Cav's Place

There are moments when you can’t hide behind plans, maybes or what ifs, and it seems like these days I’m going to have to see what I’m really made of in more ways than one, some of them unrelated…

I’m just missing her too much… And the cats… And living there… And the view from the window, such as it was… And having something that could be called a life… And now… I guess she had to compensate for Friday evening when we talked for a few hours and it actually went well, without […]

What I usually tell others on such well-wishing occasions as New Year’s might be taken as a rather harsh thing to say if you don’t think about it for a moment (or if you value life itself more than it’s quality, or if you’re a selfish ass), plus that I actually came up with it […]

We just started talking today, she said something about herself that bothered me and we ended up talking about all the things that changed about her since she left, and her listing them… Actually, she said just two things now, but I guess they were the icing on the cake, what made me put everything […]

Even more so since she left, but I always have and probably always will… When I was little, Christmas meant an entire mess. I was living with my grandparents and they’d get up early in the morning to prepare, cook things and so on, had me help as well, woke me up early to go […]