It’s been a long time since it last happened and I expect it to be a long time until it will happen again, but tonight I found myself able to cry. I’m not just talking about a few tears, I cried my eyes out for about 30 minutes. And I have Edenbridge‘s “Forever Shine On” […]
Three years ago she was leaving… Three years of pain, sorrow and suffering for me, three years during which all my plans, hopes and dreams have died, leaving only an empty shell… That’s all that’s left of me, and that’s all I’ll ever be, unless a miracle happens and someday I’ll get another chance from […]
I think that a good part of the reason why I’m feeling even worse than usual lately is lacking anybody to “connect” with. Adding the lack of a real friend on top of the main problem, not being with Andra, worsens things faster than I can predict, meaning that I end up feeling worse than […]
I’m freezing in here. It went straight from too hot to chilly in about a week, and chilly with no heating equals freezing for me! Couldn’t we just skip this “chilly” part of the year? I like rain, I like a cloudy sky, but I dread the chill. Couldn’t it be cloudy and rainy while […]
I think this is the longest period of not feeling like writing anything at all here. Nothing serious and non-personal I mean. That said, here’s a look through my drafts, maybe having the topics posted here will make me actually write about them… Eventually… Some of them have been in drafts ever since I started […]