Two Pictures
Just realized something last night. I only have two pictures of me and Andra together, those we took ourselves while cuddling and making faces at the camera during that trip when we met, in 2002. They were taken with a regular camera and then scanned, so the quality leaves a lot to be desired, not to mention that you can’t even see all of her face in one of them. Such things make it even harder to still believe that we ever were together…
My parents took some pictures when they visited us once, while I was living with her, but I can’t remember whether any of them had both of us in them. What I do remember is that Andra really didn’t want them to take her picture, so it’s possible that she avoided being in any of them. But even if they did take any, they either threw them away or hid them, because I certainly never saw any of them. None with her, I mean, because one of me holding Bubu is in the living room… I tried to look for any others, but I’m not about to start searching through their things and I can only find older pictures in the place where such things should normally be. And I’m not going to ask for them either…
