Cav's Place

Just spent a couple of hours in bed, alternating between curling up in a ball, rocking myself, clawing at sheets, clothes, skin and hair, thinking, daydreaming and trying to ignore the completely erratic beating of my heart. As such, I’m quite certain that nothing else is going to be written here this week, unless miracles […]

If in 2006 I said nothing and in 2007 I only said that I had nothing to say, in 2008 I was saying that, in case I’ll live that long, the three years that had passed at that point were likely to turn into six, or nine, or 30. Well, into six they just turned, […]

Yes, the title is a reference to a series of posts that I’d rather not link to right now, but it’s also very true. In about a day and a half, it’ll be six years since she left… But that is something to write about in the next post, not in this one. This one […]

These days, I found myself randomly thinking about what vows could a childfree person be said to take in support of their choice. Knowing me, that resulted in a somewhat complicated text, with multiple variants and parts, covering different situations. This is more of an exercise and perhaps not to be taken quite so seriously, […]

It’s been a while since the last such urban “trip” I went on, but yesterday I covered quite a lot of ground. Luckily I only covered about a third of the way back on foot, as my initial estimate for doing everything on foot was a minimum of two hours each way, assuming I never […]