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Forsaken World Update and Next Week Plans

I’m currently taking a break from trying to get my vampire to level 20 as well, after doing so with my marksman yesterday, so I’ll take the opportunity and post this, if only because I need to post a second post this week and it’s Sunday evening already. I may later write a more detailed post about the game and, depending on how long I’ll keep playing it, a review as well, but don’t expect any of that before April because the open beta is only scheduled to hit towards the end of March and they still have plenty of work to do. Or at least I hope they’ll be doing that work and not leaving things as they are…
The plan for next week calls for getting my wizard to 20 as well and then struggling to get both of them to 30, leaving marksman to reach that point last, seeing as he’s on the PvP server and the new player protection expires at level 30, so I’ll abandon him at that point since I only made him there to see what those who play there are discussing and how they’re behaving. The rule is the same: Play more or less normally with the first character, then use the second to more thoroughly check out the issues noticed with the first, then experiment more unusual things with the third.
Otherwise, as far as the blog is concerned, I have a gaming post in mind that I hope I’ll manage to write next week. Forsaken World made it stare me right in the face, but it’s certainly a generic issue, not something mainly related to it. And I really should write another post about WikiLeaks as well, because that topic really doesn’t deserve being dropped like this. It won’t be along the lines of the previous series, but it should at least point out a few of the more important recent developments…

Written by Cavalary on February 27, 2011 at 6:53 PM in Personal | 0 Comments

Beta Testing Another MMORPG

After the exact start time of closed beta stage four (or the open closed beta, as people are calling it, since everyone who has signed up for the beta can now play) of Forsaken World was only announced on the day it was supposed to start, there was a further delay of over four hours, apparently caused by a power failure at the wrongest possible time, according to them. As a result, the servers were finally up and running around 5:15 AM my time and I waited that long just to create my planned three characters, run around for a few minutes with each and take a few screenshots before finally going to bed around 6:30.
That wasn’t last night, but the one before. As a result, I then spent a part of yesterday taking my marksman and vampire for a good spin and noticing bugs, issues and potential improvements in order to post them. Then took my mage for a spin last night as well, continuing after I woke up today and posting some more issues. Really don’t like this part about being asked to post what you find on the forum instead of sending it to the support people, but I’ll try…
Still, so far I’m not impressed. Perfect World International was far more engaging early on back then. Granted that I played it in the open beta, so this is understandably in a rougher state right now, but I’m not talking about the bugs and issues. It’s simply the gameplay and the world that seem to leave a fair bit to be desired, despite the potential. Quite frankly, their idea to design their first game specifically meant for Western audiences seems to have resulted in the removal of many of the good elements that Perfect World International had and the addition of some pretty annoying ones from other current MMORPGs.

Either way, I basically didn’t play anything since the start of the year, so I’ll put a fair bit of time into this. If nothing else, I’ll just keep looking for issues and potential improvements and point them out. When you’re beta testing something it really helps if you’re a natural nitpicker, so I should be able to do well enough at that. Besides, back when I was testing Perfect World International they were saying I was doing a really good job. If they’ll take any note of what I say now as well or not is their problem.
But, between this, following the situation in Libya and the usual little bit of daily writing, you should expect me to write here even less. Or even less meaningful and perhaps shorter posts, because I’ll still struggle to at least write something twice per week, as usual. There will perhaps be some posts about Forsaken World or about gaming in general, and in fact I have one in mind already, but I can’t guarantee anything. I should at some point write some more about WikiLeaks as well, since I just dropped that issue a while ago and it really doesn’t deserve to be dropped, but right now I have no idea when…

Written by Cavalary on February 25, 2011 at 7:22 PM in Personal | 0 Comments

Heart, Important Issues and Dreams

I seem to be starting to recover from the ordeal I had to go through in order to write and send that open letter. Monday I more or less “wrote” it in my mind, but my body immediately told me that it won’t allow me to actually type it, knowing that I’d later need to send it, so I stopped at gathering the addresses I meant to send to. Still, that was bad enough on its own, resulting in at least three and a half hours of heart beating erratically. But that was only a small sample of what was yet to come, because on Tuesday I actually wrote and sent it, which resulted in at least seven hours of that, plus the expected serious and long-lasting panic attack felt in every other way as well. And then my heart seemed to be even worse on Wednesday, beating erratically for pretty much the entire day, though there was no more real reason for panic. But yesterday the problems only appeared again late in the evening, oddly enough right after exercising, though exercising tended to make it slightly better for a short while before, while today it’s been good so far. There will probably still be something later on, especially now that I mentioned it and thought about it like this, but I feared it won’t recover at all on its own after something like this.
Those fears were mainly caused by the fact that, while there had always been skipped beats, I didn’t have anything like this in some ten years, until around the end of last year when it first happened again. Panic attacks or high stress are one thing and I know how those go all too well, but these erratic heart beats and the feeling that it’ll stop beating if I stand still are quite another and hadn’t experienced it for more than a few minutes, at the very most, since I dropped out of school and that source of constant terror was removed from my life. But then it happened in December, as I said, and then once again last month, when I had dad rush me to a hospital only to be kept under observation for something like an hour and a half and told my heart’s just fine. Which meant that these days were following a pattern that signaled the return of this problem, so weren’t only panic attacks or regular reactions to stress that would go away as soon as the cause would go away. Of course, I fully expect the problem to return, perhaps with increased frequency, but the fact that I recovered at all from being in that state for so long is a good sign at least.

But enough about that. What matters is that I did my planned primary action for Global Population Speak Out this year. Doubt any of the recipients read it, or at least that any who weren’t already convinced did, but I don’t think words can accomplish anything when it comes to this issue anyway. The purpose of such actions can only be to try to encourage any others who already think the same but are afraid to speak out to follow suit, so the only hope is that perhaps the message reached one or two such people, though they’re extraordinarily rare, especially here.
On the other hand, even I am tempted to say that this and pretty much any other issue can wait a while longer right now, considering what’s going on in the Arab world. That’s the major story right now and it will likely continue to be the major story for quite some time, regardless of how it all turns out. What’s going on there truly is history in the making and the world should keep its eyes on the developments as much as possible, though right now there are so many things going on at once in so many different places that even the major news providers are struggling to keep up. Without the whole world observing and piling up the pressure, those governments are very likely to commit true atrocities instead of accepting the legitimate demands of the people, not to mention that, even if the revolutions would appear to end with the victory of the people, there’s a very high risk of them having a terrible outcome for the whole world if forces from outside those countries won’t make sure that religious fundamentalists and others who desire authoritarian regimes won’t take advantage of the situation and fill the resulting power vacuum.

But this is a personal post… For which reason I’ll stop now and jump straight to a dream I had this morning, one that once again seemed so real that it took me a while to realize it was only a dream after I woke up. It was obviously generated by the fact that I checked her Facebook profile again last night and noticed that she had listed that she’s now working in a library. As a result, my mind took that idea and ran away with it, taking me through various bookstores and libraries and even a house that was supposedly ours and had a room with bookcases covering all the walls. In the end, it took me to that bookstore that I first discovered with her and then rediscovered recently, but in the dream she was working there. At that point I’m pretty sure I woke up, but was very confused, my mind wandered for a while and at some point I fell back to sleep, the dream resuming pretty much from where it left off and having me wonder how could I get close to her until I just did. I passed behind her and she just grabbed on to my hand and squeezed it gently, at which point I woke up and was completely convinced that what I dreamed had really happened…
Can’t write more now. Meant to say one more thing, but I’m just gutted… That image is so real… Just have to say that I’m quite happy that she’s working in a library. It seems much more fitting and, quite simply, right. Especially compared to the fact that until some three years ago, when we last spoke, she had been working in a large clothing store, which was very disturbing for me.

Written by Cavalary on February 19, 2011 at 8:06 PM in Personal | 0 Comments

Open Letter Regarding a Topic Practically Impossible to Discuss

As my primary action for this year’s Global Population Speak Out, I decided to go all out and wrote and sent a message to a list of no less than 25 recipients. Both the list of recipients and the English translation of the message are below. Please note that I tried to stay as close to the original message as possible, so certain parts may sound slightly odd in English. Still, while I was translating I noticed that I somehow managed to forget my usual reference to the fate of all ancient empires, which is what I compare the current drive for constant growth to, but nothing to do about that now…

Recipients:

State agencies: Office of the President of Romania, Romanian Chamber of Deputies
Political Parties: Greens’ Movement (MV), Green Party (PV), Romanian Ecologist Party (PER)
TV stations: Antena 3, Pro TV, Realitatea TV
Radio stations: Radio Guerrilla, Radio Zu
Magazines: Descopera, National Geographic Romania
Newspapers and other publications: Academia Catavencu, Adevarul, Azi, Click, Cotidianul, Curentul, Cuvantul, Dilema Veche, Evenimentul Zilei, Gandul, Jurnalul National, Romania Libera
NGO: Contraceptive and Sex Education Society (SECS)

Message:

In a world where selfishness and greed are in control, in a world where most people’s thoughs are limited to worrying about today and, at most, tomorrow and where the press focuses largely only on dirt and “sensational” topics, mainly those of local and immediate interest, it is extremely difficult to bring up worldwide problems whose effects are noticed in the long term, especially when you’re talking about the really unpopular ones, whose existence isn’t even accepted by most people, and which can also be easily blamed on “others” each time when they are somehow noticed. And in a country where a large part of the population really has reasons to worry about tomorrow and the media is so preoccupied with the eternal muck of local and national politics, media scandals, fake stars and, possibly, football that even events that are truly history in the making, such as what’s currently going on in the Middle East, have great difficulty in dominating news programs and newspaper pages, it’s practically impossible.
Despite this situation, regardless of any risks, the first of which being that most recipients will stop reading after the next phrase, I will try to draw attention towards the most serious problem the world is facing for at least the last 50 years. The issue is overpopulation, and this message is being sent to you at this time because, starting in 2009, each February, an event called Global Population Speak Out takes place, encouraging researchers, university professors, writers or politicians, as well as activists or simple concerned citizens who acknowledge the existence of this problem and desire to solve it, to express their views in public, breaking this social, political and media taboo because the first condition that must be fulfilled before a problem can be solved is for people to understand that said problem exists, and the second is that solving it must be truly desired.

As you probably know, the world’s population is estimated to reach seven billion by the end of the year, continuing to grow and exceeding nine billion about halfway through the century, only afterwards probably starting to drop slightly. This information is very easy to learn, for example even from the January issue of National Geographic Magazine. But many sources, including said magazine, which I’d like to take this opportunity to state that this time I was deeply disappointed by, stop at offering this data and claiming, in one way or another, that the problem, inasmuch as they somehow accept that one exists, is about to be solved on its own, which is completely false.
It is true that a few studies that claim that the current population, and in some cases even one of more than ten billion, could be sustainable exist, but those studies generally only take into account one element, such as for example the available amount of drinking water or the capacity to produce food or energy, and ignore the effects that such intensive exploitation would have on the environment. The studies that attempted to take into account a large number of factors, including the environmental impact, tend to reach results varying between 500 million and three billion. Under these circumstances, the problem could have perhaps solved itself if this process of reducing birthrates would have started immediately after World War II, in which case the population would have probably peaked somewhere around three billion and then would have started to drop, staying within sustainable limits. But when the estimated population peak is more than three times the maximum that could possibly be sustainable, we certainly can’t talk about the problem solving itself!
At the same time, one can’t say that the blame for overpopulation lies solely on certain countries and certain cultures either. It is true that the people who benefit from at least a resonable standard of living tend to have fewer children, but when the world’s population is so much above any potentially sustainable limits and those people have access to this information, if they wish to look for it, as well as to a large number of effective contraceptive methods, I’m more inclined to blame the average European or North American who chooses to have even a single child, not to mention those who have more, than the average African or, closer to home, even the Gypsy who lives in abject poverty, who ends up creating their own football squad, as they say, as those people are mostly lacking access to both a wide range of effective contraceptive methods and any real way of learning how things stand in the world.
In fact a large part of the problem has to do with resource consumption, and it’s logical that a larger number of people will consume more resources. We currently consume 50% more resources in a year than the planet can regenerate, not to mention that we use very many non-renewable resources and dump toxic substances in every direction. It is true that the full blame for this exaggerated consumption currently lies on a small number of people, about 2% of the world’s population, who are responsible for 50% of the current consumption, so 75% of the maximum allowable consumption under sustainable conditions. But, at the same time, the large majority of the population, about 80%, lives in poverty, in one way or another, consuming only about 20% of resources, so 30% of what could be consumed under sustainable conditions. Which leaves us, the remaining 18%, to currently consume 30% of resources, so 45% of what could be consumed under sustainable conditions.
Some conclusions can easily be drawn from the above paragraph: If we reduce the consumption of the 2%, it appears as if we would solve the problem for the moment. But if we increase that of the 80% we really have no way out. And yet even we, the 18%, desire more and, under certain circumstances, are even entitled to do so. But if we desire more despite having a roof over our heads that we probably don’t fear will collapse on top of us, not wondering where will we obtain some food from the next day, having easy access at least to basic medical services, having certain electronics in our home as well and perhaps even a car in front of our house or apartment building, and so on, what could be said about the 80%? And yet they have the same right to live a decent life as we do, right? But how could these resources be distributed in such a manner so we would all live a decent life, if simply aligning all, so the 2% as well as the 80%, to the standard of living that we, the 18% who even so desire something more, enjoy would take the consumption to 250% of what could be sustainable?
Of course, I recently saw a report about the engineering challenges created by population growth, which included plans to tackle the issues and possible solutions that would allow the current standards to be preserved even under these circumstances. But, on the one hand, some of those solutions only delay the inevitable or even have a very high potential to actually be harmful, not just for the environment but even for the people as well. On the other hand, other solutions are very ingenious, very costly or require immense effort, or perhaps all three at the same time. Under these circumstances, I can’t help but wonder why should we use our ingenuity, time and resources in a desperate attempt to control the effects of a problem we ourselves create instead of solving the problem, allowing us to then use our ingenuity, time and resources in order to develop, advance and, practically, evolve?

But, you will ask, what do all of these have to do with Romania, when we are facing a population drop? Which is a completely understandable question under the current circumstances, when both the politicians and the public opinion in Romania are focused on the economic aspect and, mainly, on welfare. Not to mention that we also have the occasional utterly terrifying statements, like the one Mr. Mircea Geoana made in 2009, if I’m not mistaken, when he said that, considering the negative population growth in Romania and the effects this has on the ratio between the people who are active on the labor market and those who depend on welfare, it would be time for some serious debates regarding the issue of abortion to start, suggesting that perhaps it should once again become illegal! In other words, he was suggesting, practically the state should be able to force a person to have a child despite that person not wanting it, for economic and, considering his opinions, religious reasons, but not the other way around as well!
Well, the connection has to do with the fact that the whole world is connected and no country is some sort of island floating alone through space. You will immediately notice what I mean to say if you will look around a little and read some labels. What countries do the products that are currently in the room you’re in come from? Where were the clothes you are wearing produced? Where was the food you ate today produced? And, though this is more of an exercise of imagination, how many other countries do you assume those producers acquired their raw materials from? Therefore, how many areas of the world does even a country like Romania leave a mark on, through consumption? How many of those areas aren’t currently suffering as a result of this consumption, the pollution generated by the production of these goods or the mistreatment of the workers who need to deal with this worldwide demand? And how dependent is Romania on other countries’ resources?
In addition, Romania covers about 0.16% of the world’s land mass. Considering a maximum sustainable population of three billion, it would result that Romania’s population shouldn’t exceed 4.8 million. But of course we can’t compare a relatively fertile area like Romania with areas of desert or tundra, therefore it is reasonable to double this number, to 9.6 million. More than that would not be reasonable anymore, because fertile areas are more important to other species as well, not just to humans, and either way Romania faces plenty of problems from this point of view, such as the relatively low fresh water resources and the natural desertification tendency of the country’s south. Therefore, even Romania’s population is more than double compared to the maximum that could be sustainable, and I want to stress that those numbers really are maximums, so the recommended values would be even significantly below them. Of course, the current downward trend is encouraging, but it is still too slow.
But, you will ask, how do we actually solve that economic problem that we hear about every day if so few children will be born? We do this by solving the real problem, which is the current money-based system, the situation of those who rely on welfare being only one of its symptoms. In other words, on the one hand we offer people opportunities and make them more responsible, and on the other we move from a money-based economy to a resource-based one. This move is necessary to solve many other problems, so it can be said that it’s not necessary to do anything just because of dropping birthrates.
Discussions about a new economic order are not the purpose of this message, but I find myself needing to provide a few of the basic ideas of this concept: We should start by clearly stating the fact that the tax paid by each employee “for retirement” is not for their own retirement, but is practically a “solidarity tax” through which those who currently require such assistance are supported. From here we move on to making people more responsible, making them understand that, if they can work and have an income, it is their responsibility to make savings and investments in order to be able to support themselves when they will no longer be working. But this policy also requires a different approach from the state, which would need to offer citizens the opportunity to make a living in such a manner, on the one hand, through guarantees and strict controls, raising people’s confidence in the savings and investments institutions and directly investing in educating people regarding these possibilities, and on the other hand easing the way for those who try to live more or less independently from the rest of society, which means the people who would desire to obtain a large part of their food from their own yard, produce the required energy through their own means, preferably through “green” methods, travel by foot or bicycle and so on. Which can be directly connected to the resource-based economy, this concept meaning that, regardless of the available amount of money, what matters are the available resources, products and services, which will be directly distributed to those who need such assistance. The concept is complex and really can’t be discussed here, but the basic idea in this situation would be to directly provide these people with the products and services they require in order to live decent lives, which would be acquired by the state directly from the producers, in sufficient quantities to avoid those demeaning crowds that we currently see when such products are handed out to pensioners, and then distributed to those who need them. This way local producers are encouraged and at the same time all intermediaries, which as we all know inflate prices even several times, are eliminated, which means both that the people who rely on welfare will be able to benefit from products and services both in higher quantity and of better quality than the ones they can currently afford, and that the state will spend less for this than it currently spends on welfare.
So this problem only exists because some interest groups currently desire for it to exist. Realistically, a Romania with, shall we say, eight million inhabitants could look extraordinarily well. It would mean a Bucharest with, probably, around one million inhabitants, few other cities with one hundred thousand or more and in general a much more relaxed life. Of course, some localities would be abandoned, some of those areas later being greened and returned to nature and others being used to build new settlements, as modern as possible. It would mean eliminating the need to build new roads and parking spaces, as the existing ones would be more than sufficient. It would mean that, instead of every remaining piece of green space being destroyed for new buildings, green spaces inside cities could even increase in size and the current buildings would be sufficient, people even ending up acquiring homes without paying anything, as those would already be built and unused, even if some apartment buildings would be torn down in order to build houses in their place. It would, of course, mean less pollution and less dependence on imports. It would mean more space for organic farming, which means a health bonus for the inhabitants. Considering some massive investments in education, research and technology, which are required anyway, it would mean an improvement in the quality of local production, which is currently often harmed by the need to ensure jobs for as many people as possible although they wouldn’t be really needed. It would, also, mean the chance to develop a truly student-centered educational system, as there would be fewer students, which would significantly improve the quality of education. In general, although it would indeed mean an overall negative economic growth, it would mean the chance to significantly improve each individual’s standard of living in a completely sustainable way, which is what truly matters.

In the end, what do all of these mean? They mean that the population growth rate must be strongly negative and that perhaps we should start advancing down that path specifically in the areas where it already is negative, as is the case of Romania, later acting as an example for the other countries. But, of course, all must be done with great care, as a negative population growth can very easily be achieved by increasing mortality, which is certainly not desirable. Therefore, it is necessary to enforce some drastic measures meant to reduce birthrates and select potential parents, respecting some very exact and objective criteria, in order to allow both the standard of living and the average lifespan of the people to continue to improve in a sustainable manner, without being required to fully use our ingenuity, time and resources only to somehow preserve the current situation.
Very simply put, not having children really is a completely personal decision, but having children is perhaps the most public act that most people will ever be capable of. Therefore, society, the state and, in general, the world should in fact get involved when it comes to this. In the end, driving a car has an infinitely lower potential to cause harm than giving birth to a child, and yet people need driver’s licenses…
Of course, any such initiatives are met with an extreme amount of hostility, either simply due to selfishness, due to religious beliefs, due to being associated with certain contemptible events observed throughout history, or due to various other reasons. But somebody needs to look at the situation as a whole as well, as rationally as possible, and see what actually needs to be done, in the interest of the whole world. Not that such an overall view is needed to understand that the entire population should benefit from easy access to a wide range of modern contraceptive methods in complete discretion, as well as from real and comprehensive sex education, which should also include information regarding the overpopulation problem and the advantages of significantly reducing population, even from an early age. Equally obvious should be the fact that people who suffer from illnesses that could be directly passed on to their children, or in whose families a significantly above average incidence of some serious ailments is noticed, shouldn’t be allowed to reproduce under any circumstances. And, seeing as such a reduction can’t be achieved in due time unless most people will not have any children, it should also be understood that those who simply have no special talent, no ability that is not strictly the result of education and intensive effort, can’t currently justify the desire to continue spreading their genes.

Discussions on this topic are very long and extraordinarily difficult, and also extremely unpopular. It was just because of this extremely negative popular reaction that the scientists who alerted the world regarding this issue in the ’70s, in the countries that were sufficiently advanced even then to provide them with the opportunity to correctly analyze the situation, were silenced. That way an important opportunity of solving the problem more easily, with fewer sacrifices and, to put it bluntly, without resorting to draconian measures, was lost. But perhaps the chance of solving the problem somehow, even if now it will be extraordinarily difficult and will require some extremely harsh measures, is not lost. Still, extremely difficult does not mean impossible, and either way nothing worthwhile’s ever easy…
This message does not have a specific recipient, but is addressed to all people who are intelligent and rational, capable of seeing the situation as a whole, thinking in the long term and making the required decisions, no matter how difficult or unpopular they may be. More exactly, through this message I intend only to draw attention towards the problem and, though I’m practically convinced that I will completely fail in this endeavor, encourage others to take this reality into account when they make plans for the future as well. Though this is only the first step, necessary but by no means sufficient, only by solving this problem, preferably strictly by drastically reducing birthrates, without increasing mortality in any way, do we have a chance to offer a sustainable high standard of living to all. Of course, any such endeavors appear utopian, simple dreams at best, and generally are seen as illusions of dangerous insane people, but I will ask you again to look around and will ask how much of what you see wasn’t at some point one person’s simple dream or a simple illusion of a person considered by the others to be insane, in a more or less dangerous way?

Written by Cavalary on February 16, 2011 at 7:45 PM in Overpopulation | 1 Comments

She’ll Be 28 Today

The title should say enough, right? My mood is about the one you’d expect, though that’s not particularly different from the one I’m in on any other day. The difference is just that now I once again have a reason to be afraid to check my e-mail, since I sent her a message last night with my usual birthday wish lately. Of course, there’s basically no chance, or risk, of a reply, but I’m once again afraid to look. Not that I looked during the day since I noticed what I noticed back in October and sent her that desperate message, which was also left unanswered, as expected…
That makes too little sense, you say? I know, but what did you expect? Especially if you add this to something I read last night, which was a post on a blog someone gave me a link to, which started by describing a scene so similar to the night she left that I felt the author had pulled it right out of my memories, especially when it came to how he felt, what he thought and what he meant to do but didn’t. And then there’s something else I thought I noticed last night, but I have no way of being sure…
I guess I’ll get back to pretty much doing nothing. But really need to send what I mean to send this month as part of Global Population Speak Out next week, so will need to first finish writing it soon enough. Meant to do it on Thursday, but after writing the introduction more current important events got my attention too much and it was obvious it would have been a bad idea to send something like this that night under those circumstances, since all eyes would be on something else and rightfully so. The translated text will be posted here once I’ll send the message in Romanian to all the addresses I mean to send it to.

Written by Cavalary on February 13, 2011 at 7:39 PM in Personal | 0 Comments