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Bad Timing…

I was napping as I sometimes do in the evening, but slept longer this time due to sleeping very poorly these past few days since I was trying to make the most of my time alone and there was also the Formula One race in Japan, which put it early in the morning for me. Then I got up and made my way to the computer, still not fully awake. Checked my mail and saw that somebody had replied to a message from me on OkCupid, so I logged on to read it and woke up instantly, then paralyzed a second later…
Yeah, bumped into her being on at the same time. She hadn’t logged on there in over a year and… Talk about bad timing! Ok, so she might have logged on the first time a few days ago, not tonight, since that was the last time I checked, after I changed some of my older answers, and I would have most likely frozen if I checked again at some later point and noticed that she had logged on even if she hadn’t showed up as on-line now and hadn’t checked my profile, but still…
So one moment my eyes are wide open and my hair stands on end, the next I’m drenched in sweat, frozen, shivering uncontrolably, numb, dizzy, nauseous and about to crap in my pants… Guess that proves it one more time at least, if there was any need… Sat there for a moment and considered sending her an IM, since she had it on. I mean, whether she replied or not, it’s not like it could get much worse… (Ok, there’s one thing that could make it worse, but as things stand it wouldn’t make that much of a difference, after all it’s not like there’s any chance now either as far as I know.) Then decided against it but couldn’t just bail out without saying anything at all, so I sent a message saying just “Talk about bad timing… ‘Scuse me, bye….” and then got the fuck out of there.
That was nearly six hours ago and the after-effects are still very much noticeable. Didn’t eat or drink anything tonight and sleep also seems to be out of the question… And it’s not just that nobody has a gun available, but I can’t exactly have a date with the knife now either since it’s likely to be noticed shortly. At least the scars could be passed as something that happened in the past, but if they’d look very recent…

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