Cav's Place

I was saying that I hoped to somehow manage to write two non-personal posts this week, but I was obviously right to doubt that I could do it. In fact, with the previous post being nothing more than an action alert, it could even be said that I wrote no proper posts this week and only did the bare minimum necessary to keep the “buffer” at two. And that certainly wasn’t because I was busy doing anything else, since the only noticeable thing I did this week was update Mario Wibisono’s section in my little fantasy art gallery after he added some new works on his deviantART page and also modified several older ones, quite a few of which were already among the ones I had selected for the gallery. Otherwise, I didn’t go anywhere, I’m still not playing any games and I’m ashamed to say that I still didn’t start reading any of those books either…
At least I keep adding to my story and did manage to get somewhere for a moment, after five or six more or less pointless chapters, but it certainly seems like it won’t last and I’ll get stuck again very quickly, since I’m still in that portion that requires things that I simply can’t wrap my mind around. But the simple fact that I manage to keep adding something to it every day, as little and as crappy as it is, certainly explains a good part of the reason why I simply can’t handle the blog almost at all anymore, since I just calculated that the number of words that I now add to my story per week is pretty much equal to two serious blog posts of average size. As a result, after struggling for the past year to improve my pace there, perhaps from extremely embarrassing to “just” very embarrassing, I’m now hitting my limit for serious and at least reasonably calculated writing from it alone, leaving absolutely nothing for the blog.