Cav's Place

Five years since she left, just about now… And nothing changed inside me in that respect, only the hope, which was so strong back then, being lost along the way, leaving behind only the fake trace of it that I’m forced to sustain because I was too much of a coward to do what had to be done while there was still a point in doing it…
And I’m just told to “hang in there” by people who don’t understand any of it anyway. Admittedly, one of the very few people who isn’t ignoring me completely yet, but it’s not far from that either… Well, don’t you worry, I’m not going anywhere, at least not intentionally, because there is no point in that anymore and I’d still be too much of a coward for it even if there was still a point. But there’s absolutely no reason to “hang in there” either and I don’t see how or why could there ever again be one.