Cav's Place

Remember the mold I mentioned before? The whole summer passed by and nobody did anything, so, as expected, it’s been back with a vengeance as of last month, and it’s about as bad now, at the end of October, as it was last December! Actually, the outer wall is as bad now as it was […]

It’s wonderful to finally have something to hold on to again… It’s terrifying to finally have something to lose again… We exchanged several e-mails yesterday and I don’t think I’d fully believe I didn’t dream it if a hundred wrestlers had pinched me… Didn’t talk about personal issues, yet there still were awkward and dangerous […]

Yesterday was the first day in over two months when my blog had no visits. In June and July such days were pretty much the norm so, you know, it’s quite a calming feeling…

I might be wrong, but if I’m not and I’ve figured this out correctly, it means the entire chain of events that led here was triggered by me e-mailing somebody my results on a test that I took out of boredom. Depending on how this turns out, that one completely random and otherwise meaningless e-mail […]

Sooner or later we all need to make choices that run a huge risk of causing terrible pain to ourselves. They are always preceded by confusion and panic. Also by lots of anger, at the world for making us choose and at ourselves for not being able to figure out what the good choice is. […]