Cav's Place

Why can’t I cry? Why can’t I cry when alone, of course, as I’m quite sure I could still cry if a person I feel close to would be with me. But there is nobody that could be with me, not even anybody I could talk to now. Even when I do happen to talk […]

I actually lasted a lot longer than I thought I would, nearly two months. But of course the inevitable had to happen, me cracking again while talking to her because it hurts so much that she’s hiding so many things from me… Hurts even more when she says there’s no need to say sorry after […]

I need to let this out in just so many words right now because otherwise I’m afraid I won’t be able to stop myself anymore and I’ll tell it straight to her, which will ruin everything. And need to do it today just so I won’t risk doing it tomorrow and make it look even […]

Last night I somehow thought about writing a post titled “A Perfect Day” (or “Schedule of a Perfect Day”) where I’d have tried to tell how I see a perfect day, what I’d do and what would happen during it, in a few different scenarios. But today certainly took my mind back down from any […]

Sent an interesting e-mail to dad last night, doubt he ever saw that coming. Yeah, in a way it’s tied to what I said before. Let’s see what happens now…