[Old] Back…
Seems like I finally got my Internet access back.
I’m in such a bad mood, I’ll make it short and try not to say anything bad. I just came home, slammed the door, threw my schoolbag on the floor, my coat and my shoes wherever, then came into my room, slammed the door here too, put a chair in front of it and turned up the music. I really have no idea who’s at home and what are they doing and I really don’t care!
Second hour of English today, we went to the Video Room to see a movie. I was sitting as usual in that room, behind Rose. After a few minutes she said she’s cold and Diana, who was next to her, turned and looked at me, then looked at Rose and said “want me to bring someone to keep you warm?”. Rose said (on a bitter tone) “depends who” and Alexandra, who was next to Rose on the other side, asked what’s “his” name. Diana immediately turned back and looked at me (since I asked her to try not to talk about Rose’s boyfriend when I’m around because it hurts), but I was actually feeling fine about everything, so I smiled and answered for Rose, said that his name is Vali. Diana smiled back at me but Rose made one of those “I’ll kill somebody” faces.
Then I moved in front of them and when Rose realized I was planning to stay there she frowned again. Then, before physics (we had a test at physics), Rose did her best to not even look at me!
I don’t know why but all of this affected me too much, I just couldn’t think of anything else except her during the test, I handed in the paper with nothing on. Well, there was something on, but just crap, the teacher read it and told me nothing’s right and I said “I know” and just walked away… I snapped at Alexandra and Elena during the class when they tried to talk to me… I don’t know how I’m going to say I’m sorry to them tomorrow.
