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In just one week I’ll be 16… But does it matter? Nah, I won’t consider that I am 16, I don’t want to be 16! Plus that I’m thinking about Rose’s birthday, not mine…

Michael Schumacher won the Formula One championship this year with Ferrari! I woke up at 8:15 AM on a Sunday to watch the race. Well, no worries, I wake up at 4:50 AM when there is the race in Australia that starts at 5 AM here, so…

This has been an extremely tiring week for me. TGIF, I finally get to sleep how much I want!
Can’t say that too much has happened these past 2 days, just that I found out Simona’s full name (Simona Andreea Balan), and the class she’s in.
Also, yesterday my dad said something that messed me up completely. I was telling him about my day and stuff and suddenly he said “won’t somebody just tell Rosemarie that you want to fuck her?”. I was shocked for about half a second and then simply enraged! How could he have said that? Seems like he still doesn’t think there can be anything but lust… He doesn’t know what love is… At that point, I tell you, I had no idea what I was doing. He started apologizing really fast and saying that it was “only a joke”. Well, you don’t make jokes like that! If I had something in my hand at that moment I’d have probably smashed his head off! That should teach me to never again tell him anything personal…

Today at P.E., the guys plus one of the girls played soccer and me and 3 girls played basketball. Those 3 girls were Rosemarie, Oana and Elena. Oana was very direct, looked at me and said “me with Rose and you with Elena”. That put me out of the game, I can’t play against Rose.
While walking to the basketball field, Elena discreetly pulled me back and said “so you with Rosemarie…”, I said “I wish…”, she said “it’s done”, went to Oana and told her that she wanted to be in the team with her. Oana looked at Rose and said “no, not possible”. Well, Elena just left, didn’t want to play anymore, she knew I wouldn’t play anyway in that case, so…
But the teacher came to us after a few minutes (he was with the guys, coaching them, they have a match tomorrow) and told us to play… And assigned Elena to mark Oana and me on Rose. Of course I didn’t do anything… Elena kept screaming at me to “get on her”… If I had the ball and Rose was in front of me I’d pass it to her, not to Elena, it was a reflex.
At one point I was behind Rose, actually trying to take the ball from her, and I touched her. I mean I was almost hugging her (happens in basketball). When I noticed what position I was in, I tell you, I have no idea how I managed to stop myself from really hugging her. But she immediately yelled at me not to touch her. I asked why. She stopped for a moment and then said “because it’d be a foul”. I said “huh?”, but she didn’t say anything else… Did you ever get the feeling of a(nother) dagger through your heart? That’s what I felt.

The next class was English and the new teacher is STUPID! We know much more than he does! We went to our former teacher after the class to ask him to take us back, but he said he can’t… So now almost all of us will bring our parents to school to talk to the teachers to change this guy, and if they won’t change him we simply won’t stay for English anymore. As always, Rose is the one who cares too much about her grades to be in such a “riot”, but I hope me and Diana (we started all of this after all) will be able to convince her to join the “team”. We were 9 when we went to our former teacher to complain and we could have been more, but a few simply said they don’t care either way and some had to write their physics homework during that break, so…

It’s 1:45 AM, I have to wake up in 5 hours and I still have a lot of homework to do for math! I’m going to be exhausted all week if I keep it up like this!

Something strange happened this morning.
I woke up for some unexplained reason at 7 AM this morning and, since I was awake, I wanted to check to see if the Internet worked. But it was nice and warm in bed, so I tried something crazy, wanted to turn on the computer from there, just by mind control. Guess what, I heard the keys from the keyboard being pressed rapidly as I was focusing on it, then I thought why not and tried to actually turn on the computer. It didn’t work, but something spooky happened. Even after I stopped focusing on the computer, I still heard the keys being pressed, so I looked at the chair and asked “Who are you? Answer me!” Guess what… It stopped… But I could swear there was an image on the monitor. (And the monitor was turned off, mind you.)
Seems I accidentally called someone… Or something. Was it too much to ask a person who walked into my room to introduce themselves first? I think not! Especially for persons that you can’t see, as they can’t expect you to recognize them, right?
I kept complaining about the zero ghost potential of the house, seems like someone or something heard me. Well, if that’s true, I hope he/she/it is here to help!

Still have big problems with the Internet access, it didn’t work today. I woke up around 7:30 AM today, went to sleep around 6:15 PM and woke up again at 12:45 AM. I’m planning to stay up until morning now.

Getting to the point, Diana was nice again in her reply to my e-mail. But, once again, refuses to do anything to help.

Friday at school my dad came with me in the morning to get something he left there but they couldn’t find it to give it back to him so during the second break a girl came and brought the thing to me in the classroom… Red hair and I KNOW I saw her before somewhere! Maybe I’m too suspicious, but you can never know. Simona didn’t come online yet and wasn’t on yesterday either, not during the time that I was on anyway, so I can only wonder whether it was her (who just “happened” to be around when she saw my dad and “happened” to overhear the discussion) or another student, because it sure wasn’t a school employee.

One more thing. I just realized that Rosemarie’s birthday, being October 31st, is during the free days, as we have that week free. (No, we don’t celebrate Halloween. I mean some do, but just as a costume party and stuff, just one more reason to party, but it’s not a “legal” holiday here.) I spent half the summer thinking about what to get her and how to give it to her at school!