After getting right back to sleep after waking up to pee at one point, at 10:25 AM I got woken up again as dad was getting ready to leave and got up, exchanging a few words with him and then getting on the computer until he left. I got back in bed at 11:30 AM, but it took me a while to get back to sleep, and then I woke up multiple times, at decreasing intervals, and on a couple of occasions I didn’t get right back to sleep either. Still, by the time I got up for good, several minutes after 5 PM, I should have gotten a total of at least six and a half hours of sleep, and maybe even just about seven. And then I had lunch and went out again, leaving at 7:20 PM, with the recyclables with the deposit symbol.
I gathered some more recyclables on the way to Auchan, and found yet more left around the machines from there, managing to put all of them in, though those which had been left there took some time and effort. And, after washing my hands, I spotted one more, so I put it in a cabinet and, after using a self-checkout to confirm that the discount that should apply for all of that brand doesn’t apply for the larger bug sprays of the kind mother asked me to look for, I bought some tea, liquid soap, and several bio (organic) eggs found among those sold by piece, since that place is the only one that I know of that still sells eggs by piece and I spent quite some time searching through several cartons for those. Unfortunately, the two whole wheat breads that were left had already been sliced, and I wonder if that’d have still been the case if I’d have gone straight to the bakery area instead of entering from the other end and taking so long to get there. Either way, I also used the voucher received for the recyclables, then arranged the purchases, retrieved that recyclable from the cabinet, and continued to that Penny, putting my things into a cabinet that didn’t lock and getting a handful of onions and some expiring chicken legs.
After retrieving what I had in the cabinet and adding the new purchases, I rushed to Kaufland, though I still grabbed a few recyclables and a carton. But none of the machines from there worked, so I put everything in a cabinet, washed my hands, probably just with water, since nothing seemed to be coming out of the soap dispensers and I was in a hurry, and entered the store when it was already past 10:10 PM. And then I grabbed some bakery products, most being discounted by 60%, just one nicer bun by more, made use of good evening discounts for a few small beets and a handful of peaches, rushed to get some more of the cheese that was on sale those days, and after the closing announcement I made my way to the self-checkouts, though just before getting there I also grabbed an expiring high-protein bar that was at half price. And then I had to call over an employee when the bag with some of the bakery products wasn’t accepted, being asked to open it so she could check it without touching it, since she had been cleaning. But, after she logged on to override the error, I saw that if I’d grab one more of those high-protein bars the total would be just over the value of a voucher which I had received for doing an awfully long and detailed survey, and there were a couple more in that basket, so I dashed to grab another and then used that voucher. And then I retrieved what I had in the cabinet, left through the emergency exit, and spread everything out on a table and arranged properly, walking away at 10:45 PM.
Before actually making my way back, I made a detour to another Profi, putting my things in a cabinet that didn’t lock, looking around for a while, and then buying an expiring product, at half price, before retrieving everything… And putting all of those things into two cabinets when I reached that non-stop Mega Image, only locking one of them, since I only had one 0.50 RON coin left. But I didn’t find anything to get from there, so I just retrieved my things and made my way back, grabbing a few more recyclables, including one that had no label but which seemed right for a label that I had, and another carton.
I got back a few minutes after midnight. Then I cleaned the litter box and went to drop a bag of trash down the chute… And noticed that what came out of the hot water pipe was clear, had normal pressure, and was even noticeably less cold than what came out of the cold water pipe, and when I checked the site I saw that it said that they were in the process of switching heating plants. So I didn’t need to rush to take another really cold shower before losing courage and took my time to put the purchases in their place and eat a peach, an orange, and a sweet pastry, so it was almost 1:45 AM when I went to the bathroom, to use the toilet and shower with water that, while still well below skin temperature, was relatively tolerable for a quick shower when the ambient temperature was also all right. Either way, I was done at 2:15 AM, and then I did the day’s squats, eventually ate dinner between 4:20 AM and 5:20 AM, and got in bed at 6:50 AM. And I’ll also mention that I set the boxers which I had worn to be thrown away, these being the first ones that I’m throwing away ever since switching to boxers. On the other hand, the middle button of my mouse was double clicking really often.

I had an increasingly difficult time staying asleep after getting up to pee, not long after 10 AM, so I was still mostly asleep, but I seemed to be waking up at ever shorter intervals, though I only checked the time again at 1:47 PM, when I decided to pee again, just in case it’d help… But it didn’t, and in fact I think I only caught a few brief naps by the time I got up, several minutes after 3:30 PM, though what I dreamed during those naps and what I was thinking about while awake made it next to impossible to really know when I was awake and when I was asleep… And then I found that there was no gas, and there was an e-mail from dad saying that leaks had been found in this building and the next one and they were turned off, with somebody supposed to come and fix things the following day. So my plan of cooking something, mainly in order to make use of the bio (organic) milk which had expired, and possibly of two other expired products, went out the window. But I ended up drinking almost all of that milk instead of tea, heating it in the microwave. And in the evening I wrote the review for Heartlight and then spent another hour or so in bed, sleeping for part of it.

Written by Cavalary on August 22, 2026 at 9:37 PM in Personal | 0 Comments

Review: Heartlight

The original release was apparently back in 1991, for the Atari 8-bit and in Polish, with DOS and English releases following after that and a freeware release coming in 2006, but I first heard of Heartlight when it was recently added on GOG.com and the reason why it caught my attention and I decided to play it pretty quickly is that it reminded me of Supaplex but seemed much simpler, so I wondered whether I could actually finish it, which I never had any chance of doing in case of Supaplex, be it way back when I first played it or when I found it on an old HDD while living with Andra and had another go. And yes, I did finish it, and in just a week.

The thing is that Heartlight may seem too simple if you’re comparing it to something like Supaplex. It can still be played by multiple people, storing the progress of up to three players, but each level is confined to a single screen, consisting of a grid with a width of 20 and a height of 12, and it features no moving or timed elements, nothing that can be picked up and dropped off later, no special conditions like the gravity from some Supaplex levels, and the only components are three kinds of walls, one of them indestructible, rocks, bombs, grass, empty space, one-way tunnels that may go left or right but not up or down, the hearts, all of which must be collected before the exit opens, and balloons, which may be seen as the one more interesting feature, since they rise instead of falling if there’s empty space, though they don’t also slide off the edge of brick walls like rocks, hearts or bombs do. And the first half of the levels are indeed very simple, so much so that I just went through them on the first day, without really feeling that I was doing much of anything and beginning to think that it might overstay its welcome by the time I’ll finish all of the 71 levels of the GOG.com version.
Since I mentioned that, I should also say that this version has one more level added after the 70 that I gather are included in the regular freeware release, but I see that the full original game, including the English DOS version, had 64 levels, so six more were added at some point along the way, and some might have also been changed. But that’s very easy to do, all of the levels being stored in LEVELS.HL, which is a plain text file that includes the list of characters to use for each of the available elements, so anyone can add, remove or modify levels at will, that file essentially functioning as a level editor… Or a cheat mode. But no, in case you’re wondering, I didn’t make any use of it. And I also didn’t make use of the fact that you can do levels in any order you choose, just checking that the function worked and I could go back and forth but then sticking to the intended order.
Either way, things do change once you pass the halfway mark, levels suddenly requiring some thinking and/or timing. That sudden difficulty spike was quite jarring at first, but it’s actually just what’s needed to rekindle interest after so many easy levels, and when I got back to it the following day I could get through this “second tier” of levels just as well. Yet that was no longer the case after things changed again, with 15 levels to go, some of the levels from this “third tier” starting to feel too hard and yet insufficiently rewarding when completed, the one that basically requires a series of perfectly timed moves being the worst culprit. But at least that one is very brief, consisting solely of those moves, so if you fail it’ll be in mere seconds and then you can try again… Which I did too many times to count, until it finally worked, though I really couldn’t say just how. However, I’d consider that level the hurdle you need to pass to access the “fourth tier”, which begins right after it and lasts until level 70, and those levels are clearly the best, requiring a surprising amount of thinking and careful planning for something that appears to be so simple and making you feel quite clever once you figure them out. Or at least that’s how I felt when I did.
That additional GOG level added as the 71st makes for an underwhelming ending, probably belonging in the “second tier” in itself, but it’s the actual ending of the game itself that’s awfully underwhelming… Because it simply doesn’t exist. Since there is a little bit of story for the beginning, I expected something at the end as well, or at the very least some sort of signal that you did complete the game, and yet there’s absolutely nothing! You can see at the bottom that 71/71 levels are completed and the level icon is crossed out on every level, marking it as completed, but you just find yourself back at level one and that’s it, you need to manually exit to the main menu to see 71 next to your player number and be content with that, I guess.
Other than that, however, the game’s one notable problem are the sluggish controls. I didn’t look deeper into it, but I’m thinking that the character only moves on a tick, so you may react in time but find that the character doesn’t. That obviously leads to a fair amount of frustration when there are timing puzzles, especially when they’re towards the end of a level or when multiple perfectly timed moves in a row are required, as in the case of that one level that I already mentioned. Still, those timing puzzles are a relatively small part of the game as a whole, so most of the time this issue is something that you may notice but aren’t actually hindered by. And I’ll also mention that some may notice that the music just consists of one short track that repeats over and over, but I for one found that it did its job surprisingly well and never felt tedious, and you can turn it off if it does bother you.

Overall, Heartlight is an old game and its limitations and sluggish controls show it, but it also still stands up surprisingly well and is quite enjoyable if you like this sort of games. The first half of the levels being all too easy may lead to some boredom by the time you get through them, and one later level is particularly frustrating, but you can do levels in any order if you get stuck or bored and most of those from the second half are quite interesting, and the final ones particularly so, making you feel quite clever once you figure them out. And you should hold on to that feeling, because the game doesn’t even bother to let you know that you completed it after you finish everything…

Written by Cavalary on August 18, 2026 at 10:45 PM in Gaming | 0 Comments

Let’s See What the Next Generation of Formula E Cars Will Bring

I already expressed my disappointment, to put it mildly, with the direction Formula 1 is set to take in 2027 and 2028, but let’s see how Formula E will fare as of next season, since today’s race marked the end of the “current era”, using GEN3 Evo cars. The next season, set to begin in December, will feature GEN4 cars, which are supposed to be way more powerful. However, I’m thinking that GEN3 was more of an improvement when it was introduced, because GEN4 is larger and heavier and doesn’t regenerate that much more energy, so I’m thinking that those high power values will only be available relatively briefly, and the lap times won’t drop all that much. Plus that larger and heavier cars are also harder to handle, and tend to make for more difficult overtaking, especially on narrow street circuits.
Admittedly, actual circuits are making their way into the calendar, which will make a difference, but the most obvious admission of the limitations of GEN4 is the fact that double-header race weekends will no longer feature two “proper” races, but one “proper” race and a shorter sprint race, and I wonder if the “proper” races won’t be shorter than the current ones as well. And, while those shorter races will indeed show off more of the raw power of GEN4 cars, they’re going in the opposite direction when it comes to promoting electric vehicles for regular use. Not that still seeing personal vehicles as the norm isn’t a serious problem either way, but for the time being electric ones are a lesser evil, all things considered, and battery life usually tends to remain the primary concern… At least after the price.
Still, the racing itself has always been exciting in Formula E, and today’s race proved that yet again, so I hope that the larger and heavier cars won’t have a noticeable negative impact on that. And it also remains to be seen what the few team changes and, at least at this point, apparently many driver changes will bring. One thing that’s certain is that, after having taken part in every single Formula E race so far, Lucas di Grassi is retiring, and that may be considered another end of an era in itself. And Sebastien Buemi, who had also participated in all seasons, albeit missing a few races, will also be out, though in his case the problem is the fact that the more crowded Formula E season will result in more clashes with FIA WEC, where he also competes, and he obviously had to make a choice. But neither of them have been at the top for quite a while, so it’ll be noticeable in terms of names, but perhaps not that much in terms of results.

Written by Cavalary on August 16, 2026 at 5:52 PM in Sports | 0 Comments