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Quick Review: The Alchemist in the Shadows

Like The Cardinal’s Blades, The Alchemist in the Shadows is still a swashbuckling adventure set in an alternate history, with little room for depth or thought-provoking moments, and featuring stereotypical characters, the main ones being certain to make it through pretty much anything thanks to their great fighting skills and even greater luck. And Ballardieu is relegated to a background role and not as much of an annoyance anymore. On the other hand, the fantasy elements are somewhat more notable this time around, but the actual historical setting and characters are emphasized even more and described in greater detail. Yet it remains a pretty light read that you can just get through, without requiring much focus and definitely without any reason for concern regarding the outcome of any situation.
Then again, those descriptions of historical events and characters are usually rather dry information dumps that do require more attention in order to fully grasp, yet they’re not that relevant to the story and can give the impression that the author is largely showing off, so glazing over them will speed up reading without much risk of missing anything important. But what may slow reading is that, while the scenes still succeed rapidly, the previous book’s short chapters are replaced with a fixed structure where each part has four chapters, the last one being very short but the second being particularly long, and the other two also being longer than those from The Cardinal’s Blades.

Rating: 3/5

Written by Cavalary on May 2, 2026 at 11:08 PM in Books | 0 Comments

Glad to Have Been Wrong at Least About CSM Bucharest

After initially finding it probable that Romania will once again fail to have any team in the Final Four of the EHF Women’s Champions’ League, last month I restated that assessment but also hoped to be proven wrong. And today I was, CSM Bucharest finally finding a way past Esbjerg, after having met and lost to them in this stage of the competition in 2022, 2023 and 2025. And they had also lost, albeit by a single goal and away, in the first leg. But today they simply trashed Esbjerg, winning by ten goals a match that started with them leading 6-0 before Esbjerg scored the first goal, and during which they never seemed to be in any danger of failing to qualify.
On the other hand, Brest proved to be far too much for Gloria Bistrita, who lost by six goals, away, after having also lost by one in the first leg, at home. Admittedly, during the first half they looked good, leading most of the time, often by two goals and a couple of times even by three. But things changed towards the end of that first half, which finished with Brest leading by one goal, and in the second half Gloria just collapsed, never giving any impression that they could recover.
Still, the last time we’ve had a team in the Final Four was in 2018, so CSM qualifying, especially when it was against their “nightmare” from recent seasons, is already something. It does feel rather weird to have it happen in the first season without Cristina Neagu, but let’s not turn that into a reason for complaints and just look at what’s ahead, the draw being tomorrow. Admittedly, since all other favorites, so also including Gyor and Metz, qualified as well, my impression is that CSM is the weakest of the four and fourth place is the most likely. But maybe they’ll prove me wrong once again and at least make it into the final.

Written by Cavalary on April 26, 2026 at 11:59 PM in Sports | 0 Comments

New External Blinds and an Ultrasound

Since I’m still yet to write the parts about either of the tree planting events that I took part in this spring, I’ll start this post from April 19, so the day after the second, when the upstairs neighbor’s dogs woke me just after 2 PM, though I guess that was when I was rested enough to be able to wake up, since I don’t know anything before then, so I slept for some eight and a half hours straight. And I didn’t need to pee even then, so I remained in bed until just before 4:50 PM, though I only caught a few more brief naps during that time, otherwise just sort of drifting in and out, and I was fully awake for a while before getting up. And then I decided to go out again that evening, at least to put the recyclables with the deposit symbol in a machine from Kaufland, to make it easier to make use of that period when the deposit was doubled and also get back earlier, since Kaufland closes earlier on Sunday. So I did the day’s squats and left just before 7:20 PM, deciding to go to the one from Vitan because there are four machines there. There are four at Obor as well, and dad had gotten back and given me the metro card, but if I went to Obor I was going to want to also go to Carrefour after Kaufland closes and I wanted to get back earlier.
Well, going to Obor definitely couldn’t have been any worse, because after picking up a few more recyclables on the way, finding a cart with the coin still in it in the parking lot, and struggling to take it to others even though the wheels seemed mostly stuck, I was just connecting it to those others and retrieving the coin when an older man walked up to me, saw the bags with recyclables, and said that the machines were turned off and he had been the last one to use them. And that was indeed the case, the gates being pulled down and a message being posted stating that the machines were out of order. And I saw an employee emptying the garbage bins in front of the entrance and asked him whether there was any chance for them to be started again that day and he said no, explaining that the recyclables aren’t picked up over the weekend and more people obviously bring them then, so their storage area fills up and they have to stop the machines until Monday. So I had to leave the recyclables in a cabinet, then washed my hands and entered the store just before 8 PM, deciding to get a sweet pastry, discounted by 75%, from the bakery area, after asking the employee which kind it was and being told that it was the one with apple, though it didn’t smell like it and she said that the one next to it was the same, though that one quite clearly smelled like cheese and that’s all I can go on for those things, all three kinds looking the same on the outside. Either way, I then grabbed a spoiling large cucumber, discounted by 80%, and made use of good evening discounts for some bananas and red onions, trusting what was listed even though the scales printed the full price, making my way to the self-checkouts when the closing announcement came, and then waiting in a long line.
After arranging the purchases and retrieving those recyclables, I decided to go to the other Kaufland as well, even though the chances of that machine still working were very low if the situation was the same and they obviously don’t even try to service them after closing time, though the system does keep them running until 11 PM if there are no problems. And on the way I received an SMS letting me know that the external blinds were ready and they wanted to install them the next day, which was much earlier than expected and meant that I had to move the desk, which obviously implied turning off the computer just a week before what’d have been a new overall uptime record, considering the one set by the old one. But, to return to that part of the walk, I also picked up some more recyclables… And I was just trying to straighten one when a woman with a dog passed by me and I felt something grabbing my leg. The woman had already pulled the dog off me by the time I turned to look and apologized before scurrying away, but I was left wondering just what had happened, the most likely scenario seeming to be that the dog had tried to hump my leg. And at least I didn’t notice any teeth or claw marks when I had a look, so I continued to that Kaufland, starting to hope when I saw that the gate wasn’t down… But the machines were stopped, so I made my way back, grabbing some more recyclables, plus a milk carton.
I was back a few minutes after 10 PM. Then I ate a banana, cleaned the litter box and went to drop a bag of trash down the chute, talked to dad about the following day, put the purchases in their place, wrote a quick post, ate lunch, and went to wash just before 1 AM. I was done a couple of minutes after 1:30 AM, and then I washed what was in the kitchen and still managed to stick to the dinner schedule, albeit by “cheating” in order to be able to say that I took a first bite in my room before 3 AM. On the other hand, the middle button of my mouse started double clicking badly again.

Since that SMS had mentioned 2 PM, albeit stating that it was just an estimate and I’ll be called about an hour before they’ll get here, I had set the alarm to ring at noon, but I was woken up at 8:07 AM by another SMS asking whether it was all right if they’ll come between 1 and 2 PM, and when I checked I also saw an e-mail sent just after it, which stated 1-3 PM. So I replied to the e-mail, saying that the initial estimate was after 2 PM and while I’ll be home earlier, I had been told that the desk and PC, which are in front of the part of the window that doesn’t open, should be moved before they’ll start working and I may not manage to do that if they’ll come earlier. And then I spent some time on the computer, also making a quick backup on the stick, and got back in bed at 8:35 AM. But it was hard to get back to sleep, and the fact that I had been feeling like I had to go to the toilet ever since washing at night and hadn’t definitely didn’t help, and I was starting to feel like something I had eaten didn’t agree with me either. Still, I did eventually get back to sleep, but it was very agitated, with dreams that made me question when I was asleep and when I was awake, so in a way it was something of a relief when the alarm rang. And then I started moving what I could without turning off the computer, and at 2 PM I sent another e-mail, saying that I hadn’t been called yet, and the guy replied to say that it should be another hour or so and then I was called and told the same by the one who was actually going to do the work, so a little later I turned off the computer and took it out of the desk, though I didn’t also move the desk.
So I couldn’t challenge the old one’s uptime record at this point, and who knows when I’ll get another chance, but at least I set a good new one for this one, 104 days, 21 hours and 33 seconds, according to the screenshot taken then and timing how long it took for it to turn off after I took it. But according to the system log, it was 104 days, 20 hours, 57 minutes and just under 44 seconds, and I realized that this should be the more accurate one, because I assume that Task Manager counts the seconds that pass for the computer’s clock, but since that gets a little ahead, as I see whenever it synchronizes, some time gets added and that difference grows over such long periods.
Either way, those guys came some time after 3 PM, but while there were two of them, I have no idea why one was here, other than to initially throw the blinds and a bag of parts on my bed. He took them off when I said that I’d prefer it if they don’t put things on the bed, but the deed was done. And then he threw his vest and as the work was being done piled up some trash on my chair… And that was basically all he did, occasionally give the guy who actually did the work some things and take what was to be thrown away. But the guy who did the work really seemed to know his business, working quickly and apparently pretty well despite also chatting, more so as time passed and dad got into a conversation with him, apparently finding a lot of common ground in terms of conspiracy theories and political opinions, so the whole discussion became more and more infuriating for me. But I tried to ignore it and stick to the matter at hand, and after he was done I started cleaning up a little while he talked to dad about the bug nets, going around the apartment, taking measurements, discussing dad’s plans for that, and at the end also giving him an estimated price… But he never mentioned the fact that we still had the remaining half of the price of the blinds to pay, so I did, showing him the contract and giving him the money, and he sent an SMS about it, but while his boss had replied to my e-mail and said that I could pay that guy and they’ll send me the receipt by e-mail, he only did that two days later.
Either way, all of it, including those discussions with dad, was done in about an hour, maybe just a little more, and that guy even cleaned the glass of that window that doesn’t open on the outside, since he had removed it in order to install the blinds on that side and when he was done he asked for a rag and some window cleaner and wiped the worst of the dirt off it. But what truly mattered was that I finally had external blinds again and could stop putting cardboard in my windows! And then I initially turned the old computer back on a little, then used the vacuum cleaner’s blower function to quickly get what dust I could out of this one, put it back in the desk, and cleaned my room to some extent, doing less than what I normally do when I mention this, and without changing the sheets, but nevertheless doing enough to count. And blowing that dust out of the computer seems to have reduced the CPU temperatures by some 10°C, though on the other hand I once again forgot to unplug the power LED and didn’t put the monitor exactly back in its place, so it wasn’t quite aligned with the chair and keyboard. Either way, after that I made pizza, in two parts but leaving the first one for dad and eating the second, as lunch. But I had also put a load of laundry in the machine earlier, so when I should have gone back to the kitchen I hung the clothes to dry, and then there was plenty to wash and clean in the kitchen, dad having cooked some things as well, so it was past 2:30 AM when I finally started working on dinner, and then I also cleaned the litter box and made the tea for the morning, ending up eating dinner between 3:45 AM and 4:10 AM when the appointment for the ultrasound was at noon, and I didn’t take the specific pills against gas that they had told me to take either. But I did take four of those regular ones during the evening and night.

I was woken up just after 8:30 AM by the sound of a chainsaw, and when I went on the balcony to have a look it seemed that a tree had been cut down, though I couldn’t be certain. And then, a little over an hour later, I was woken up again by a pair of messages from my provider, at which point the phone gave a low battery warning as well, this time after less than a week, though it had admittedly been used more during that time, considering the tree planting event. Either way, I set it to charge and got back to sleep… And another pair of messages woke me up again, at 10:15 AM, and while I managed to get right back to sleep once more, it wasn’t for long, the alarm ringing at 10:30 AM. And then I rushed to use the toilet, drank at least half of the tea, took one more of those pills against gas, had a closer look at the external blinds and noticed that there is a small space between their frame and that of the window, especially at the top, and it seems worse for the window that opens, where there really shouldn’t be any distance, so I’ll need to use something there, and it was several minutes after 11:30 AM when I walked out. After locking the door, I considered coming back to grab the book, but I decided against it.
Well, that was a bad choice, because I jogged most of the way, reached the clinic a few minutes before noon, when I had the appointment, was told that I’ll be called in when my turn will come, and then had to wait until after 12:30 PM, and I still didn’t put on the mask despite having it with me… And I had to pay those 20 RON, as I was told when I made the appointment, though I’m quite sure that’s illegal. But at least the ultrasound went fine after that, though it took a while, so I walked out just before 1 PM, nothing particularly notable being found, though it was written that it was difficult to see some structures because of the contents of the digestive tube and gas, and that’s despite not eating anything before leaving and taking those pills…
By then, I had to pee, but I didn’t go to the toilet in the clinic, so things got rather desperate on the way back, as I picked up some recyclables and checked the Profi, Penny and Mega Image from Decebal, getting some cat food and two expiring yogurts from Penny and then entering Mega Image with them. And I wasn’t sure that I could make it back, so I went to the toilet in the gas station, after which I could take my time to look for some more recyclables and also had a quick look in another Mega Image and this Carrefour Express, entering with everything both times and finding cheaper expiring yogurts in the latter. But I already had those from Penny, plus that I still had two of those bio (organic) ones and those were already expired, so that was that.
After also grabbing a milk carton from the garbage room, it was a little after 2:05 PM when I got back. And then I put the few purchases in their place, ate an apple, that large sweet pastry from Kaufland which did prove to be with apple, and one of those bio (organic) yogurts, with cereals, put dad’s recyclables into the large backpack, arranged the rest into bags, straightening two of them, and it was several minutes after 4 PM when I left again, with all of them, including the cartons. And on the way to Kaufland I picked up a few more recyclables, and also stopped at that Mega Image and put the two milk cartons into that machine, keeping the voucher for another time. I had a third carton, but it was a very small one and I wasn’t surprised when it wasn’t accepted, so I dropped it in a bin.
When I reached that Kaufland, all machines were off, and one had a note stating that it was out of order. But at least the gate was up that time, and those who were waiting were looking towards the store, making me assume that somebody was supposed to come soon, and that was indeed the case, the three functional machines eventually working again, though I had to wait for a while after that as well, everyone having large bags. But my turn eventually came and I could put almost everything in, splitting dad’s recyclables from “mine” and just being left with one that wasn’t accepted despite not being among those that I had any doubts about and that small oddly-shaped bottle that I expected to be “eaten”, so I actually stepped aside without trying it at first, grabbed another recyclable that I was sure was going to be accepted but which had for some reason been dropped by someone in a bin, and when the line had cleared and I wasn’t going to hold anyone up I put that one in and then tried to use the phone to film what happens when I try that oddly-shaped one… Only for it to just be rejected repeatedly, not “eaten” as it usually happens, so after a while I gave up. And then I calculated and confirmed that, while I wasn’t quite at the maximum amount that they’re doubling the deposit for, I was close enough to not be worried that I’ll reach it in the evening.
After putting those remaining recyclables and the large backpack in a cabinet, I washed my hands, got cheese, and then looked for expiring and spoiling products, finding piles and piles, many with good discounts, so I got quite a number, including two bags of oranges that looked just fine but nevertheless had a good discount, plus the last two of those instant soups for dad that have for some reason been deeply discounted for a while. And then I used all of the vouchers received for the recyclables, retrieved what I had in the cabinet, arranged things a little better, and just after walking out I spotted another recyclable, so I put that into a machine as well before walking away and grabbing a few more on the way back, plus another carton.
After getting back, I put the purchases in their place, did the day’s squats, ate lunch, took one of those immunity supplements that aren’t expired, and left again at 9 PM, leaving that small oddly-shaped bottle and the carton and taking those recyclables picked up on the way back, a few more which had been emptied by dad, and that Pepsi bottle that I still thought should work. And those emptied by dad meant that I didn’t need to look for more, and he had gotten back by then and gave me his metro card, so I decided to go to Basarab and basically ran to the metro station, since that Kaufland closes at 10 PM, though I still happened to spot a recyclable on the way and grabbed it. And the metro came right away and a card was left on a seat, next to a woman, so I sat on the next seat and initially ignored it, expecting it to have no trips left. Yet when that woman got off the metro I picked it up to have a look and saw that it seemed to have four trips left and, while the machines often fail to print, that one seemed to have last been used at 8:52 PM that evening, at Obor, making it highly unlikely to have been used four more times since then… And in fact making me wonder how had it ended up on a metro that must have gotten moving from Dristor only some ten minutes later, seeing as it should have needed some seven or eight minutes to get there from Obor and just having the conductor move to the other end and switch controls would likely take more than a couple of minutes, even without any sort of break. Still, I took it, meaning to check it… Only to see that the old machines from that exit can’t be used to check the cards, so I had to leave that for later.
When I got to Kaufland’s machine, I tried that Pepsi bottle again, straightening the part of the label with the bar code as well as I could and eventually getting it to be accepted, and then I put the rest of “mine” in, getting a voucher for what was left to get to the maximum that could be obtained during that campaign. But two recyclables had been left there and while one didn’t work and I took it and kept it, the other had a discount label from Mega Image over the bar code, so after getting that first voucher I stepped aside and struggled to peel it off, eventually managing to uncover a strip of the bar code, at which point I put it in, followed by those emptied by dad, getting a second voucher.
After putting that remaining recyclable in a cabinet, I went to wash my hands, finding that gate there again and the message that access required a receipt but just pushing my way in. And after entering the store, at 9:35 PM, I went straight to the bakery area but didn’t find much left, though that didn’t have to mean that customers had almost cleared it, because the employee who was cleaning had likely taken things away, so I rushed to at least grab a couple of plain buns, at half price, before she cleared those away as well. And then I checked the expiring products, initially grabbing a mozzarella that was only discounted by 30% but had an expiration date of May 1, so I wondered why it was there, what was really wrong with it, and decided to only take it if I’ll find nothing else. And I did find more of those soups for dad, with the same low price but listed as being regular, not a discount, and I grabbed three at that point, then spent the remaining time picking some more of those Moldovan grapes, with the best evening discount I had seen in a long time. And then, after adding the last few after the closing announcement, I was surprised to see the scales attempt to guess the product, which had never happened before. But it seemed that only the approximate color was detected, considering the options that it asked me to choose from. Either way, I also dashed to have a quick look at the non-refrigerated expiring products, and then ran to grab three more of those soups, so I was able to use all three vouchers received for recyclables, so including the one left from earlier, and leave that mozzarella there.
After retrieving that remaining recyclable and washing my hands again, that time having a receipt to scan but not bothering to use soap, since I was just trying to get some of the stickiness off after digging through those grapes, I went back to the metro station… Only for dad’s card to be rejected repeatedly, and I tried a few different machines, until someone came to ask what was wrong and let me through after having a look at it. But after getting off at this station I checked it and it seemed just fine, and I also checked that found card and saw that four trips were indeed left. And I grabbed a few more recyclables as well.
It was 10:50 PM when I got back. Then I put the few purchases in their place, ate the last of the grapes that I already had and a slice of cozonac, with added honey, washed the few things that were in the kitchen, and it was just after 12:40 AM when I went to the bathroom, using the toilet and rinsing a large bag left by dad in the bathtub before washing. I was done with all of that in just over an hour, but then I spent some time on the computer, only getting back in the kitchen at 2:25 AM, and then I also added the part of something that was left in a second jar into the one containing the rest and moved something else into another jar, but licking what was left on that plastic box and that second jar made me decide that I wasn’t going to put anything on the bread that night, and then that I won’t even bother to slice the bread, ending up eating in the kitchen, between 3:55 AM and 4:15 AM. And after getting back to the computer I confirmed that my attempts to realign the monitor, keyboard and chair had been quite successful. And I also rubbed cream on my hands before getting in bed.

After a little over an hour in bed, Liza woke me by going to the litter box, and then I woke up again some two and a half hours later, but I didn’t need to pee and got right back to sleep both times. However, about half an hour after that second time, just before 9:25 AM, she went again, after dad got up, and that time I changed and got up to clean the litter box and also exchange a few words with dad, and after peeing and getting on the computer for a while, at 10:05 AM I got back in bed and read for 45 minutes. And then I waited for dad to leave, peeing again after he did… And noticing that he had taken the opened cat food from Penny, and probably wiped Liza’s plate of it, confirming after he got back that he had taken it to some cats that are outside because she didn’t wolf it down right away as she does with these other ones… Which was just the point, why I had bought some from there again, and I had told him that, plus that she had eventually eaten what he had given her in the evening, just little by little, in time, which, again, was just the point. Either way, I managed to get right back to sleep after getting in bed again… But after a while some noise started, and while I was exhausted enough to keep getting back to sleep, I was woken up multiple times, and eventually I remained awake for quite a while before getting up, a few minutes after 5 PM.

On the morning of April 23, Liza once again woke me by going to the litter box and scraping around for quite a while, so I peed, changed, cleaned it, changed back, and got back in bed. But then, at 11:20 AM, just as dad was getting ready to leave, I dreamed that I got caught in a thick spiderweb and a spider the size of my fist was scurrying around on me, so I woke up brushing myself off desperately, went to pee again, and then got on the computer to check the errors I had noticed before getting in bed had appeared in the logs the previous morning. They were saying that there was a timeout while creating a shadow copy, and when I checked I saw that some components of VSS were still “waiting for completion”, but the logs also stated that the restore point had been successfully created. And when I looked for other events around that time I saw that the system time had been synchronized and two updates had started to be downloaded, though they might not have been applicable, because nothing showed up as having actually been installed. But I guess that those things might have gotten in the way of each other and caused the issue, and when I then manually created a restore point, things seemed fine, even if when I checked after that, I saw even more components supposedly “waiting for completion”. And I’ll also mention here that the keyboard shortcut used to start Vivaldi works again, so I guess that just required a reboot, though I wonder why it had stopped working in the first place.
Either way, I then connected the phone to the computer and copied some things, during which time it also fully charged again. And since in the e-mail with the receipt for the blinds I had also been asked how they presented themselves, I mentioned that small space between their frame and the window’s and that I did feel some air getting through the holes for the cables, which may be an issue in winter, and also sent a picture to show that they didn’t seem to be quite straight, saying that it’s not an issue in itself but wondering whether it won’t increase the wear on one side, receiving a reply that said that they tend to look like that if something isn’t quite straight but it doesn’t affect their functioning.
Otherwise, I did manage to get over two hours of sleep in the evening, probably more like two and a half, depending on just how long it took me to get back to sleep after being woken up by something falling or being dropped, I believe in the apartment above. But then, after going to the toilet first, I got back in the kitchen rather late and also used too much of what was still left of that lettuce brought by dad, ending up with too much salad, and while I once again “cheated” to be able to say that I took a first bite of dinner in my room before 3 AM, it was 3:25 AM when I actually started eating, putting peanut butter on all of the bread, and 3:45 AM when I finished, despite wolfing down as fast as I could.

When I got up to pee a few minutes before 8 AM, I saw that dad was already awake… And shortly after I got back in bed, Liza went to the litter box and scraped around for quite a while, so I changed, cleaned the litter box, exchanged a few words with dad, and then changed back and got back in bed. I was worried that I’ll have a hard time getting back to sleep, since the workers had started making noise, but it actually didn’t take too long, and I only got up one more time, I think just after 12:10 PM, peeing again and then getting back to sleep once more. I did wake up again before the alarm rang, at 2 PM, but it’s actually possible that I had gotten back to sleep one more time just before it did. Either way, I then had the usual stuff, with the yogurt being an expired bio (organic) one, and the sweet thing consisted of another slice of cozonac, with added honey. And I left at 4:30 PM, wearing the full running gear, still including the better shoes. The reported temperature was 21°C, holding steady, but it was rather windy.
The time was 1:47:26, with sector times of 4:28, 5:14, 6:02, 4:38, 5:13, 6:04, 4:31, 5:17, 6:20, 4:45, 5:21, 6:17, 4:48, 5:28, 6:11, 4:53, 5:30, 6:18, 1:55, 6:16 and 1:57, making for lap times of 15:44, 15:55, 16:08, 16:23, 16:27 and 16:41, plus 10:08 for the final portion. The target was once again to stay under 1:48, though I still feared that I’ll end up closer to 1:50, especially since I felt tired from the beginning. And after the first two sectors I had to push a little more on the third, which showed, so what I gained on lap one compared to that target of 15:50, I lost on lap two, and even that required once again pushing harder on the third sector. However, another runner made me push even more on sector one of lap three, and trying to at least keep him in sight made me keep the loss of time in check on sector two, but then he got too far ahead and that effort took its toll, the time on sector three being a particularly unpleasant surprise and leading to falling behind the overall target. And the first two sectors of lap four meant that I needed a less bad sector three to recover, but I once again pushed and did exactly enough to be back on track for 1:48. And, while sector two of lap five was rather concerning, sector three was surprisingly good at that point, and I hadn’t felt like I had pushed that hard, so I started wondering about 1:47:30, that becoming the target after sector two of lap six. It was going to require really pushing all the way to the end, so that was what I did, doing just enough each sector to still think that I had a chance. It was touch and go all the way, but I made it in the end. That’s still far from a time that can give me any hope for the race, but at least I did slightly better than two weeks before. It took everything, however, and that spells trouble for Tuesday, when I plan to cover the distance again.
It was pretty crowded, leading to plenty of weaving and going the long way around, but the first notable problem was on sector one of lap three. That started with that other runner catching up to me and making me push, then overtaking me but seeming to hold back on the straight, so I overtook him again only to have to briefly stop at the boat dock, when a kid cut across the lane and the woman who was with him followed without looking. And on sector two I had to slow and squeeze past a little girl who stretched her arm out and blocked the only way through a roadblock. And I had to take a couple of steps off the path on sector three, and again on the long straight of sector one of lap four, though that time I remained on a paved area. I might have just gotten away with squeezing through a couple of roadblocks on sector two of lap four without a notable loss of time, but on sector two of lap five I went off the path and slowed to a walk for a couple of steps because a couple was coming right on the lane with their dogs on either side and the rest of the path was blocked by other people. And since I don’t think it was before that point, I’m pretty sure that it was on sector one of lap six when I hesitated twice on the long straight, first because another runner coming from the opposite direction was just checking the time and edged towards me and then because a cyclist sped past me and then slammed on the brakes, not stopping right in front of me but startling me nevertheless. And I’m not sure if I got away with everything on sector two of lap six or there was something there as well. But the last issue came at the start of the last sector, when I hesitated as I was about to go up the stairs and had to go around two women coming from the opposite direction who also went up and cut me off.
Other than that, there were windy areas, the worst being on laps three and four, and in fact it was right on the long straight of sector one of lap three when it was particularly bad, which probably explains why that guy held back and let me get ahead again despite being clearly faster otherwise. As for physical issues, there was a warning from the back of the right knee right after I started running, but then it went away and that knee was quite fine, more warnings coming from the left calf muscle for much of the run, though those weren’t much of an issue either. I was rather concerned that I was exhausting myself completely when my hands started to go numb as early as sector one of lap four, and on the next sector a slight pressing need also started to make itself known, but it never became a notable issue. I was really exhausted by the end, however, in fact feeling quite out of it for the last two sectors.

After picking up a recyclable on the way back, I ate a banana, cleaned the litter box again, did 200 squats, after putting them off the previous day until I forgot to do them at all, put two kinds of jam and the tomato sauce left by dad in a fish can on a huge doughnut and ate that as well, changed, albeit leaving the running t-shirt on, and it was almost 8:50 PM when I left again, taking the recyclables with the deposit symbol and picking up one more that had the symbol and a few that didn’t on the way to the Mega Image that closes at 10 PM, since I mostly jogged and didn’t take time to really look. And I grabbed another juice carton as well.
I got there right at 9 PM, but that was just in time to see that regular grab most of the products that were discounted by 90%. But I managed to snatch one thing, and when I got back I noticed that it wasn’t even expiring, the date being April 28, so I’m not sure why it had been discounted like that. Either way, I took a bag with two bakery products as well, with the 50% discount, put the recyclables in the machine, being left with that one that still wasn’t accepted and those without the symbol, and then waited around for a while, because that regular was using a self-checkout but had asked the guard to come over and help her, which was taking quite some time, so I was wondering whether she’ll give up on something, even if at a glance from the distance it didn’t seem like anything particularly interesting had been there. But she eventually seemed to buy everything, so I just bought those products and then cashed in the voucher. And then I picked up another recyclable on the way to Penny, putting it in the machine, which didn’t accept that other one either, dropping those without the symbol in the bin, and then putting my things in a cabinet and buying some cat food of another kind, also using the voucher received for that recyclable before retrieving what I had in the cabinet and arranging a little.
I picked up some more recyclables on the way to Kaufland, putting them in the machine from there, just that one still not being accepted. Then I put my things in a cabinet, washed my hands in the room for disabled people, the men’s being closed, and entered the store just before 10 PM, seeing low bakery discounts, and that plenty of bakery products had no evening discounts at all. Those discounts only improved, to 50%, after 10:15 PM, by which time I had made use of other evening discounts to grab a particularly large lettuce, even if it didn’t look too good, and a few bananas, trying to only use my left hand, so when I saw those better bakery discounts I grabbed two buns, which I eventually decided to use as bread, and a few sweet pastries, having doubts when the listed ingredients for one of those which I had decided against getting before seemed fine again but nevertheless taking one as well. And then I saw a whole pile of packaged vegetables that were discounted by 90%, and while the celery and parsley roots were listed as being imported, the carrots and onions were supposedly Romanian, and I just wanted the carrots for myself, so I grabbed several packs. And then I made use of another evening discount for just a few red potatoes and added two beets, even if those only had a regular discount, if you used the store card. And a few minutes before closing time I rushed to check the expiring products as well and saw a lot of vegan falafel that was deeply discounted, so I grabbed one, even if it was imported, without taking the time to fully read the label, so I wrongly thought that it was ready to eat. Either way, I reached the self-checkout after the closing announcement and eventually left one of those packs of vegetables there, then used the voucher received for the recyclables.
What was unpleasant was that I worked up the courage to ask for another one of those 10 RON vouchers, since they had once again been out of green onions, but when I went to the information desk, a guy was there and signing something and he was obviously higher up, since he told the others that they couldn’t hand out those vouchers after closing time, even though that’s probably when I got most of them before. Either way, I then retrieved what I had in the cabinet, walked out through the emergency exit, and took my time to arrange everything, walking away at 10:45 PM.
After putting my things into two cabinets that didn’t lock when I reached that non-stop Mega Image, it was a few minutes before 11 PM when I walked in… But it was a long time before the cart with the products that were discounted by 90% was brought out, after employees went to the back and picked what they wanted and also restocked some shelves, one of them finally acting like he had just remembered something when he walked out of there empty-handed and saw those two regulars still waiting, finally bringing it out when it must have been almost 11:30 PM. And I added a few things from there to the small and rather wilted bundle of green onions which I had grabbed by then, wanting to make sure that I had one for Tuesday and thinking that it should at least be at half price, according to the sign. I’ll admit that I might not have read that sign that carefully, but I asked the cashier to confirm that it was at half price and she did, and I had apparently miscalculated the total, so nothing seemed wrong at the time and I saw no reason to actually check the receipt, just retrieving my things, arranging everything, and picking up some more recyclables on the way back.
It was just after 12:15 AM when I got back. Then I cleaned the litter box one more time and went to drop a bag of trash down the chute, drank a drinkable yogurt, put the purchases in their place… And at some point I checked the receipt from that Mega Image and saw that I had actually paid full price for those green onions, despite the hour and their state, so I meant to send a message to complain, but then I looked it up and saw that the discount apparently only applies between 7 PM and 10 PM, not between 7 PM and closing time, or between 7 PM and midnight in case of non-stop locations, even though the included vegetables obviously don’t get any fresher later. So, in case that piece of information is also included on the sign, I guess that it was my fault for not reading properly, though it still seems hard to believe that I missed something like that. But, to return to last night, it was close to 2:10 AM when I went to the bathroom, to use the toilet and wash, and a few minutes after 3 AM when I was done. And then I washed what was in the kitchen, fixed something to eat as lunch and did so, on and off, between 4:35 AM and 5:30 AM, dealt with what I was going to use as bread, also used what little was usable out of a few of the worse leaves of that lettuce, took another one of those immunity supplements, and ate dinner between 5:55 AM and 7 AM. After rubbing cream on my feet, I got in bed at 7:30 AM.

Well, at 9:05 AM I got woken up by dad, feeding Liza and getting ready to leave, and after going to pee, just in case, and exchanging a few words with him, I couldn’t get back to sleep, so just before 10:15 AM I finally cut my losses and got on the computer, only getting back in bed at 12:20 PM. And at least I managed to get back to sleep, but it wasn’t quite immediately, some time later I woke up again for a little while, and I was once again awake for a bit when I decided to get up, a little after 4:05 PM, so after a total of only some four hours of sleep, four and a half at the very best. And later I added another hour or so, but I’m, unsurprisingly, just crushed.

Written by Cavalary on April 25, 2026 at 11:59 PM in Personal | 0 Comments

Spain May Just Make the EU Finally Move Against Israel

It was good news that the European Citizens’ Initiative demanding the full suspension of the EU-Israel Association Agreement recently gained the required number of signatures, but this is usually a long process and the results are uncertain, yet now the chances of things actually moving in that direction more rapidly may just increase a whole lot, because on Tuesday Spain will formally propose the termination of the agreement. And, while such a move coming from Spain isn’t exactly surprising, things seem to be shifting in the EU as a whole, especially now that the regime will change in Hungary and they’ll probably stop blocking proposals to sanction Israel.
Of course, however major such a measure would be, it’d still be far too little and far, far too late for so many Palestinians, both in Gaza and in the West Bank, who have been suffering and dying for so long, because of the war but also because of the settlement policy and settler violence, which are problems that have existed long before the war and which Israel continues to pursue with impunity. But now there are more attacks in other regions as well, and while those in power, with few exceptions, have proven time and time again that they consider Palestinians less than human and unworthy of attention, not to mention protection, and it’s difficult to argue against attacking the Iranian regime, there is collateral damage in that war as well, and then there’s also the situation in Lebanon. And, while those who don’t care for Palestinians aren’t particularly likely to care that much more for Iranians or Lebanese, it’s all adding up and maybe, just maybe, someday it’ll be enough. And maybe, just maybe, some from those regions will still be alive when that happens…

Written by Cavalary on April 19, 2026 at 11:59 PM in Politics | 0 Comments

A Frustrating New Squats Record, Ants, and Tiring Myself Before Planting Trees

On the morning of April 13, Liza woke me just before 9 AM by going to the litter box, and after going to pee I decided to change out of my pajamas, clean it, and then change back. But then noise started coming from upstairs, heavy things being moved, loud voices, possibly cleaning, after a while dad got up as well, and I couldn’t get back to sleep. I might have managed it just before dad left, but hearing the key in the door startled me awake again, and when I checked the time I saw 10:46 AM. At least I could get back to sleep after that, after peeing one more time, getting up to do so again just after 1 PM and then sleeping for just about another hour. But I once again wanted to go out and wasn’t sure where, so it was almost 2:25 PM when I got up, and then I made something of an egg salad, albeit without green onions, since I had none. And then I took the plastic and metal, and some glass… And saw that dad had moved the small bag of trash but once again forgot to take it, so I left it there as well, in case I’ll clean the litter box again after I’ll get back, walking out at 4:20 PM but realizing right after locking the door that I hadn’t taken the store card for Mega Image, so I went back in to grab it.
After dropping off the regular recyclables in a bin on the way, I entered Carrefour with the few with the deposit symbol picked up by then and bought an expiring product for mother and the one apple circle that was also at half price. Then I added something to the recyclables and put everything in a cabinet at Kaufland, washed my hands, entered the store at 5:20 PM, and saw discounts of 80% for many bakery products, and some interesting ones were left, so I grabbed two sweet pastries, the five cheap buns that were left and had that same discount, and a bread, even if its shape made it difficult to deal with. And then I added some things for dad, calculating the total so it’ll be just over 10 RON, because there was once again no trace of green onions and that day I decided to ask for another one of those vouchers, doing so after paying and receiving it right away.
Since the closing time was 7 PM for Mega Image, after retrieving my things and arranging everything I went to the one from that area, putting everything in a cabinet and looking for anything that was discounted by 90%. But I went to the regular area for expiring products, where they used to put them in that location, forgetting that they had started bringing them in a cart there as well, so when I thought that there were none and went to the bakery area I found the cart there, but someone had a full basket and only a few things were left in it. There was a basket as well, full of packaged salads, but I didn’t take any of those, just getting the three breads that were still in the cart and one sweet pastry from the bakery area, that being at half price and wrongly labeled, the discount label being switched with another sweet pastry, so I switched them around, dropping each into the other bag without actually touching them… And then I had to wait for a long time, the cashier messing things up for the person who had bought all of those products discounted by 90% and then seeming unable to fix them and calling the other one over as well, so everyone had to wait.
That still left me needing some vegetables, since I was almost out, and preferably some green onions as well, since there were none at that Mega Image either, and I had seen plenty of carrots among the spoiling products from Carrefour, and they had green onions as well, so after retrieving my things and adding the new purchases I went back there, adding something more to the recyclables and ending up putting everything in a cabinet from Hervis, since that Carrefour still has none and I didn’t want to enter with everything. I also pretended to have a look at a few running shoes, to justify being there, but then went to Carrefour and picked a bag of carrots that were once again among the spoiling products mainly because they weren’t whole, plus a bundle of green onions and some cheese which had just appeared among the expiring products, also at half price, by the time I passed by that spot again on my way to the self-checkouts. I obviously didn’t charge myself for the bag that the carrots were in, and then I left the new purchases just outside of Hervis, on the floor, retrieved what I had in the cabinet, and then took quite some time to arrange everything, because when I was about to put the backpack on I noticed that it was wet, realizing that the expiring cheese had leaked and taking everything back out and figuring out how to rearrange in order to put it in a bag while making sure that there was nothing else in it that it shouldn’t leak on, since a corner of the bag that it was in was completely torn. And while I was struggling with that my phone gave a low battery warning, so it only lasted for five days, but I was saying that I probably hadn’t fully charged it the previous time. So I turned off the music as I walked away, and on the way back I added something more to the recyclables.
I was back a little after 7:30 PM. Then I cleaned the litter box and went to drop a bag of trash down the chute, put the purchases in their place, talked to dad a little, ate one of the sweet pastries from Kaufland, did the day’s squats, and rushed to use the toilet and wash between two matches, not quite making it but at least finishing before anything truly notable took place in the second. And after midnight, when I checked and saw that it had turned off, I plugged the phone in to charge, deciding to put it through another 24-hour cycle and unplugging it and plugging it back in a couple of times over that period, to see that it was actually charging. But, to return to that night, I ate an apple, washed what was in the kitchen, including a couple of pots, made mamaliga, and took an expired vitamin C pill before starting to eat… And when I took the receipts out of the jacket, I realized that I had somehow lost the first one from Carrefour, so it’s a really good thing that I didn’t enter the store with everything when I went back there, because it’d have been just the products bought from there the first time around that I wouldn’t have had a receipt for.

After Liza woke me just after 9:20 AM by going to the litter box, I peed and got back to sleep, but when I woke up again just before 10 AM, after dad did, I changed and went to clean the litter box… Only for my hand to slip into the bag, right in what was in it, when I was done and meant to switch it to the other hand, so I then spent quite some time washing and disinfecting my hands. And after peeing again and exchanging a few words with dad I got on the computer for a while, properly writing what was still commented out from the previous personal post and editing it in order to add all of that. And then I played some Morrowind and got back in bed at 12:45 PM, after peeing one more time and changing back into my pajamas… Only to hear the computer fans spinning up multiple times and see a lot of disk activity, so I turned the monitor back on to check what was going on, seeing that it had updated Microsoft Defender, followed by a definitions update. But at least I could get back to sleep after that, which also happened after getting up to pee again, but after it happened yet again, a little after 4 PM, it didn’t quite work anymore, so I drifted in and out, took some naps, and then was fully awake for a while before finally getting up, just before 6 PM. And then I backed up the system, for the first time since January… And when I later went to the toilet I saw an invasion of ants again, apparently once again coming out of the wall, around the door to dad’s bedroom, so I used some bug spray under the carpet, there and on that small piece of hallway, also under the rag that’s around the bottom of the heating pipes in that small piece of hallway, and a little in my room as well, just in case.

After waking up at 8:30 AM because the dermatitis between my legs was acting up and going to wash that area a little in the sink after peeing, the noise made by the workers also returned, and they even placed the windowsills at our bathrooms, so while I was mostly asleep until 10:40 AM, when I went to pee again, that sleep was probably rather agitated, and after that I had a hard time getting back to sleep at all, so I was drifting in and out and catching occasional brief naps, and the noise was getting louder as time passed, so just before 12:30 PM I gave up and got up. And then I started a load of laundry, hanging the clothes to dry when the machine was done, and spent a good four hours, if not a little more than that, peeling and grating most of the parsnip roots which I had bought for dad, since he was just leaving them there, before crawling back in bed in the afternoon, when it was quiet again… Only for dad to call a little after 7:05 PM, so after I had gotten a little over an hour of sleep, supposedly just to let me know that he was getting back in case I wanted to go out and needed the metro card, even though I had told him repeatedly, including shortly before he left that afternoon, that I was going to run the next day and plant trees on Saturday and therefore meant to rest that day and on Friday. So that was it with the sleep…
On the other hand, late in the evening I tried to time the squats while watching the match, but the time was off the screen when I was done, and while I looked at the kitchen clock until it returned and deducted those seconds, I may still be a second or two off, and that’s a real problem because I almost certainly managed a new record, since I seem to have done them in an incredible 1:47 while the previous record, from 2021, was 1:51 and I don’t see how I could have been off by at least four seconds. And this means that the best time will remain uncertain, because even in the highly unlikely case that I’ll ever beat this time, I’d need to beat it by quite a lot to be absolutely certain that I have a new record, and that’s impossible either way you look at it.

Moving on to April 16, I got up to pee three times, and between the first two I was also woken up by noise made by the workers, and possibly by dad as well. But I always got right back to sleep, and I seem to have slept through dad leaving and any other noise that came after peeing the second time, though after the third time I just took a little nap, since that third time was at 1:20 PM and then I woke up again just seconds before the alarm rang, at 2 PM. Either way, I then got up and, after cleaning the litter box, I had the usual stuff, though I decided to eat an apple with large spoiled areas instead of one of those set aside to eat before runs and despite removing all of that I still felt an odd taste, maybe like it was fermenting. But I just ate all of it, and the sweet thing consisted of a slice of cozonac, with added honey. I left a little after 4:40 PM, wearing the full running gear, sticking to the better shoes. The reported temperature was 20-21°C, holding steady.
The time was 1:18:15, with sector times of 4:21.67, 5:09 (5:08.90), 5:57.35, 4:34 (4:33.97), 5:00 (4:59.53), 5:53.53, 4:33 (4:32.06), 5:09.16, 6:01.81, 4:36 (4:35.37), 5:14.38, 6:08, 4:36, 5:09 and 5:55, making for lap times of 15:27.92, 15:27.03, 15:43.03, 15:58 and 15:40. While still hoping to get back under 1:18, I was feeling exhausted from the beginning and the realistic target seemed to be to stay under 1:20, the first lap seeming all right. Sector one of lap two wasn’t that good, but the following sector definitely made up for it and despite thinking that I had exhausted myself too quickly sector three showed that I hadn’t, and the lap was actually almost a second faster than the first, if you look at the exact time. That made me wonder whether squeezing under 1:19 was possible, and while it seemed unlikely I wanted to try it, and after lap three I decided to try staying under 16 minutes on each lap as well, and hoping to also get under 1:18:30. That required pushing somewhat more than what my body seemed to want on lap four, but the result was doing just enough, so I was thinking that I really had to manage to get under 1:18:30… But that did require gaining a few more seconds on lap five and I wasn’t exactly feeling like I could, and when the first sector’s time was the same as the previous lap’s first sector despite trying to push all the way, I was starting to think that I was going to fail by just a few seconds. But I didn’t want that to be because I didn’t give everything, so I did, pushing even harder and doing enough on sector two to feel that I was almost safe, and then really giving everything on the last sector and finishing with a very safe margin. It’s still over 1:18, but it’s the best time over this distance since September and I’m content with it, especially considering how tired I felt and the issues with the knee.
It was pretty crowded, resulting in plenty of weaving and going the long way around, and things looked bad when on the first sector’s long straight I hesitated and maybe even stopped for just an instant when I had to pass between a kid and his father, on bicycles, with the kid riding unsteadily on the lane. And a similar pair, if not even the same one, since I was focused on the kid the first time and on the father the second time, so I can’t say, made me briefly stop at the end of sector two of lap three, under the bridge. And then there were a few other moments on laps four and five, but the specifics slipped out of my mind by the time I wrote down any notes. I know that I briefly stopped when a kid almost ran into my legs and I’m pretty certain that it was on a sector two, but saying that it was on lap five is little more than a guess, so it might have been on lap four. And there might have been a hesitation later on that same sector and I’m quite sure that another moment was on the following sector, so on sector three, but I’d again be guessing if I’d say that it was on lap five and not four. And there was a roadblock that I had to slow in order to get through on a sector one, and probably on the other lap than those mentioned above, since I don’t think that one of those laps had something on every sector, but I’m not even completely sure of that.
Otherwise, there were some windy moments, but on the other hand when there was no wind and I wasn’t in the shade either, there were moments when I was starting to overheat a little. But what I had to deal with all along were some warnings from a spot in my left calf muscle, though they weren’t that bad, and those from the right knee only started on sector two of lap four, being quite serious for a while but then seeming to lessen on the last two sectors. Other than that, I felt just about done as I tried to sprint on the long straight of sector two of lap two, needing to take it easier well before the end of the straight and thinking that from then on it was just a matter of getting to the end, but then I saw that sector’s time and realized why, and it wasn’t too bad after that, at least not until the last sector, when I really was feeling quite out of it. And my nose was really irritated after the run, and that knee and, to some extent, my legs in general weren’t exactly happy.

I picked up a few recyclables on the way back. Then I ate a banana and an apple circle, put some snacks in the remaining half a liter of milk and ate that as well, helped dad a little as he took measurements for the bug nets, did the day’s squats, changed, leaving the running t-shirt on, and left again at 9:22 or 9:23 PM, with the regular recyclables, those with the deposit symbol, two cartons, and those other things that I take to Kaufland, dropping off the regular recyclables in a bin and then going to the Mega Image that’s next to Tei to try putting the cartons in the machine that appeared in that location and which should grant the deposit for such things, even if it’s not paid when purchasing them at this point. And they were accepted, though in case of the milk carton I obviously had to peel the discount sticker off the regular bar code first, so I kept that voucher and continued to Kaufland, picking up a few more recyclables and then putting them in the machine, splitting them on two vouchers.
After washing my hands, using the room for disabled people, and putting those other things in what may be the proper bin, it was several minutes after 10 PM when I entered the store, and the closing time had returned to 10:30 PM, so I was rushing. But at the bakery area I found several nice buns that I was going to use as bread, discounted by 75%, so I took all of them before returning to the fruits and vegetables, checking the spoiling ones and getting some broccoli for mother and a bag of Mandarin oranges, and also taking a few bananas that had a great evening discount, three from some which had been left next to that area and one more that I happened to notice in the boxes that had been taken away from the regular spot and left on the main aisle, what was left in there otherwise being unusable. And I also made use of the nice evening discount for radishes and grabbed two bundles, plus a large bag of cat litter, at full price, since we really needed some. And then I reached a self-checkout right when the closing announcement was made, but it didn’t accept those buns as the correct product, so I had to call over the employee to override the error, and then I needed her again when one of the heads of broccoli wasn’t accepted, the machine reporting that the discount label in question had already been used, so after she logged back on but got the same message I gave up on it, though at least the other two worked. On the other hand, I decided to leave that bag of Mandarin oranges there after all. And the 30% discount for bananas which I had activated on-line before leaving didn’t apply, so I guess that it only applied if the regular discount was less than that, and I shrugged it off, using both of the vouchers received for the recyclables when I paid and then arranging the purchases.
I then went straight back to that non-stop Mega Image, picking up another recyclable and putting it and the cat litter in a cabinet that didn’t lock, the key not turning fully in the lock, and I didn’t bother to try another, just leaving my things there, entering with the backpack and the bag where I had those buns, and taking a sweet pastry for mother that had the 50% discount, to use that voucher received earlier. The cashier didn’t seem to care to give me the receipt and I didn’t ask for it, just retrieving my things and then struggling to get back, carrying that cat litter being quite an issue. Either way, I also grabbed a few more recyclables, plus a carton, though I left another one that seemed far more likely to be accepted.
I was at the door at 11:45 PM, having carried almost 16 kg. Then I cleaned the litter box again and went to drop a bag of trash down the chute, put the purchases in their place… And then noticed something scurrying away when I moved my running shoes, and it seemed like a large spider, though I couldn’t be certain. But I used some bug spray under the shoe cabinet, where it had gone, and since I also killed some pretty large flying insect in the kitchen I wondered what else had gotten in while dad had the windows open, since I gathered that he had measured and checked multiple times. And then I noticed a wet area on my running t-shirt, but when I rubbed my hands on it, it seemed greasy, so I tried to quickly wash at least that area in the sink, wondering what that was. Either way, it was almost 12:55 AM when I went to the bathroom, to use the toilet and wash. I was done at 1:45 AM, and then I washed and cleaned up a little in the kitchen, selected the radish leaves and used what I could from them, also used the worse leaves from a huge lettuce brought by dad, ending up making too much salad, ate lunch, on and off, between 3:15 AM and 5 AM, and finally ate dinner between 5:30 AM and 6:10 AM. And dad had to get up very early, and Liza also did, so after taking one of those expired vitamin C pills I cleaned the litter box yet again after she went, and then rubbed cream on both hands and feet before going to bed, at 7:15 AM. And my right knee was really complaining, plus that while washing I once again noticed that deep, dull pain in an area of my head, though it didn’t seem to be quite in the exact same spot as before.

If I slept through dad leaving and got right back to sleep after the first time I got up to pee, after the second time, at 1:20 PM, it didn’t work anymore. There were a few more naps, but they were brief, and otherwise I mostly drifted in and out, and later even experienced that pain that radiates from my back, though at least I immediately moved into the position that makes it go away and it worked, and I think I even took another brief nap. But then I remained awake for a while, finally giving up and getting up right at 4 PM. And I didn’t get back in bed in the evening, and as I was on the toilet I saw ants again, larger ones, in the bathroom, so I sprayed that area as well and we’re keeping that door closed now. But at least I managed to eat dinner earlier, between 1:15 AM and 2:10 AM, and then I shaved before getting ready for the morning, when I’m going to plant trees again, which is also why I’m posting this now, to have something as the week’s first post. I’m so exhausted that I even felt like I was about to faint a few times, plus that my legs are still complaining, but I’ll see how it’ll go… And whether I’ll manage to at least catch a nap first, since now I’m getting in bed, I guess at 4:15 AM.

Written by Cavalary on April 18, 2026 at 4:03 AM in Personal | 0 Comments