Cav's Place

Five years ago right now, give or take a few minutes… Yes, I still remember every detail… Hope I’ll never forget anything related to her… Nothing left but memories and pain… At least the pain I feel when I think back is bittersweet, while the present is only bitter and the future looks even worse. […]

Just thought I’d post this, considering how much I stressed about it for all this time… Actually managed to go and get my eyes checked, and properly this time. Scared out of my wits, of course, had a moment when I even forgot how to read, was seeing the letters but they were just random […]

It’s been exactly five years since we first met to go on that vacation together. What an insane plan that was, meeting after talking for two months and going somewhere together, when neither of us had ever been on a trip alone before and I certainly knew I couldn’t take care of myself in such […]

I was saying that, with all the light pollution around here, I didn’t think I’ll ever see another star. But, as I was scanning the sky last night, with that damned streetlight burning a hole in my retina, I noticed a faint glimmer. Then two more. Then, as I was looking through other areas, a […]

I’m writing this tonight because, while I’m quite sure she left on the 24th, I’m not 100% sure, there’s that small chance that it might have actually been the 25th. Either way, it’s been a year since she left for good, from what I know at least… One more nail in my coffin… The only […]