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The Olympics have started. This has to be interesting, some part of it at least…

I’ll be 16 in exactly 1 month… For some reason I don’t want to be 16!
Nothing important happened at school today.
It’s this strange feeling I get on weekends, first I say “YEY! No school for 2 days!” and get happy, then I go “Ugh… That’s 2 days of not seeing Rosemarie” and get all sad…

Who else had a strange dream last night? I did, and so did everyone that I asked so far (3 classmates, my mom and somebody I know on-line).
Ok, my dream. Notice that I dreamt it between 5:45 and 6:45 AM. I woke up at 5:45, then went back to sleep and I dreamt it then, so that’s how I know. They say that the dreams you have after you wake up and go back to sleep, not more than 2 hours before you wake up for good, are much more likely to actually mean someting. Maybe… It’s even more interesting that I still remember the important parts of it, although many hours have passed. You know what it was about… Here’s how it went:
There was this party at my place and I invited Rosemarie, Diana and Alexandra (the third person in their little group). Rose wasn’t too willing to come at first, but Diana convinced her. I talked to Diana and she promised that she and Alexandra would do EVERYTHING possible (and impossible) to make Rose want to be my girlfriend before the end of the party. Then there were some meaningless (bad) party images, then, before I knew it, it was night already and they had to spend the night over at my place.
But somehow we all managed to get really dirty, but I didn’t see how in the dream, nor what exactly that stuff that was all over us was… We all had to take a bath, we couldn’t stay like that. By this point, Diana and Alexandra disappeared from the dream. Then my mom appeared, saying that only one more person could take a bath because something was wrong. Naturally I let Rose go first and I went to my room to think (by this point I was confused even in the dream). After Rose got out, my mom called me from my room and told me to go and see if I could wash too. When I got to the bathroom, I noticed it wasn’t the bathroom from my place, so I was very confused. One thing that was clearly wrong was that the toilet was simply pulled out of its place and moved to another place in the room. Anyway, somehow I managed to wash too and went to the living room to dry off.
Diana snuck out of my parents’ bedroom and told me to be patient because they’re “working on it”. Easy to say! I couldn’t stay in one place for more than half a second! I walked around the room and hallway for what seemed to be hours, but later looked at the clock and realized it had only been around 15 minutes. Then Rosemarie came out of my parents’ bedroom, went into my room and asked me to come over, so I did.
When I got in, she was on my bed and told me to lie down next to her, so I did. She then put one arm around me, I put one arm around her (by this point I was no longer able to think about what I was doing in the dream, everything seemed just too wonderful), and she told me that, after what her friends just told her, she wants to give me a chance. I didn’t know what to say or do, I started giggling and crying at the same time, I hugged her tight and kissed her, then we just sat there hugging like that for a long time.
Then we got out of the room and… Something terrible happened. I couldn’t even see what, it was just something terrible out there. And, not realizing what it was, I did something that made it even worse. She started crying her eyes out, ran to the living room, got something to drink (that bottle hadn’t been there before in my dream) and got drunk in seconds! Then a lot of guys from my school and from my old school, plus some that I didn’t know, came in. You could see they were at least a little drunk, and with them there was this girl from my class, Andreea, who was really drunk and they bragged about managing to get her drunk like that. They asked Rosemarie to go with them when they saw that she was drunk too and she agreed. I knew what was going to happen, but there was nothing I could do, so I just fell to my knees right there in the hallway and cried until I could cry no more, then I just sat there and sobbed.
Then the guys brought the two of them back to my place. Andreea just stood there next to me and Rosemarie stood in front of me. Andreea didn’t look too bad, but Rosemarie looked like a wreck. She was crying, had black around her eyes (but seemed like they were like that because she was exhausted, not because she had been beaten) and she couldn’t even move anymore. One of the guys told me, with the clear intent of hurting me, that “Andreea did it with 4+1 of them and Rose with 4+5”. Now that’s 5 and 9, but what’s with the addition and the number 4 repeating there?
Anyway, the guys left, I kneeled before Rosemarie and started crying my eyes out again, couldn’t stop, I was just crying, hugging her feet and repeating how sorry I was for whatever it was that I did until I was simply exhausted because of this. She didn’t move, not even a little bit, all this time. Then I looked up at her and she wasn’t crying hard anymore, just a little. So I just looked into her eyes, took her hands in mine and, still kneeling in front of her, I said: “I don’t care what you did so far, I don’t care what you did with those guys or why, I love you no matter what and I always will and I promise I’ll always help, comfort and protect you… Will you marry me?” She looked at me for a few seconds, smiled and nodded her head as yes. And that’s how the dream ended.
Just to make it clear for everybody, there was no sexual content or nudity in my dream.
I had a similar dream 3 times over the last 4 months, this was the 4th, but each time I started dreaming it so far my dad woke me up during those party images, so that’s before the actual action of the dream. Notice another repetition of the number 4 there? The other 3 times I started dreaming this, it wasn’t exactly the same, but up to the point where my dad always woke me up it was very similar.
What do you think?