Cav's Place

Two years ago tonight it looked like there just might be a chance to get everything together again, fix what was pushing us apart and nurture what was pulling us together… But the fact that I’m here now in this situation means it didn’t work out like that… I’ll always think I could save saved […]

Seemed like I had to give in and order those damn glasses anyway, and persuaded myself to do it by thinking “I can always not wear them after I’ll have them, but I can’t wear them when needed if I don’t have them”. So I told dad about it a few days ago and he […]

When a new person visits this place and doesn’t leave after viewing a single page, most often they check out the “Who the Heck Is Cavalary?” page. There was basically nothing there so far, yet nobody asked anything. I find that quite odd, you’re interested enough to look but not enough to ask when you […]

Last night, a little before 4 AM, the streetlights behind the building here turned off. I opened the window, turned off the computer monitor and just stood there, basking in the darkness and looking at the stars. Being able to do this has certainly become a rare commodity in cities… It was so nice, dark […]

Why do I feel the need to actually do more when most can’t even be bothered to talk? Not that it’d be bad, but it becomes bad when I come out as untrustworthy. I keep meaning to do things I know I can’t and sometimes even tell others that I’ll try. Naturally, I don’t manage […]